OS: I'm Sure You'll Call Me - ASR (Final Update) - Page 19

Originally posted by: hetalmkn

Ek jeweri hi hira ko pechchan sakta hai di...😳

aap toh Kohinoor ho...🤗

Originally posted by: Omoraboti

MashAllah! I pray to God you two stay together forever and have your happily ever after. 😊

Originally posted by: hetalmkn

Wow.. didn't expected the thread to come up suddenly... but thank you very very much...

Well the story has gone far... tomorrow is officially my gur ceremony (shagun)with him😊

It has been three years and tomorrow we will be promising our commitment with blessings from elders and will tie into a relationship ritually...😊

Originally posted by: hetalmkn

hiii i m sry i donno ur name but from whole heartly i wish u the best wishes for ur future ,i m really lost of words reading this u know sumthing i didnt read the note at the everyend of parts so far coz college student rush like their last minute study for exam that mentality didnt leave me .in the last part only i came to know this is real life story.my name is priya buddy me plzzWHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I couldn't believe my eyes... Was he really there... My skin felt numb... Was he really holding on to my wrist... His lips were just inches away from me... I could feel his breath... Am I in delusion moment... Am I just imagining things...

I'm Talking To You Dammit!!!! Why Are You Behaving As Such...

There again my ears were pleased to hear him again... but why is he fuming in anger I thought...

I slowly closed my eyes leaving him wondering whats wrong with me...

Everything blacked out in merely split seconds...

**********

My entire body was aching... I felt really fatigue... I suddenly realized I'm on my bed.. tucked in blanket... but last I was at the door... I haven't even manage to unlock it... then me on my bed...? I quickly got off my bed and rushed outside... I found no one in the dining area or even at the living area... My heart started beating faster... Don't tell me he left... my heart was voicing out... I rushed towards the guest room... he wasn't there too...

He must have tucked me in bed and left... but why would he leave me just like that... The confusion was rolling in my brains when I saw the hammock in my balcony had a visitor... My heart felt like it could beat again... He was at the balcony...

I walked towards the balcony and he noticed my presence...

Hey... how are you feeling now?? Why did you come out of your room... you should have called me out...I would have come there... come sit on the couch...

He was so concern about everything...Earlier he was shouting and fuming in anger... but now he is the most gentleman possible...😳 I had an unwanted blush on my cheek... probably it didn't go unnoticed by him too...☺️

You want to eat something... I don''t know how to cook but can order in...

I just had a slight smile on my face hearing his innocent confession...😊

He looked for his phone but realized he must have left in the car in rush... Ermm guess I left it in the car... Can I have your phone and would you like pizza?

I felt like the world throbbed over... Did he just said phone... My smiled vanished in mere seconds and it was so obvious... I got off the couch and took few steps away from him in denial...

He was confused and walked towards me but I warned him not to come near me...

Khushi.. whats wrong with you?? His tone was rising up...

Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada... The door is on your left... please kindly leave me alone...

Why Will I Leave You Alone Dammit... Don't You Know That I...

I looked at him with a disbelief expression... No Mr.Raizada... Don't say it... I can't take anymore lies or flowery story... Reality is in front of my eyes and I have accepted the fact so please... don't dug the past and make it difficult for me...

He was now fuming like fire...

He took big steps and in no time he held me both my arms tightly...

Make it difficult for you??? I'm making it difficult for you...? For the past few weeks what I went through do you have an idea of it even...? What the heck you thought you were doing huh??? How many times I called you... you mobile.. landline... a day you mobile rings.. next day onwards it started going off to voicemail... your landline rang once... then it never got connected again...

More than 20 times I used to come to you house hoping not to find a lock on the grill dammit and you say I'm making it difficult for you... Whats your problem huh...??? Yes I LOVE YOU... I don't know how it happened and I'm not sure if this is love too but yes dammit!!!! you fell in my arms but you stole everything I had... and you are saying I'm making it difficult for you...

He dragged me towards the main entrance...

Do you see all these letters here... Open them... (He kneel down to pick them up...) Open them.. read them dammit... (He threw them in air)... Like a crazy freaking lover I was pacing up and down... wondering what went wrong... where were you... whom do I call to check about you...

Constantly for few days the security guards use to see me here... Until they got worried... they told me I should leave my number with them so when you come... they will inform me... and after all these you are saying I'm making it difficult for you dammit!!!...

Bang!!!!!!! A punch was on the door... It was so loud... My neighbours actually came out to see if everything was okie... I was totally shocked... what this guy...?

His each and every word was so painful... he died million deaths in those few days... I looked at the scattered letters on the floor... and recalled the security guard on the phone while looking at me... So thats how he knew I was back and he came...

I looked at him and he was red as blood... his head veins were so visible as if they would burst anytime... I wanted to hug him tight and reduce the pain...

I did take a step forward then i remembered those words...

"Kinjal... return the phone to me... Sweety please... It must be an important call... pass it to me yaar...Don't test my patient dammit..." that was everything ASR said...

"Nooo nooo nooo ASR... let me go.. oouucchhh let me go.. please please... honey please..."

My eyes widen off... Omg... What was I about to do... what the heck was I thinking... No... I can't do this to myself... His ego must have been hurt as I left without notice... I didn't answer his call... Thats why he is here... He want to prove that I'm totally in for him... NOPE!!! I'm not going to let him win this battle at any cost...

I looked at him and he was looking at me with his killer eyes... That black eyes... there were just so red that time... It was his anger, ego, or real pain...? My brains and heart was conflicting with each other... but this time I wanted to listen to my brains...

He realized he probably had scare me...

Khushi... why did you just left me... His tone had soften down...

I walked away from there and he was now as if a bomb was released and explode right on his face...

Damn you I'm speaking to you... what the **** do you think you are doing by walking away...

He pulled my hand but I pulled it back..

Stop touching me!!!! You disgust me totally... Get lost I don't even want to see your face... and what the hell do you think of yourself..? Just because you are rich and so called good looking, successful and hot!!! doesn't mean any girl will fall for you... and mind you I'm not any girl on the street you is dying to be in your arms or even your BED!!!! (My finger was firmly pointed to him)

He silently heard me saying everything but his was totally in disbelief mode...I'm sure he must be thinking if he is really listening me saying all these things...

I continued... it was my turn to speak now...

Mr. Arnav... YES you are thinking it absolutely right... I did fall for you... One night... One dinner... and most importantly... ONE PHONE CALL changed and tumbled everything in my life...

I was surely happy that I didn't ask you to leave that night when we had dinner... In fact was probably the best dinner... you made me feel special though I was hosting it... That two gentle kisses... it made me touch stars... I was literally in air... normal people call it LOVE... Yes you heard it right Mr. Raizada... I felt in love with you just over a dinner and the moments during it...

But the very next day... you showed me your reality... you pushed me from the heights...

What do you mean by all these... what did I do...?

Wow..So you can even lie and act innocent...?? You had a bet on me with Amna... 👏 You didn't once call me after the dinner...👏 You didn't answer my calls... 👏 And finally... when for a second I was happy that you answered... I hear a GIRL... wait I even remember her name... KINJAL... ohh sorry... for you it was sweety... and for her your were honey... (tears had flown from my eyes like waterfall)...

Kinjal...?? Is that why you left without telling me anything???

What do you want me to tell you after that Mr. Raizada... & Why would I even ask for explanation.. its not like we were dating or officially confessed...Its not like you were serious... for you it was a bet.. a guy thing... to get a principled and virgin girl laid on your bet and after gaining the trophy... share the news with your friends...

Get you laid?? Do you even know what are you talking about...😡😡 You thought for me it was just a bet?? You actually thought it was my male ego...? Ms. Khushi Kumari Gupta... there are million principled and virgin girl who are ready to lay anywhere with me... and if I want even now I can do it... but thats not me... Women is never my thing...

Yaa sure Mr. Arnav... you think you will convince me with your words... If whatever you say is true.. then what do you have to say about addressing Kinjal as Sweety and yet standing here shamelessly ditching her love and trying to gain something here...?😳

Ditching Kinjal's love??? You think she is my girlfriend...?? Really Khushi...?

Do I need to think about it Mr. Raizada??? If she wasn't ... you would have immediately called me...Ohh of course you will say you didn't had my number...

Once again he held me closer to him... our nose almost touched if we were the same height...

Did you for once checked you phone!!!!!!!! I called you for more than 40 times that night...

So you waited for it to be night rite... Waited for Kinjal to go and then with your sweet talk you will convince me whatever I heard and made assumption is wrong... Sorry to disappoint you but I'm not a 15 years old teenager who believes in crap like this...!!!

Night??? Did you know I came to you place... but it was locked... I waited for almost an hour... While I was trying to snatch my phone from Kinjal it fell off her hands and my screen broke... I knew you must have heard it so I came to your place.. WITH KINJAL... because I know justifying it over the phone would be childish... but your house was locked dammit!!!! I then went to buy a new phone and thought I should try calling you at night when you probably have calm down a little... But you didn't answer my call...

You could come home when I wasn't answering... Didn't you worry about me when I wasn't answering...??? May be I had done some stupid act...

Stop it Khushi!!! What the fu** do you think... it was so easy for me..? you have any idea how restless I was... I even tried Amna's number but voicemail as well... I came again to you place at night about 10 but it was still locked... What the f*** do you think about yourself!!!

I recalled that I was away from home for dinner, movie and time with Amna... Amna's phone was off because she was in the flight when he tried her number... I stuffed my phone under the pillow and had unplugged my landline... I slept outside in the balcony... but that wasn't an excuse I wanted to buy on... my expression was still stern... and I wasn't shaken by his words...Kinjal.. he is avoiding to talk about her from just now...

Fine Khushi... if thats what you think... I'll let you think it the way you like.. I'm ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA and I never give anyone any explanation about anything... you were the first ever... and the last too... I'm making it difficult for you right!!! Its very easy for you right... I never felt for a girl to such extend... just over a night... having you in my arms that night robbed my peace... but today you claim that I'm bothering you... YOU WILL COME NOW!!! and mark my words... YOU WILL...

I once told you that YOU WILL CALL ME... if not today.. someday you will... and you did call me...

today I'm telling you... YOU WILL COME TO ME.. and you will...

Saying this he walked out of the house... not even once he stopped to turn... I was shell shocked... This man is made of what... Another challenge??? I broke down and my knees gave up... I slowly gathered all the envelopes and started reading one by one...

All had one thing common... Please Call me... I'm worried... sick worried... I'm missing you... My eyes need to see you... Ears needs to hear you... Pleaseee

A man who everyone believes to be rude, arrogant, heartless, spoil brat is actually a total different human who is shield with his fake cover... However my brain got stuck back at KINJAL...

I took all the envelopes and just trashed them in my shredder... (Today as in real i regret this..I wish i had kept it... it was the bestest love sign I had...)

**********

I had moved on with my daily routine... Only difference was I used to find excuses to go home late.. the more I'm home... the more his presences kills me... My house phone doesn't ring at midnight anymore... Things were slowly getting on track... Amna, Shilpa, Bhai, My parents all had stopped talking about the entire incident... I slowly started to smile again...

The security guard still smiles at me every morning when I go off to work... I know he still informs ASR about me... but not my concern...I was doing alright... His thoughts does gives me goosebumps but I was still handling it pretty well... but not for long... About 2 months had passed yet his touch felt like it was yesterday...

One day...I was at office and my boss had called me in...

Nina (My senior associate) & Khushi... there is a new client that we are planning to accept their proposal... We have presentation to do and its a big company so their PR plan needs to be high class...

I got the details about the company and client expectations and started to make the presentation slide...it was not the first time we were going to get crack the deal... our meeting with the client was scheduled a week later...

The day came... I wasn't nervous so wasn't my Associate... it was a normal thing for us and being confident is a key criteria of a PR personnel... We walked in this company and I must say... impressive...We were greet well and were told to chill in he conference room...

2 minutes later a group of 6 people came in... They introduced themselves...

Mr. Tan, Mr. Goris, Ms. Amy Chia, Ms. Fatema Taqil, Mrs. Casandra and one name that shocked me totally... Mrs. Kinjal Singh Raizada... I mean... what the heck!!!!! The world can't be so small and why when I was regaining myself... but what killed me most was... MRS SINGH RAIZADA????

Shoot...!!!!!!!!! It was his WIFE???? not even girlfriend... I couldn't imagine it at all...And he kissed me?? he is married but confessed his love for me... what the!!!!!! I was on a rollercoaster battle...

My associate hit me slightly with her elbow signaling for me to introduce myself... I stammered...!!!

Ermm.. Khushi... I mean.. Ms. Khushi Kumari Gupta...

My eyes were fixed on Mrs.Raizada... and upon hearing my name she was totally shocked... she quickly looked up towards me and was so surprised to hear my name... Ms. Khushi?? She repeated... I slightly nodded and looked down as I couldn't meet her gaze further... I felt disgusted about myself... I was thinking about a married man... yuck!!!!

The meeting eventually started and I had to compose myself... we had a long discussion and finally after all was over.. the MD of the company said they will get back to us within this week... I tried to pack up my things quickly as I seriously didn't wanted to be there even for one more moment...This was sooo random... and the way she looked at me.. did you knew about everything that happened?? I was puzzled but didn't wanted the answers too...

I walked out following my seniors and Mrs. Raizada was just constantly looking at me... as if she had something to say...

I told my senior I wasn't really feeling well and wanted to go home and rest... She said yaa sure you look tired too... I quickly drove home... I just went to the bathroom... opened the shower and cried over the truth that I came across today... he was MARRIED!!!! how could he do this... why???

What had I done to him that I had to go through this.. I wished i had walked to get water 5 minutes later that night during Navratri... probably all this would have not occurred in my life... tears mixed with the water and flowed... That night was much more painful then any other night... silence in my house was shouting and yelling at me for being in love and thinking about a married man.. I mean how could I...???

Next morning like the usual routine I went to work.. I told myself this guilt will only end if I stop thinking about him from now on as I have known the truth... he is a married man and I have no rights to think of someone's husband...

I got a phone call...

Hello...

Hi..Am I speaking to Ms. Gupta?

Yes speaking... May I know who is this and how can I help you?

"Hi.. Its Kinjal here... I mean Mrs. RAIZADA..."

My eyes widen hearing this... wat the heck... she is calling me??

"Ermmm I needed to discuss a few pointers about the PR plan so was thinking if we both could meet to discuss this over lunch?? 12.30pm at Midvalley?" ... Kinjal continue...

I was speechless... as a PR Executive it was a must to say yes... but as KKG nooo I didn't wanted to... But unfortunately it was a professional call... so...

Yes Mrs. Raizada.. sure... Spice of India, 12.30pm... I'll make the reservation...See you then..

"Thanks Mr.GUPTA".. her tone changed at this point of time...

The clock was ticking and my heart was losing its beat every now and then...but nothing can stop the water from flowing and the time from passing...

Its time and I had gone to the restaurant waiting for her... She came and I gulp down my pain... I knew I had to be very careful...

Greeted her professionally and we ordered our lunch...

Yea.. So what did you need to discuss Mrs. Raizada... I initiated the conversation...

'Call me Kinjal please Khushi...' This was surely going unprofessional i thought...

She continued... Khushi I'm sorry I lied... I needed to talk to you and this was the only way of getting you over...

"Lied?? But why...

"Khushi you have misunderstood everything and since that day nothing is going on correctly... my DEVAR is totally broken..."

I looked up to her in total disbelief... did i hear it correctly... DEVAR???? I even repeated it in stammering way...

He is my devar Khushi... I'm not Kinjal Arnav Singh Raizada... but I'm Kinjal Manish Singh Raizada...

Arnav and I were in the same university in Sydney and I met his brother there... Arnav and I have been friends for 4 years... thats why we both are still like friends and not BIL-SIL type... Khushi..that day you heard me calling him honey.. ohh coz we are friends... and this is so normal between us two.. everyone in the house knows this... Even Manish doesn't mind it...and why would anyone... Arnav and I are friends for long...

I couldn't believe this... he was right!!! infact Amna too was right!!! I did a huge mistake...I should have listen to bhai's advise... I should have find out the truth calmly but I overreacted even when Arnav came over I didn't let him justify it... What have I done... ohh crap!!!!!

We both continued talking and she explained everything to me... Guilt was rolling me all over... I wished that time a bulldozer would crash me over... I said mean stuff to him...

Finally Kinjal said.. Khushi... Arnav learnt the meaning of love in split second after seeing you... it was just about you all these days... he has a picture of you giving prasad in the mandir... he enlarged it and put it in his room...

First time ever Khushi a girl's picture is in ASR's room... never not even his mother's picture has been there... He is going through a bad time Khushi... he needs you... and I can clearly see in your eyes... you need him too...

She was indeed right... atleast I need to say SORRY...

She understood the look I had on my face...Khushi meet him for once...

It was a Tuesday... and it has been his routine for years.. he does a very sweet thing on Tuesdays...

She told me about it and hoped I would clear it off with him...I nodded and with my eyes thanked her for forgiving me so easily...

**********

I got home from work early again that day... I quickly freshen up and wore the simplest suit possible...

And I headed to the one place where anyone can find ASR every Tuesday sharp at 8pm...

Mandir... for Hanuman Chalisa...

The same mandir where I met him the second time... those moments were continuously flashing before me... I don't know what was going to happen but all I knew was I'm going to ask for forgiveness from 3 people... Him, Shivji and my Devi Maiya...and I still stand by my vow... no one man will ever come in my life... he was and is also will be the last one...

I saw him seated silently... I went and seat at the ladies side... Over here girls and guys seat separately... He obviously didn't even in life wildest dream imagined I would be there...

We had hanuman chalisa, we heard Ram Katha, sang Bhajans... it was then time for Aarti and as soon as that got over everyone started leaving to get the prasad followed by dinner...

He was serving the prasad... I re-create the similar moment as I had when I was giving out prasad and he spoke frm my back...

Hy Arnav... Didn't know Devi Maiya still wants us to meet again at the same place same situation... just that it is night and today I'm the wan talking and you are shocked... Totally opposite then the previous time...

His expressions were worth a million dollar... I swear... He was too shock to say a word...I took the prasad from him and went down... He was still standing there trying to digest what had just happened...

He ran too look for me and of course he found me near my car.. I knew he would come there...

As soon as he saw me.. he stopped... I walked up towards him and said...

"You were right the first time that I would call you... and I did..."

"You are right again... I would come and meet you... and here I came..."

Arnav...I'm SORRY...😭

He was too amused to actually see me there... 2months...was as if 2 lives had passed...

Seeing him speechless and since I was in revenge mode😳... I did the same as he did...

I was bold enough to kiss him TWICE on his CHEEK... just like he did during the dinner...

Call me... Goodnite Arnav...

Saying this i went to my car and drove off...

The journey of rosy life started from that very night... and until tonite it has been all sweet and pinch of sour memories...

An Important Note: I hope you all enjoyed the story so far... It is my real life story and believe me every moment was too beautiful to live from that very day... it has been 3 years we both are together and yes Kinjal Bhabi couldn't be more happier... Everything was sorted and I learnt my lesson which till today I abide to it...

I never make conclusion before hearing both sides... I allow everyone involved to explain before making a judgment...

True love is too hard to find... but very easy to lose it...

This is truly dedicated to :humsafar... this is specially for you as you wanted to know how did me and my ASR met 😳

Originally posted by: Omoraboti

Wow! Congratulations girl. I had read your story on saying "yes" 😊 .. I was just a bit late to catch up with this one. I am really haapy for you. You will have a great life ahead inshAllah. :)

Originally posted by: rishaithra

hiii i m sry i donno ur name but from whole heartly i wish u the best wishes for ur future ,i m really lost of words reading this u know sumthing i didnt read the note at the everyend of parts so far coz college student rush like their last minute study for exam that mentality didnt leave me .in the last part only i came to know this is real life story.my name is priya buddy me plzz