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Hola everyone..
I was frustrated with the new promo and thought to bash rey badly.. but then i thought about REYANSH not rey.. this is all done by palki.. she want us to hate rey, chabilal or reyansh ... let her do what she want.. she cant go more down :P
Reyaansh is our kriyansh wala reyansh
and rey is that taa..rey wala rey :P
I flung on my bed thinking about the happenings...i was cadging myself to feel what i did.. but i wasnt least interested hearing what my brain says..why didnt she remonstrated? i wasnt in my senses i know.. but she could do that.. I kissed her and she responded.. she feels for me? but what about me? do i feel? really? then why am i cursing myself? why this aggressiveness, ferocity?
Freaked and annoyed i opened my cell... i started scrolling pictures to just avoid my thoughts.. the next thing i saw slapped me hard on my face... i was on a verge of shouting when i saw HER picture in my cell..i throwed my cell hard on the wall and it broke and fell down ...it was arrant that i was wrong.. i did wrong and what i am doing is wrong too.. I again tried to think what i did.. I touched, kissed her but I didnt feel her.. I didnt feel what i feel about MY GIRL.. no.. i dont have any right to call her mine.. she left me and now i m not loyal to her too...
I m turned to a total Casanova.. thats what she thought about me.. i have lust.. thats why i m doing all this.. but why am i? lust isnt actually what i want.. i want HER in my life... i want my life to blossom again..but this one-sided love isnt what i want... i want HER to love me.. she loved swayam? did she? NO NO NO ! that cant happen.. should i ask swayam about this?WHAT THE HELL.. i m thinking about all this today? after a whole type year??Ermmm but i should do this...
I malingered and called swayam.. "Hello swayam?" i asked coughing between.. "Hey rey ! are you fine?" he asked about me.. "I ..* cough* m fine *cough* dude.." i tried to sound worse .."Hey rey ! you doesnt sounds good.. tell me the truth!" swayam asked worried about me.. "Actually swayam.. erm... i.. have.. actually...i dont have much time.." i said thinking hell lot of times and then throwing those ideas in gutter.."What d u mean?" swayam asked concernly and worried as he bid adieu me some 5 to 6 hours ago and i was absolutely fine that time.. so what happened now? "Just come here fast... i want to talk to you at last!" i disconnected the cell as i was feeling bad for swayam..
I heard a thud on my door.. it was supposed to be a knock but it wasnt.. someone just started banging the door hard.. i rubbed my eyes so hardly that now i was really looking like a patient.. i opened the door and a tall body hugged mw hard and was crying i think.. i heard his voice and recognize him.. he was swayam.. i made a little distance between us and stared at him.. he was literally crying and sobbing.. "Sway..?" before i could say anything, he hugged me tight again.. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?" he asked literally shouting at me..
I excused myself and went to kitchen.. i thought for a bit and then gulp the whole syrup.. it was a medicine and i dont know of what.. i know what i have to do.. and nobody in this world can stop me from doing it.. i started coughing badly as the syrup started showing its affects.. i started feeling sick.. i heard footsteps and i throwed the bottle straight in the garbage basket... i wasnt least bothered in helping myself to get up.. swayam saw me sitting on the floor and rushed to me .. "You OK?" he asked with teary eyes.. "Sway...am... just *cough* tell .. me..*cough*.. the ..tru* cough* uth.." these coughs werent artificial.. they were real.. Phewww... this syrup is helping me alot..
"About what rey?" he asked confused.. at last i m taking HER name.. "Kriya" yeah at last i said.. He stared at me in horror.. my eyes were now dark with mu purple lips.. i feel good for my lips and pity for my eyes.. these lips should be punished for what they did.. they betrayed my love.. "W-h-a-t?" swayam was out of words.. "Please swayam.. please.. " i tried saying this when it started suffocating.. i was out of breath and it was paining near my heart... near or on i dont know.. what i know is i want to hear the truth.. i shouted at him and started panting hard...
He felt pity on my state and started the story where it was left unfold.. he told me why she left me.. why she said those hurting words which hurt her equally.. he told me what it was and how it was.. he told me how she managed to tell him what she actually was going through.. swayam didnt ever said anything about her.. it wasnt that he forget her.. it was that he never wanted anyone to know what he was hiding inside him...
It was true that i didnt think of her during college as i have many things which cut off the relation between us and one of them was my lust.. i was pusillanimous.. yeah i was.. i was a coward.. i have had a fear of losing Kriya again and again.. the more i thought about her , the more she was going far away.. i slapped myself for being such a fool.. i didnt understood the softness inside her.. she was more than to me what i thought she was... today i realized that life isnt what it seems like.. it is a mystery that you have to unfold.. no moron will come running to you and will do you undone works..
I called my family doc and told him what i just did.. swayam was sitting beside me cursing me to hell.. and lightly punching my legs.. I went to washroom and vomited... after a leap of 10 minutes, i felt better.. i sighed and abused him as much as i can with tears in my eyes.. he too did the same and we both have a reason for it.. then the thought of the rehearsal hall again came in my mind.. i told him everything.. i was feeling guilty but still i did... he just smiled at me and hugged me tight.. "I m glad you told me that.. i will take care of her.. you are better with your love and my kriya.." i punched him straight at his face when he said his kriya..
we both playfully fought and after a while sat down on the couch panting.. "Lets sleep!" that was my last sentence to him and i left for my room and signaled him to the guest room..
To be Continued..
If you can make me hate reyansh, I can turn the tables you know !
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