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He felt CHEATED yet again.. he felt like a fool when he saw her playing and with shloku, and to add more fuel to this, Sujith sir's call.. his concern for her turned into just plain ANGER, for being such a fool to give into her games.. he felt that she did all this for the sake of publicity and sympathy.. Had she been lying on the bed with people around her caring for her.. he would never be angry with her or never would he blame her.. but fate has something else .. these 2 incidents just strengthened his false belief that she is in fact doing this for sympathy ..
He is not shocked.. rather he is HURT.. his heart is deeply anguished.. yes this happens.. just few moments before, he proclaimed to Radhaji that he knows his WIFE inside out.. and now when he faces the situation in hand.. how does he feel about his proclamation that he knew his WIFE inside out ..but for him, did he really knew this Maanvi as, for him, she is NOT HIS MAANVI.. she is someone else..a STRANGER.. who he has never seen or met before.. he isHURT and ANGUISHED because HIS Maanvi is no where to be seen by his side, when he needed her the MOST ...
He is in dark, she turns on the LIGHT to ward off the darkness from their relation. but his anger has eclipsed the light in the room and his thoughts as well.. which leaves his mind, lurking in the darkness...Maanvi's hesitant words, her each cautious step towards him with so much apprehension..moves your heart.., she brushes aside her thoughts and reluctantly and hesitantly places her hand on his shoulder to ask him to come for dinner..his one COLD stare...inflicts her deeply, but she being Maanvi, brushes aside his glare and tries to pacify him with her words..but none have an effect on his cold, dark thoughts .. she tries to tell him without having food...he might..
the moment he stood up.. i was taken aback.. he asks her, what will happen..if he skips his dinner, depicting a cold anger in his words and his acrid stares.. Maanvi is seeing someone in him. he is NOT HER VIRAT.. he is not the person .. whom she fell in love.. he is a completeSTRANGER to her.. who is scaring her every nerve..
Once again she is vanquished, she does not see a trace of her Virat in his eyes,, she is all defeated and walks away from him..her walking away from him all lost, twitches your heart... he still stands there, strengthening his belief that she is not HIS MAANVI, but some other person, whom he never knew.. because he knew his Maanvi inside out and not aware of the girl who just walked away..
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Vanshika mom's words brings her out of her deep and anguished trance state.. she composes herself...blinks back her slightly pooled eyes and in a choked and teary voice of a little girl, lost in the big bad world..makes an excuse of food being hot..For me, more than the tears which roll down the cheeks, the tears which are held back and the anguished and ached voice moves my heart and hurts me deeper than any gallons of tears
Yes, Maanvi, is like a little girl lost in the big world, crying and desolate without HIM by her side,.for Maanvi, Virat se zyada na kuch hain aur na koi hoga,,, and when the same Virat is not around, what will this desolate and devastated girl do?? She has the entire family, for she never meets anyone's eyes,, because she has no intention of facing the world without him by her side...as he is her strength and her identity .
Any word from any of the family member, would break all the barriers to let her pooled up tears roll down, Vanshika mom's concerned voice asking if Virat really isn't hungry, stirred up all the emotions in her ,..which stopped any words from making way out through her vocal chords,, All she does is nods in negative and bends her head, trying hard to control herself, from breaking down before the family...the way she gulps down her pain, in the last 1 second at the dining table, tugs your heart.
When Jeevika asks Maanvi to take food for Virat, Maanvi was hesitant and reluctant, for he knew what his reaction would be.. and she denies it.. but Jeevika tells her to go and pacify him. with some hope, Maanvi brings food to her room..
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We all know and believe Silence is golden, but here, Silence is freaking loud, these silent moments are reverberating, hundreds of anguished and hurtful words which pierce your heart..and at times like these, silence can as well kill you
The soul stirring sad version of hua kya hua..depicts or rather mirrors his feelings in a very poignant way. each of the line in the song is his question, as why she is distancing herself from him.. wheres as in actuality, she is his LIFE...
Both are deeply hurt, they are desolate with no one to comfort them.., they both are dejected and despondent ... sleep deserts you, when your heart is anguished.. Maanvi looks at him.. and with deep grief and profound anguish, shakes her head, with an attempt to control her tears turns off the light .
Even after turning off the light, Maanvi, for one last time looks at him... her mind doesn' concede, . but her heart forces her to hope and look at him . for he might be looking at her.. but her hopes crashed.. she is hurt profoundly ..which bleeds her heart, as the person who is her love and life, ignores her and cares naught for her....she turns back with deep pain and which inflicts her heart.. ..
Virat turns to take a look at her.. while she stares in the other direction.. does it HURT him..YES it does, how much ever he might be angry with her. his heart still beats for her and there is a same hope in him. and wished to see her looking at him.. but she is not ., and it did prick him and hurt him.. for the very person, who is his LIFE, is ignoring him...
. I must applaud and appreciate the CVs 👏⭐️for making Virat,, to look at Maanvi, for those couple of seconds.. this is how it happens in real life...I can't write more,here except one thing, this is how it happens..in reality.. asli mein .
When you are deeply hurt .. the first thing you look up to is, towards your love, to find comfort and solace in his/her arms... but when the very same person ignores you.. it hurts you even more..
When you are really angry,..the first person you would like to vent it out is on the person who is close to your heart and expect them to react,..when the very same person ignores you.. you will be even more infuriated..
Be it love, happiness, pain, tears, anger, anguish, agony, despondency, dejection or any other emotion,. you wish to share it with one person who means the world to you..when that person is moving away from you or ignoring you... . hell will break loose..
@CVs - I don't know what to say after the most beautiful, heart tugging episode..for me, this is one such episode which i always cherish ..and the way you guys are handling this career track.. is just awesomely BRILLIANT .. Kudos to you guys.. 👏⭐️
@KUSHAL - ufff how do i even start.. Once again so happy for him, to get such a meaty role on TV, where women rule and men are just props .. Kushal is indeed lucky to have Virat in his kitty and his is just the PERFECT and ABSOLUTE actor to play Virat...
before I end my gibberish ramble.. here are the four lines which depict the essence of VirMan in this track.. specially after today's episode..
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thank you so much Fairy 🤗 for sharing these beautiful and poignant lines which depict VirMan today .. more from Virat's side .. you are awesome and genius⭐️ .. if I haven't told you this before 😆
Tumse jo umeedain thi aaj sab hain tooti
mohabbat ki dor hathon se aaj chooti
kal tak tumhara mazak bhi sach lagta tha
dil se nikli baat bhi lagti hai aaj jhooti
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