Mera jeevan kora kaagaz, kora hi reh gaya - Page 3

Originally posted by: sangitadas

Anu, welcome back.
But i am too messed up to even comment properly. I dont know what to say. Only that there are no more expectations from me on that count.

I dont blame u at all... the show is going through its worst phase, story and logic wise😕 Chalo hopefully by the end of this torture we see some light😃.

Cheer up.. cant see u like this.

Lots of Luv

Anu.

Originally posted by: mahimn

Welcome back Anushka,

Its been like eternity since we all last read your analysis, honestly now a days there is nothing left for analysis in KS

I agree with you that Jai suffered two major loses of his life in one single day.Krishna was indeed the love between JB,that had taken a form of life.It is going to take Jai lot of time to recover from this shock.

The loss of the child not only represents his loss of an heir, to him but also the last thread that connected him and Bani and that he always saw his mother's reflection in that child added more to the grief

What really must have broke Jai's heart in full is the fact that he not only lost his child but that neither Bani nor Pushkar bothered to inform him.

I will side with Jai if she confronts Bani this time and gives her a royal dressing down,she deserves it.It is very muchfine if you want nothing to do with Jai now, but he is the father of the child and he has every right in the world to know what happpened to his baby?As for Massi ,I dont know what this woman is upto ,I mean when you need to open your mouth you refrain from it and when you are not able to speak properly you are trying to tell Jai that Bani is innocent,when he will have enough reason to think that you were mumbling because you were not feeling well

P.S-I wonder how are they going to handle the Dubai trip,when KC is not very far away ,will they celebrate KC in Dubai and please give some work to Tarun.Eye candies are always welcomed but they need to show worthiness of their character in the serial,do not push him on the lines of Sahil

Thanks

👏Very well said about Krishna. I agree that Jai has every right to know what happened to his baby and if he takes Pushkar to task for not informing him i would side him. As far as bani goes... i really want them as an impulse forget everything else and just cry in eachother's arms at the loss of their child and then can tear eachother later. But i really want the parents together in this moment of grief... atleast for Krishna's sake.

Lots of Luv

Anu.

Originally posted by: mk727272

Dear Anu,
I almost agree with most of what u have said. I understand that Bani went overboard with most of her actions. But u have to understand from her point of view also.

Trust me i have tried, but hre reasoning is beyond me😕 It bugs me when i dont understand her, It bugs me even more when i feel their is another alternative😕.

Bani has always lived a life full of compromises. She has always put the happiness of others before her and at times which has defied logic and good sense to any of us. But that is Bani this how she is. And I do not see her changing anytime soon.

I do agree she has made compromises all her life, but my point is WHY should she? Why does she want to compromise, it isnt as if destiny has forced those compromises on her, she chooses too... and at the end of it, she really loses, and loses very badly that it hurts. I am completely understand when she puts others happiness first, even over hers... but what really bugs me is that she still doesnt realise she is someone's happiness.... she cant hurt herslef or sacrifice herself coz she means the world to someone else... She wants Jai's happiness.... but she hasnt realised that she and the Baby(that was) is Jai's happiness. Why does she value herself so less? I am not a logical person myself... but even the heart has its own set of rules and logics.... bani seems to be defying that also. I accept Bani the way she is, but my only problem is that if she continues to be like how she is... she will never allow herself to be happy... seems like her happiness to her is a sin of kinds... asif she is not destined to be happy

U talk about her not being happy with her being a mother, but do u remember the circumstances when she came to know that she was pregnant, right after the PR incident came into the light.

Do u think she would have been happy to find out about her pregancy on the day she came to know that the man she started to love was responsible for her mother's death, even if was accidental.

Can u imagine the mental stress and trauma she must have been going through?

And look at all the incidents that followed during her pregnancy, Jai getting shot, the whole Pia-Pushkar fight and the abortion issue, Jiggs-Ranveer's conspiracy to take Jai's wealth and her counter actions, Pia's illness and the need for money.

As i said earlier, i am not questioning a mother's love for her child. after all a Mother is a Mother! No one can come close to loving the baby so unconditionally. All i am saying is that it never got portrayed with the intensity a mother-child bond has. I am blaming the script for that. I completely relate to her intial reactions... she was in complete daze, understandably so... but after when she had accepted the fact she is pregnant... never for a minute was she shown happy about it... not even the time she saw the kid in sonography... I would say it is a creative mistake which focused on the Jai more in this aspect.

For my own sanity i wouldnt want to believe that the other issues took more importance for Bani than her Baby... simply cause i cant imagine anyone or anything else meaning more to a mother than her own child. That is precisely why i dont want to give more importance to teh events which followed the Pregnancy... I would want to believe that the Kid meant the world to Bani as it did to Jai... I dont want to dilute her persona for myself by justifying other events in her life.... cause one thing i adore about Bani is her maternal instincts... that makes her so special to everyone.

I know many of u may say she could have gone and told Jai. Even if she went and told Jai do u think if Jiggs asked Jai forgiveness he will not give her? What if her plan failed and Jiggs pulled a fast one than what?

If Jiggs and Ranveer asked Jai to forgive them would he not considering that he treats Jiggs as his daughter and Ranveer as his son?

Would he not ask Bani to move on and forget about it?
Where would it leave Bani?

Does Bani want Jai to disown Jigyasa and Ranveer? No! All she is worried about is that Jai is being taken advantage of... If Jai decides to forgive Jigyasa and Ranveer... then so be it. Bani would never want Jai's family to break up, she is doing all this to shelter Jai from the pain of lossing his family... so if Jai does forgive the two... then it is Jai's decision. May be for Jai even after all this Jigyasa and Ranveer mean more to him than his wealth.... ultimately, it is Jai's life... let me make his decisions about his realtionship with his sister and nephew.

All said and done, Bani walks out of Jai's life after handing over the property... then what happens? What if Jigyasa and Ranveer strike again after she left... now they can claim his 100%. Jai has to know about this someday... why not TODAY? He will be able to avert a lot of damage... he will be able to stop Jigyasa and Ranveer from falling in deeper pits of crime.

Jai is more confused man than anyone I have seen. If he believes that Bani likes Pushkar than I am sorry I will loose all the respect I have for his character.

I Beg to differ, Jai is not confused. He was at one point in time, But he is not confused 2day. He will not doubt Bani's integrity or brush aside the love he has experienced from Bani. He will not question her integrity. He not for a minute thought otherwise when he stood up for Bani's integrity.

He should realize that he and Bani never thought they would end up together. Bani accpeted and nursed him when he was still in love with Pia and not her. She took evey humilation, anger and his pain he threw her way but took care of him.

So if he finds that Bani once liked Pushkar why should he be angry? If he is the man that I think he is he should look beyond this.

Jai is not some 14 century MCP, He understands everyone has a past. He has been through 2 failed relationships before and is Marriage is as good as over, he surely will understand. What will trouble him is that the fact was hidden from him. His past was never hidden from Bani... be it Pia or Roshini she knew everything. It is even Jai's right to know... I do agree there was never a conducive environment for them to sit and talk about their past... but then again... it hurts when u come to know u dont know ur wife enough.

He wont be angry with Bani... but then u do feel possessive about the obe u love. U cant accept with a smile that the one u love, loves/loved someone else. It is plain possessiveness... the same possessiveness Bani felt for Jai whenever Roshini came 5 feet close to him. Remember how Bani waited for Jai to return after he went to Roshini's house just to ensure he came back. Can u forget that she went and checked on Jai when he stayed back to help Roshini? She blasted Jai in a fit of possessiveness, She broke down when she heard Jai with Roshini in the hotel room. Can u blame her for being possessive and hurt? Will u hold it against her for not trusting Jai? I dont! She was justified in feeling possessive, jealous and insecure.... why cant Jai be given that right to feel possessive and upset when confronted with the truth at this juncture... He isnt in a stable state of mind.... He has lost his baby... and no one bothered to tell him about it.... He isnt in a state to think rationally either. Once he calms down, has the right prospective he will understand.

Bani made a ultimate scarifice by saving him and in process miscarring their baby. A lot of people in the forum had said it was a very uncalculated move including me. But she did what she thought was right.

Yes, she has made the ultimate sacrifice... but doesnt that mean Even Jai made the sacrifice. That kid was as much as Jai's as it was Bani. May be Jai wasnt ready for this sacrifice... may be his kid mattered to him more than his own life! Why should Bani take decisions which affect Jai equally... without his consent? Isnt it his basic right as a human to know what is happening in his life? I would say Jai has been more than patient with bani.... all cause he didnt want to aggrivate stress levels for Bani, but now he will step in and take control.

When u love someone u loose logic and when the person u cherish the most is in danger u will do the most illogical and the most unreasonable thing to save that person and will later on justify your actions.

Bani was just thinking about Jai and she did what she did was her instincts. She could have called him on the mobile but then she did what she thought would help save his life.

By doing so, Bani has in a way shown that she has forgiven Jai for the PR incident she was willing to put her life on line for the man she loves the most.

I really hope Jai and Bani feel the entire situation, reasons and actions justified enough to justify their loss of their child. If u ask me i dont think anything can justify it... cause the loss is much more that anything she was trying to save.

Massi, I really do not know what is keeping her quiet.

I dont relate to Massi anymore😕

I hope she tells Jai the truth. It is about time that Jai comes to know the truth.
I really hope so too!

Pushkar, I believe is confused between his friendship to Bani and doing the right thing. I hope he this time thinks from the mind and not from the heart. Just like Bani who always thinks from her heart than her mind.

I really hope he does... it is his only chance to redeem himself.

Jiggs is one vicious character hell bent on making Bani suffer.

I wont dispute that😆

I hope Jai Walia surprises us with his intelligence and the trust that he has in Bani. It will be interesting to see what Jai finally does?

I am hoping so too... high time he proved he is Jai Walia!

This is my take. Sorry if I offended anyone. But this is my opinion.

I dont think u offended anyone. But interesting points Manish, Loved to answer them.

Happiness Always,
Manish

Luv

Anu.

Thank you everyone for a warm welcome back.being away i realised it wasnt teh show that has me addicted to Ks... it seems the ideal reason for me as it has be connected to this forum and all u wonderful people out here.

Thanks a don for all ur responses....
Lots of Luv and Hugs
Anu.

Hi anu...welcome back...missed u're analysis ...u did a great job as usual...
well Maayi has spoiled everything...all hopes are lost... 😭 😭 😭
I won't even get into it...

Poo