Guilt..sadness...I am sorry..

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Sunara

@princessunara

Trailblazer

+ 8

Posted: 12 years ago

I want to say that I also called SP I begged and cried to the operator to retain Barun and show ArHi.. But I didn't ask them to close the show if he leaves...
I loved him.. just like I love her...

sigh.. i hate how things turned out.. this is not about showering blame on anyone be it BS, PH or SP...

But I cannot help but feel something with all my heart...

I will forever remember the disappointment I felt today to know that i was also part of the reason i got to see tears of pain in Sanaya's eyes today.

She cried when MJHT ended, but that time she was sad to say goodbye, but she was happy for a future and was only going to miss a routine..nothing more...Her eyes held sadness of saying goodbye, but no hidden pains or hurts...that time she had accepted that it was time to move ahead..

this time I saw different tears in her eyes.. they were not just tears of sadness... they were tears of pain..

and to know that somewhere, somehow I was also part of the reason that there is pain in those eyes I have loved and always wished only to see happiness in...
call me anything...but I feel responsible... I feel heartbroken... cz I have somewhere somehow hurt the girl I have claimed to love...I have claimed to appreciate and respect..

and today I have made her lose something precious to her heart... something she loves...

Well I feel sad about everyone else..but that is a human to human kind of sadness..because I haven't loved any of them...

But I loved Sanaya Irani... And to know I was somewhere responsible, be it through a call or an email begging to retain Barun..I feel guilty...

When you hurt someone you love.. it hurts so much more...

Sanaya I am sorry.. i truly am.. Today I wish I could find sufficient words to say just how miserable I feel right now seeing the pain and hurt and silent accusations in those beautiful eyes I love...
A sorry from me, or my guilt would not change how things played out or reduce the pain I and many more gave u..

But still I am sorry angel girl... I am sorry..

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serious

@serious

Sparkler

+ 4

Posted: 12 years ago

We are little too late to apologize. I called SP but never asked for show to be put to halt even if BS leaves. I felt heart broken when I saw her crying today, even though I am not responsible for it in anyway, I feel sad & responsible for not able to gain support to telecast the show even if some actor leaves. I will never forget this in my entire life, I have to live with it I guess.

I never wished her to quit the show - "ever" , not even when she was made to look as a clown. I will def. miss her as Kushi & SI's presence on screen. This is my first show of SI & I can proudly say I have become a bigger fan of SI than any other celeb in my entire life so far. Still, I feel now ashamed to be helpless when she needed the support from her fans.

May god bless you SI, hopefully u have your next shows where the actors are committed to the "show" only & when it ends, let it end of a high note.

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Nightingale...

@Nightingale...

Dazzler

+ 2

Posted: 12 years ago

Seriously when she cried sth cracked inside me. She looked so broken n innocent even I felt guilty.

but still better the pain now rather than when the show has to close because of less views.

I truly wish her the best in whatever she decides to do next.

She is such an amazing person n a great role modal for all of us.

Love sanaya irani forever.

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fan145

@fan145

Rocker

+ 4

Posted: 12 years ago

sanaya i am also sorry...i doo wished they closed the show with sarun ...but now its soo painfull..i realise wat i had done ...now its ttime for my reepntense ..i am gonna spam sp to start a new show vth the same cast and team except for ph ...i am ...sure ...ill fight fo whole team ...i love uuu guys...

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Aparna

@-aparna-

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 12 years ago

Sunara to b honest 90% ppl gave otion to close d show if barun not coming

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Sugi

@Arshi.Sugi.IPK

Inactive

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

i totally agree with u...cried watching Sanaya crying...feel bad for other cast too 😭 😭 😭

Khushi brings smile to my face whenever i'm sad...today seeing her cry like this i felt so sad...wish her good luck for her future & other cast too...God Bless...

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Gayathri

@GayuArnav

Sparkler

+ 3

Posted: 12 years ago

I know you must be feeling guilty Sunara! 🤗 But some of the fans are not even ready to do that! They still think that what they did was right.

Now its all too late!

I dint call SP at all!

I did wanted a Happy ending for Arshi.I was not ready for any replacements too because I was used to seeing Barun as ASR.

But later I realized that "THE SHOW MUST GO ON"

There are more people beside Barun in the show. The new guy Viraf deserved a chance!

I was ready to give this show an another chance.

But at the end everything is done!

The show is No more! :(

I just hope to see Sanaya and the rest of the cast in another show.I would be even more happier if they are all being cast in the same show!

🤗 This is for you!

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rima

@rima

Stunner

+ 10

Posted: 12 years ago

Being a sanaya fan I felt the pain completely

my doll does not deserve it

But yes

I still refuse to believe a bunch of people can close a show

Unless a set of big business decisions have not decided it

But if still in some way if we are responsible I will say sorry to her

But then I would be one of the few who can genuinely feel sorry for her because I never wanted her to leave for any other show because khushi was being burchered. I love khushi and sanaya that much

but many here screamed for her to leave and today the same want her to go on and wished that the show would have gone on

the same people ridiculed her for being a clown in the show

strange logic

Edited by rima - 12 years ago

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Jyothi

@Jyo.Arshi.IPK

Sparkler

+ 7

Posted: 12 years ago

dnt be guilty...sanaya was in tears...but de reason behind her pain is not abt show closing so abrupt !!!!

trust me she is happy !!!

her tears and pain are all abt stuff that happnd behind the scenes !!!!

pls dnt be guilty...hugs !!!!

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Sunara

@princessunara

Trailblazer

+ 8

Posted: 12 years ago

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Originally posted by: -aparna-
Sunara to b honest 90% ppl gave otion to close d show if barun not coming

I swear on Sanaya that I didn't say a word about it! Hell I was prepared to watch the show with a new person for her! I didn;t want this!
but just to think that I gave those few phone calls and sent those emails that somehow acted as a catalyst to hurting her..
i will forever feel guilty...

and sigh.. i jsut feel so bad:((

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