Mayank was loosing hope by each passing day, he was desperately waiting to at least she picked up his call or she met him once just once, but she is not giving him one chance, his heart was longing for her.
And one day his wish was granted as he saw Nupur sitting near the beach seeing the sunset.She was looking a mesmerizing beauty; the redness of sun was falling on her skin making her to glow more, she was looking like an angel earhted down at the sunset time only for him.
Meherbaani jaate jaate mujh pe kar Gaya...
Guzarta SA lamha ek Daman bhar Gaya...
Tera nazara mila...
Roshan sitara mila...
Takdeer ki kashtiyon KO kinara mila...
But one thing has been changed, her smile, it has been lost somewhere, it could not be seen,Mayank was not feeling good, he came to beach to cherish the moments he had spend with her and here ,his utmost wish has been granted, internally he thanked god thousands of time.
He slowly with creepy steps moved towards her.
Nupur was feeling very low today, she was missing Mayank very much, her every thought was diverted towards Mayank and she was completely hating herself for missing him, remembering their moments again and again and this anxiety brought her to this place.She sense someone is standing besides her as soon she looked up she was dumbfounded she hadn't expected him to be here.
Mayank saw her shocked eexpression and thought *May be she wasn't expecting me to be here,but today I won't let her go until an unless she forgive me no matter what happen'today I won't let nothing more worse to happen*.
Nupur stands on her feet, she didn't have that courage to meet his intense gaze, she very well knew he is also hurt and also wanted to talk to her but she can't let that happen, the pain she has beared is much more than his, she won't come in his sweet talks, she prepared herself mentally not to forgive him no matter how harsh she has to be with him.
Nupur stand on her heels and turned to go from there,she can't sit here anymore.Nupur was moving away when someone hold her wrist no need to guess that it was none other than Mayank,his grip was firm yet gentle.
Seeing Nupur walking away Mayank could not able to hold anymore and grabbed her wrist, today he won't let her go away from him.
Mayank:" Nupur'Please don't go'"
His said in such a pleading voice that Nupur couldn't able to ignore it, she faced towards him still looking down, she can't meet his gaze, she fears if she'll see those eyes she will get drowned in those pool of emotions and she do not want to this to happen as at the end it will be her who is going to hurt badly.
Mayank:" I know I had been a complete jerk sometimes,Nupur I know you felt that the bonding we were sharing has extended the limitations of the friendship,you were my best friend Nupur,you are and you always be no matter what happen,you are only friend Nupur,I can't loose you,I know you think we share which is more than friendship but Nupur '.I don't want any other relation rather than just a pure friendship,in short span of time you became my such a good friend I don't wanna loose you,you enable me to live,you taught me to laugh,to dream please Nupur try to understand all this is just a pure friendship try to understand the depthness of this friendship,it hasn't crossed any limitations Nupur,I don't want any other relation but just simple friendship ,as no matter what but I know this friendship of ours is a relation which never breaks even after our death also it strengthens,please Nupur,please don't do this to me ,I am really sorry for hurting you Nupur,but please Nupur please I can't bear your ignorance,it breaks me completely,please Nupur'"
By the time Mayank'v voice was choking, and silent tears were flowing from Nupur's eyes too.
Nupur:"Why Mayank''didn't you have trust yourself'.didn't you have trust in me'.didn't you have trust in our relation or in your words I should say our friendship,didn't you have trust in the special bond we share,didn't you have trust in all these'tell me Mayank,didn't have you have trust in your destiny"
Mayank:" I do trust you Nupur, I do trust this friendship but I can't trust the life, life has always been very cruel to me, I can't trust my destiny Nupur'"
Interrupting him in between.
Nupur:"What about those feelngs Mayank which I felt,which were nothing mere just a waste'is all that you want to say'just because you didn't trust what kind of turn could come in your life,you don't me to be a part of your life."
Mayank:"Nupur, I didn't meant by saying that I don't want you to be in my life rather you already share a very important and special part in my life Nupur,Please try to Understand, I just don't wanna loose this friendship Nupur at any cost"
Nupur:"What about my feelings Mayank, I can't behave your friend while keeping my feelings aside, they are part of mine"
Mayank:"And your friendship is a part of my life, my day starts with your meldious voice and ends with it, when ever I seen your face it becomes the best day of my whole life Nupur, please don't leave me I'll be shattered like previous, I want to enjoy this new phase of my life with you Nupur'Please try to understand me, please Nupur'"
Nupur:"But why don't you understand my condition Mayank'"
Mayank:"Nupur, I completely understand what you are feeling but Nupur you are taking this in a wrong direction, why don't you understand what you are feeling is just because we are very very good friends infact because we are best friends"
Nupur:"So, you are trying to say that what ever I feel, whatever I had the feels all those were wrong, were not right, what I felt was wrong, I felt to be with you all the time was wrong, I felt to spend most of my with you was wrong, I felt to talk with you day and night was wrong, every possible feeling what I felt about us was wrong'!!!This is what you are saying'!"
Mayank:"Certainly not Nupur,I just wanna say ,that day,that rainy day you promised me that no matter how cruel be the circumstances be you will never leave my side,you promised me to be with me all the time ,please don't break your promise Nupur,I'll be shattered,I cannot hold the fact that you are not talking to me,I cannot Please Nupur,it's very diificult for me to understand the relations and for the first time in my life I got one friend ,who has become my best friend I don't wanna loose her,all the life I had lived isolated but when you came in my life everything changed,you taught me to smile Nupur I love this life now ,please Nupur don't snatch this life from me,after very long time,or rather say after ages I started to live please don't make me dead again Nupur please'!!!"
Nupur was completely spesechless,she was in mixed emotions of shocked,confused and somewhere deep inside her heart was feeling guilty.She thought what she is doing,even she is unaware of it,she rose her head to look his eyes,his eyes her full of pleading emotions he was waiting for her to say something,he was expecting to have a positive reply from her side all this could easily read from his ,she was all confused,was she feeling was actually wrong or not??
Nupur:"I need some time Mayank'."
Mayank:" Sure, but please do give the reply early, I can't wait more'I can't give you much time Nupur"
Nupur:"I'll soon give you my answer, but right now I need to go'"
Mayank:"Sure, I'll be waiting for your answer Nupur'"
As soon as Nupur turned to go Mayank called her
Mayank:"What ever be your decision Nupur I'll be there with you it's all depend on you,I'll be waiting for your call'"
Nodding her head Nupur proceeds towards her home, all the way she was thinking what he said t her, after ages he got a good friend, she evn recall her meeting, when they met on that rainy day, that was te best rainy day of her life, ad recalled her promised she made to him, she promised him never to leave him and here she was thinking to put a full Stop on this friendship.
Things were need to be stable now,they has lot played hide and seek now it's the time Nupur has to take the final decision,not forgetting about her promise she made to Mayank that day.She has to take a decision it's something very serious issue.
Nupur was very much preoccupied with these thoughts that she didn't noticed that her mother was calling her out from few minutes.
Mrs.Bhushan:"Nupur'."
No answer, she again calls her out,"Nupur'Are you listening to me'"
Still she didn't get any response from her, Nupur was in some deep thoughts, she shakes her from her shoulder which bring Nupur back to the earth,her mother was giving a confusing look to her,"Nupur,what happen,it seems you were physically present her but your mind was not here,is something troubling you my child"
Nupur negatly nodded her head, she don't want to give any clue about what had happened between her and Mayank to her mother, she didn't felt the right time, excuseing herself she went to her bedroom and clashed down on her bed, unknown to her silent tears were flowing from her eyes but she didn't buged them to wipe off and enables them to flow at their constant speed.
*Ye sab kya ho raha hain mere saath'!!! Jab mene ye decide kar lia tha ki mein Mayank se koi bhi relationship nahi rakhna chahti yahan tak friendship ka bhi nahi phir kyu mujhse aisa lag raha hain ki jo mein kar rahi hoon vo galat kar rahi hoon,mene Mayank ko promise liya tha ki chahe kuch me ho jaaye no matter what mein hamesha uske saath rahoongi till the end of this eternity aur aaj mene hi uske saath apne saare relations apni friendship tod di ,ye sab karne se pehle kuch bhi socha,mein kitni selfish ban gayi ye bhi nahi socha ki aisa kar ke mein khud se zayeda Mayank ko hurt kar rahi hoon ,usse sab se zayeda chot pahucha rahi hoon,mana ki meri feelings one sided hain peraur kuch nahi to Mayank ki friendship to thi mere pass jo mein use bhi todne chali,kya ho gaya tha mujhe,mein pehle to aise nahi thi,mene kabhi kuch aisa karna ka nahi socha jisse Mayank hurt ho yahan tak mene Mom se ,khud se ye vada kiya tha ki I'll bring happiness in his life aur aaj mein khud se kiye vade ko tod rahi thi,sometimes I behave so stupid'patanahi Mayank mere baare mein kya soch raha tha,mein hi bahut badi pagal this jo bina kuch soche samjhe aise behave kar rahi thi,shayad Mayank jo keh raha hain vo sahi ho,shayand meri feelings galat nahi thi but mera reaction jis tarah mene Mayank se baat ki that waas certainly wrong,humein abhi iss friendship ko aur time dena chahiye,aur kuch nahi to kya hua Mayank ki pure friendship to hain mere pass jo hamesha mere saath rahegi hamesha aur mein pagal usko hi apne aap se dur kar rahi thi'how stupid I could be sometimes'*
Wiping her tears a small smile appeared on her lips and she thought to give a chance to this friendship as no matter what even she also can't afford to loose this friendship, his togetherness.
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