SS/FF:The mighty falls!!!In Love!! Thread 1 - Page 81

Shud I have told u then'..or when u were throwing ur puns at me'..that man he thinks me worthy of sharing his jokes'.

WHEN ASR, AM I THAT THICK'WHY CAN'T I SEE ANY SCENARIO CONDUCIVE WHERE I COULD COME AND CONFESS'HAVING A COMFORT THAT U WILL BE RATIONAL ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION AND NOT TAKE UR INFAMOUS WRATH ON ME'.WHEN ASR TELL ME JUST WHEN'????

NO DAMMIT'.I NEVER EXPECTED YOU TO COME TO ME THEN'..WHY DO U THINK I ENSURED WE SPENT MORE TIME TOGETHER KHUSHI, U AND ME'.WHY DO U THINK I WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO ENSURE WE WERE TOGETHER," Raged ASR, "Because I wanted you to know me, trust me. Learn first-hand that what is being said is not all true. I wanted u to have that comfort with me'." Whispered Arnav

"U want to know when I wanted u to come and speak to me'..I wanted you to come and speak to me the day I came to know about u being the girl I ve been looking for'not for the fact that u thought I was gracious heart but the fact that I hate deceivers and u were working for me and u knew the fact that I hate liars.

I wanted u to tell me about urself when I started throwing innuendoes towards you giving u the indication that ours was not just a professional relationship, I indicated MORE Khushi

And most of all Khushi, I wanted you to tell me when we kissed. U could not have missed the desire in me. The attraction, the tug, the spark. I wanted you to trust me then when I was acting all possessive about u, I used to see red, whenever u and Aman were in touching distance, I wanted u to tell me then Khushi, when u knew I was jealous over Aman. I wanted you to see me as a person I am, not with glasses on, of what others show u and tell u. But clearly I failed.

Really, u think I am some physco to get into ur brains and know what u are thinking

Come on ASR have ur thinking cap on

U forget, all those were the events that only confirmed to me that u are a playboy. How was I to know that u are aware of who I am. That u are attracted to me, Khushi? and its khushi u wanted and not the model.

For all I knew, I was not interested in u so I became a challenge.. and that's the reason u were doing all u claimed to be doing. NO ASR, I really don't think there were anytime where I was comfortable coming to you.

ASR: "U couldn't coz u did not want to khushi, like I said I was a failure to convey my feeling and u are such a block u didn't let any seep'.

"HOW DARE U????"

"I DARE KHUSHI, coz u played with my emotions and no one does that to me. Tell u what'gud I came to know u for real'.u like playing khushi, and I have no time for that'and clearly u are not at any loss'.u know like'with me and my traits that u just mentioned some 5 minutes ago'.well which girl would want to attach herself to me, isn't it?

Khushi and Arnav were both heaving, the temperature was beginning to cool but none of them wanted to see the others point. Staring at each other, wanting the other to bow was what these two head strong people wanted to happen.

Just then the bell rang: Khushi opened the door to see Aman standing. Seeing Aman ASR again started losing his temper. The hurt of being played at by his own trusted people was eating into him

Aman: " Khushi u alrite?"

Khushi: "Wo Aman'I'."

ASR: " Yes Aman, ur friend is alrite'..In fact she shud be much much better now, for she has such confidant and loyal friends like u with her to shield and protect her to have some fun, no matter what the cost and she does not have me anymore in her life to harass her.

Yes we will be professionals coz I know how to separate the Two Khushi Kumari Gupta, but that is all that we will have.

Good bye.

AMAN :" ASR please Listen"

But ASR could nt hear anything, cudnt think anything'he was hurt, he felt betrayed'above all he felt rejected. But the pride made him stand tall in adversity and saying goodbye Arnav left. Khushi felt the tug to her heart'."Go stop him khushi, don't let him go with so much of grudge. U know he is good, caring and even charming." Her mind kept saying these words to her and adamant that Khushi is, she stood there like a statue with tears in her eyes'looking at the receeding back of Arnav 'tears flowing down'

Aman:"Khushi'Khushi, are u all right?"

Khushi broke down'"AMAN, THAT IDIOT SAYS THAT I TOOK HIM FOR A RIDE, THAT IW AS ENJOYING HIS ATTENTION, I WAS STRINGING HIM ALONG'.WHY WOULD I DO THAT'.I DON'T EVEN CARE MUCH ABOUT HIM. I AM NOT EVEN CONCERNED WHAT HE DOES, WHO HE IS WITH '.WHY WILL I ENJOY HIS ATTENTION, THAT RICH ,,..OVER LOADED , POMPOUS ASS, THAT IS WHY I TOLD VIREN, I DON'T WANT TO WORK WITH HIM'.COZ HE WILL THROW THAT BIG BULLY ATTITUDE ABOUT HIMSELF'..I HAVE TAKEN HIM FOR A RIDE?? Khushi kept yelling, unaware of the pain in her eyes, unaware of the uncontrolled tears that were flowing, but that did not go unnoticed by Aman'

"Khushi, if it really does not affect u then why are these tears flowing, why is ur eyes so full of pain, why are u chocking'"

"That's because I am furious"

"If u think that then baby I believe u need to introspect. This rage this anger is not because u are furious at him for thinking wrong, u are furious coz he didn't understand ur POV like u didn't his. This is not anger khushi, this is frustration of not being able to communicate and tell ur feelings'."

"WHAT'.????..are u freaking out of ur mind'U know how I feel about the rich AMAN, ASR is everything I hate , and u say I love him'are u absofreakinlutely crazyyy?

"I never said Love Khushi, I said feeling,'.Hate is very strong feeling Khush and if u manage to use love and hate in one line for a man'U need to rethink..coz believe it or not khushi'.Anger and irritation is not what u feel for ASR. But sweety, u are the one who has to work this out. Just remember that am always by ur side love Come what may'."

Aman hugged Khushi, and she cried and thanked Aman for being there. Her thoughts in turmoil on what she felt to ASR

This side ASR also had equally muddled thoughts.

"How dare she, how dare she not understand what I feel for her. How dare she cheapen my feelings for her to mere lust. Wasn't the fact that I addressed her as Khushi and not the Mystery girl at the party proof enuf that its her I have wanted, didn't she realize from my kiss that it was Khushi I was kissing and not that diva. Why khushi why, why cant u trust my feelings? Why do I have to prove myself, why can't u connect to my heart'why don't u understand that I desire you.

ASR was pacing his flat up and down, cursing himself, cursing Khushi. He did not understand how things went so wrong so fast that he cudnt get them in control. Why oh why everything went so wrong.

Just then the door-bell rang: ASR opened the door to see a worried and angry Aman standing at the door.

"How is she?"

Aman smilrked: "not good but then u already know that ASR.

What are u doing here AMAN?

Precap: What is Aman doing at ASR

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