Finally Yash's POV is out in the light, and I must say that his POV never deviated from some of the PVians guesses all this while.
It's his sense of guilt and loyalty towards Arpita, Aarthi's breach of trust and the very effect of his beliefs and principles being put in question that led to his volcano eruption.
Yash has always been the man of honesty and lives true to his words. His promise, words and beliefs has always been the identity of who Yash is and it was his way of life. He rather give up his life than having his promise and belief broken...this is who Yash is and we have seen this during Neelam's fiasco. The one thing that Yash couldn't accept is when his fundamental beliefs in love shook and send waves of tremor to his life's foothold.
More than his love towards Arpita (currently), Yash holds his loyalty and promise to her as his lifeline. I believe at the moment Yash has surpassed the level of being in love with Arpita...he's more on a mission of honouring his promise to Arpita that he'll always be "Arpita ka Yash". This is what he promised Arpita when she was alive and he said nothing can come in between them...but didn't death showed up as a 3rd party in their married life?? Can we assume that Yash had failed in fulfilling his promise to Arpita??. We can't right, infact no one can, simply because death is part of life and nature...it JUST HAPPENS and comes without warning. Just because one is gone, we can't punish the one living with our beliefs...it's just unfair!!
Nobody can question nor challenge the nature's action. Same goes to LOVE, it just happens without warning and nothing or rather nobody has control over it...it's nature's sweet way of ensuring continuity of life so that the earth can continue spinning. Yash can never fault Aarthi for falling in love with him. To a certain extent, I belief along the way Yash too has fallen in love with Aarthi which makes him even more guilty since the feeling has shook his core belief that love can happen only once in ones lifetime.
I belief Yash is not so concerned of the love-making act, in fact I believe he knows what he was doing. It's the realisation of he being in love for a moment with Aarthi as well as the guilt of betraying Arpita which made him soar in anger (I belief the latter contributes more to his anger...the guilt itself is eating him up)
Aarthi's coolness about the whole deed had further accelerated his anger and made him question Aarthi's dignity, integrity and character. Yash has concluded Aarthi as a SEDUCTRESS in his mind!!
Questions started building up in him...why isn't she showing any sign of remorse after the CON unlike him?...doesn't she love her "dead" husband?...does that mean her ILU was not a joke but the truth?...is love such an easy feat for her?...how can she fall in love with me when all the while she seems to be so in love with her "dead" husband?...how can she easily fall in and out of love?...why did she let me get close to her when she knew my stand on love and Arpita?...why did she betray my friendship?...doesn't this marriage suppose to be for kids sake as agreed between us?...why did she have to break it now?...does this mean that this marriage is a very well planned scam?...does that mean all her deeds pre and post Mumbai was a SCAM to make me fall in love with her and eventually made us CON our marriage?...I trusted her with Arpita's memories...I trusted her to be in her sense though I may not have been but she played along and BETRAYED me...why Aarthi why??
Well, you've succeded in your SCAM, Aarthi...I've fallen into your trap momentarily!! How can I be so weak? How can I for one moment forget Arpita and CON my marriage with Aarthi? Have I fallen in love with Aarthi? I'm at fauIt too...I betrayed Arpita...I can never face her...I've breached my beliefs and went against my own word...how will I be trusted again??...I must punish myself severely so that I can be clear and clean when I meet Arpita in nether world.
GOSH!! So much of pain, guilt and depression in this COMPLEX MAN...I totally feel for him for this part ONLY!!
Whatever said and done, Yash definately has fair share in their deed. If he claims that he's so in love with Arpita, why do he have to tell Aarthi that he doesn't hate rains anymore, which associates very much with Arpita? He very well knew and aware that whatever he did the other day was purely with Aarthi...no question of Arpita there with or without Bhaang effect. If he loves Arpita so very deeply...wouldn't he be thinking of Arpita and Arpita alone?? Because thats what intoxication effect does on one...it brings out all the truth from within...which makes one shed their inhibitions. So if it has been Arpita all along why talking about Aarthi?? YashJi...you better answer the viewers questions 😡.
(Thank GOD Aman has recorded everything...though it creeps me out to think about it. Well, I guess its needed otherwise our Yashbabu wouldn't belief his act...Yash needs everthing to be tabled with facts and videos...🤣)
His behaviour prior to the CON was why I think Yash has actually surpassed being in love with Arpita. All that is left now is his mission in ensuring his promise to Arpita is well kept and his firm belief in love happens once intact.
I must say that Yash is not entirely at fault here neither do I support his views on Aarthi...he did behave like a jerk to a certain extent. He is NOT GOD...he's just a MAN afterall!!
Yash doesn't know anything about Aarthi or her past...that is his setback and Aarthi's too. He should have made an attempt which he didn't, (he made once but left it at that seeing Aarthi getting emotional)since he was too engrossed in Arpita land. Aarthi should've not listened to others but act according to her instinct and spew out her status at least to Yash. However angry Yash may get, we all know that he's a man of righteousness...he'll accept Aarthi's situation and who knows...he may even have slowly accepted her wholeheartedly without Bhaang effect!!. If he can momentarily fall in love with her in Mumbai (I still belief he has permanently fall in love with Aarthi 😉) without knowing her past, he sure will fall in more deeply in LOVE once he knew what she has gone through with Prashant.
Aarthi's major fault and setback is hiding her divorce status and Prashant's truth. Probably that is why she couldn't bring herself to defend her dignity from Yash's accusations. She need to accept his brunt of anger for this lie ONLY...not for other accusations!!
Aarthi has seen the true self of Yash during their first confrontation (I belief there will be more confrontations). Probably that is why she remain quiet and listen to his POV on her and their relationship. I guess Aarthi has somehow came to her senses and realised that Yash is not GOD afterall. Yash too is a man like Prashant...both has flaws equally. She should stop worshipping him like MiraBhai does and love him like a man NOT GOD!!
Anyway, whatever said and done, I loved yesterday's episode very much. The story is getting its foothold and moving in right direction. Just can't wait to see how the story is going to unfold hereafter. I believe all this build up is going to make Yash repent BIG TIME...I mean REALLY BIG TIME!!!
All his outburst, anger, gulit and craziness need to subside, which I think will after his confrontation with Aarthi yesterday. He'd poured out his surpressed frustration, anger, guilt and sadness to Aarthi. This may have calmed him down a bit.
Just a note, I was thinking back to the "DOG AND BONE" scene and found some real interesting hints that CV's has given us on what is going to come in future.
Aarthi got hold of the RED (symbolizes LOVE) cloth and believed that she'd got firm hold on it (she being in LOVE with Yash). only to be jerked into reality by Yash when he held her hand tightly (Yash's anger on Aarthi for betraying him and bring her to her senses). He held the very hand that she'd wounded which depicts her scar and wound in her life that left unhealed (divorce lies).
She was forced to drop the cloth (Aarthi will stop worshipping and going after Yash) enabling Yash to pick it up and wave triumphantly into the air to his families (Yash will repent and realise his LOVE for Aarthi which he'll then proudly bring her back with full dignity into Schindia mansion). Though Aarthi has lost the battle, she very much feel that she'd lost in sweet battle, which shows that her love will never cease for Yash.
How symbolic??? GOD!! I totally salute and applaude CV's for their brilliant story telling...my standing ovation to CV's!! 👏👏👏👍🏼👍🏼
SORRY EVERYONE!!! My post got a little longer than what I intended to...please don't throw chappals on me, okay!! 😭