After the friday's episode and yesterday's one m pretty clear about the whole track, the reason behind Yash's anger and hatred...
The hints which led me to this
1. Yash constantly describing that it was a bad incident (hadsaa) that happened that rainy night...
so this tells that they consummated that night in a drunkard state😳😉...
May be Yash did not repent for making love bcoz he knows he has fallen in love with her... it could be said bcoz in the later days that they spent in Mumbai Yash had no memories of Arpita haunting him he had almost forgotten her😛...
Aarti had an hangover and forgotten the whole night incident (when she is supposed to forget things that happened when she was in absolute sense then u cant expect her to remember when she was talli😆)
2. Sunita's voice message exactly on the day when they started for Bhopal...
Having started to adjust and adapt to her he would have been devastated hearing that voice message of Sunita which blurts out the whole truth...
this would have made him angry and filled hatred in his heart and mind making him do such extreme acts and causing a mental breakdown...
3. Breaking and destroying all Arpita's memories...
since he has already become someone else's it is not possible for him to have another woman's pics n memories in his room even though being his first wife...
4.It is proved when he says he has to punish himself as he cant punish her... so the guilt of loving her and making love to her makes him go mad... he hates himself as his heart still loves her😳...
5. when he is not able to explain to anyone about the incident...
obviously one cannot explain their private moments to family members
6.when he calls it a mann ka paap...
not only the love for each other he specifies also the desires in their heart which made them weak causing them do this act...
7.when he says " ye baat mere tak hi seemit rahe to behtar hai"
so he is not ready to put down her image infront of his family... instead we ll stay separate is what his remedy for this whole problem...
7.the last one being the quite evident one... the continuous scene of Aarti playing in the rain flashing in his mind everytime when someone asks him about that night😳...
It is clear that Yash started loving her and had no hard feelings that he consummated his marriage to Aarti... but the moment he got to know the truth about her previous marriage he is shattered thus making him move away from her... he knows if Aarti was near him he would not be able to hate her as his heart has already started longing for her...
Again here CVs have bought out the depth of his character👏...
Yash is not angry because her ex is still alive and that he is insecure but he is angry since she had told him a lie😡... she knows how much he hates lies but still she had those guts to tell him...
he feels that their whole relationship is based on a lie nothing else but a lie😭...
So i conclude my post here😃... hope it makes sense to you guys😛