A lot of posts going around on IF, describing Viraat's supposed emotionless track going on. So to satisfy myself, and all other VirManians, here's what I think is ACTUALLY going on his head. And remembering the past response I got for my fictional letters by Maanvi & Viraat, I decided to pen this down in the form of a letter as well.
(I would prefer this to having him stand like a non-living pole on the show)
Dear Maanvi,
Viren bhai just told me about their decision. And yours as well.
Maanvi, I know how much you love bhabhi and chhutki and I understand how difficult it must be for you to imagine the thought of murdering chhutki and bhabhi's happiness for the sake of your recovery. I am completely with you on this. I too don't want bhai to sacrifice his happiness for mine. I don't want chhukti to leave this world before meeting his Chachu and his soon-to-be-chachi.
I want her to come in this world as soon as possible. I want her to feel the love that we all are going to shower on her. I want to see bhai and bhabhi fulfilling the role of the ideal parents. After all, they both have had enough experience raising you and me! I want to play with my darling nice and I want him to play in your arms too.
But for that, you need to survive. You need to beat the cancer that is killing you. And the only way to do that it seems, is to find you a perfect donor.
Maanvi, you know I love you. I always have and I always will. Your happiness is all that matters to me. Your smile is more essential for my life than breathing itself. I can't see you in tears like this.
Every teardrop that falls from your eyes feels like a fresh wound in my heart.
I can't survive without you Maanvi. I really can't.
So that is why I am going away to find your donor. And I'm not going to come back until I find him/her.
Being away from you hurts but the thought of you sobbing so helplessly hurts my heart even more. Not seeing your lovely face in the morning every day is going to be extremely painful for me, but the thought of not finding your donor in time scares the daylights out of me.
Remember Maanvi, like you said, even if I'm not with you in person, I'll be there in your heart.
Don't miss me too much, ok partner?
I love you.
Yours forever,
Viraat.
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