Why??
Why this should happen to me ah??
Why dm it's only me who has to suffer???
Am i the only human to face all the troubles and undergo rough patches in life??
What i have done to gain pain throughout walks of my life???
Neither i deserve love nor loved ones... is this my fate??
Is my life cursed or i don't have a life all along??
Do my happiness always counted to minimum???
Do i really destine to be like this forever??
Does my destiny always send me in darkness??
What for i have been born to bear sheer betrayal??
Why was i being tossed in relations for trust??
Why my bet of life always loses?
Is my life full of shadows of love and not actual glimpses??
Don't i deserve happiness at all in my life??
I am tired of waiting for truth in life and love in life
What my love calls for??
Is it my existence to be rot in hell of fire??
Don't i deserve love, passion, belief, a life...??
Is it all my past, present, future filled with denial??
What kind of fate is mine to lose all my loved ones??
Is my being only to love, care, fill happiness in everyone's life and not expect anything in return??
Why i should be the one to sacrifice always???
Is there is anything left to share???
Why everyone should be jealous of me despite i don't possess anything??
Am i not a woman to be protected and possessed??
Why devimaiyya??? Am i not ur favourite child??? Is it facade too????
Am i always the toy of agony to be played by everyone??
Right to be loved doesn't subsist in my life
My life is comedy of errors and i am cursed to love, pained to love, remained to love and lest accept love...
My life is twisted, tainted and brutal and i can't live long with my love...
Anguish is what i buy; for the love i sell
My tears are dried i don't have in my ultimatum still to cry and so laugh at my own fate.
My life is locked with forlorn and the key is lost forever
Now i am a despondent... i am miserable in love and hope...
I am always a slave of love but freedom never given and sentenced to dark
It is my destiny to walk alone in life...
Khushi Kumari Gupta is this what u have yearned for ...
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