Apologies

Heartfelt thanks to all who commented on my earlier post and sincere apologies to those who didn't/couldn't. It was a humble attempt to reminisce not only the sweet memories but all sorts of emotions that we went through in this beautiful journey of Navya. I felt free to talk about the low ebbs too. But never ever in my wildest dream did I imagine that my humble attempt would reap this fruit. I made some funny remarks too which I always did throughout the lifetime of Navya. But I had eventually forgotten that similar words meant for fun that brought smiles on faces at some point of time may not have the same effect at some different point of time. If anyone felt those were meant to insult the show and its loyal followers, I apologize but those were not actually meant for. Some members conveyed their disappointment at a certain point but it was so strong that it hurt the feelings of others. I apologize for that too as I was the topic-maker. But I was not around to guard my thread. Comments irrelevant to the show shuldn't have made a difference but unfortunately they did. I expected polite comments with difference of opinion but I found bashing. At this moment when Navya has bid adieu, I am left with a lump in my throat lamenting on what was intended and what happened. Navya was the first and the last show on Indian television which I had followed so religiously for such a long period of time and I'll cherish these memories through lifetime. I wanted to leave these comments in my last topic but it was reported abusive and eventually closed. So I had to open this new one.
Having said all that I wanted for the last time, I sign off from Navya Forum for good.
Regards
-Mridula

P.S. I expect this thread to remain clean if it is not too much to ask for.

its ok dear ,i wil understand ur feelings and we shuld have only kept good memories and moves happily ,,,lol

It was a wonderful effort by you Mrids🤗, Absolutely no need to apologize! Please don't say this!

Since Mrids has already made this post., I thought I would also share very honestly what I feel in this forum for the last time.
I fell in love with Navya right from the time the promos were being aired. The leads had a kind of fresh innocence that instantly appealed to my tender heart. I began watching the show and my love deepened. I wanted to know everything related to the show and chanced upon the forum.
I remained a silent reader for a long, long time before I made my first post.
I was welcomed here and though I didn't really become a part of the regular adda because of lack of time, I thoroughly enjoyed myself reading all your takes.
Through all of this I discovered that deep within me there was a young heart that could relate to all of you though I was much much older than many of you. At the same time I could not but help feeling like a mother. In my heart you were as much my friends as my children.
I loved all of you with exactly the same fervour with which I loved the show and Shamya. I don't think I've ever learnt to do things in half measures and so for me there was 100 percent love and loyalty from my side towards all of you and towards Shamya and the show.
Many moved away to other shows but it was their choice and I respected it. I really never felt angry when some said that Navya should end. That was what they felt and they acted accordingly. My conviction about the show was so strong that I had no hesitation in doing whatever little I could do for saving it.
I was very upset when I saw the unpleasant turn of events before Navya ended. Mrids had initiated a post where we could walk down memory lane and look back at this amazing journey but we turned it into something that was just the opposite. We just trampled over all the beautiful delicate tender joyful moments that we had once shared and reacted in hurt and anger.
It was very natural to feel hurt when one loves passionately. But to me love also brings with it a certain grace, maturity and dignity that goes beyond mere words.
I don't know if I will be able to explain it or whether anybody will really understand, but I just could not take sides when all this was happening. At that moment all of you were my children and I loved all of you. Even when a mother does not agree with her children, even when there are serious differences a mother simply cannot stop loving her children.
It is all right if the people whom I love so much don't understand what I mean by this. I just wanted to be completely honest about what I feel.
I have a 21 year old superman in my house who had come to me long long ago to teach me lessons of love. This is what I have learnt from him and I simply cannot undo what I have learnt.
Even if someone questions my love and loyalty towards the show and towards all of you, it is all right. This is because in my heart and mind I remain completely loving and loyal.
I wanted to close my account on twitter, but I don't know whether I will be able to do so. I don't know whether I can ever learn to stay away from those I love. They are, after all a part of me now.
I have poured my heart out here.
I end by expressing my gratitude to Navya, Shaheer, Somya and to all of you for being an integral part of my journey of self discovery.
Love to all of you,
Your one and only loving Di.