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❤️ I will never be able to forgive myself ❤️
Hola people!!!🤗
Yesterday when I watched the episode and we were not shown the precap - I told my buddy Praths 😉 that we will see Arnav today. Call it crazy - my heart just told me that he will show us his mukhda today and when he did - well you can imagine the long Awww...! that I did! 😳
Before I start - I would like to say Sanaya Irani take a bow! Sanaya was fantabulous today in the first scene!! Absolutely loved her!! She deserves the appreciation today! 👏And Abhaas complemented her superbly well! I will not talk about Barun because he was perfect as always!! 😳
Coming to the episode - I absolutely loved it!! It was nerve racking - gripping - confusing - everything - a complete package! There was nothing that I personally felt was amiss. It was an episode that leaves you to ponder about what the future holds and what can and cannot happen. So many questions and so many answers to look for!! Sigh!! The wait for Monday is torturous!!
The first scene - Khushi playing Shyam and playing him how! I was mighty confused when it started. I kept wondering whether she is play acting or what!? But then when she started off - I was smiling like an idiot. 😃 What all Khushi said for Arnav and Shyam was true today.
"Hum aap donon se nafrat karte hain... aapse kyunki aapne hume dhokha diya and unse kyunki unhone ne humare saath itna bura kiya..."
I loved this dialogue because even though Khushi claimed to hate both the men is her lives - it will be only one who will be on the receiving end of her anger. Arnav will never be on the receiving end - because Khushi loves him. She gave very valid reasons to Shyam today and most of the audience would want Khushi to give Arnav hard time for doing this to her- but that just may not happen - because Khushi loves Arnav way tooo much! Shyam on the other hand is sub-consciously aware about the growing Arnav and Khushi bond - but he still does not know the extent of it. Does he know that Khushi can willingly take any amount of pain to get to Arnav!? No. I dont think so. He is testing her, teasing her, trying to understand her motives - playing with her and I must add succeeding in it as well - but still he is missing on one thing that comes into play here and that is Arnav and Khushi and the strong bond they have developed since they met and since the wedding happened.
Shyam will play Khushi - he will create obstacles in her path and this can lead to all the possibilities of future misunderstanding happening. I am keeping my fingers crossed against it - but somehow I have a feeling that NO misunderstanding will take place and even if Khushi is blamed by Shyam - Arnav may fake act and Shyam's truth will be out in the open. Many reasons for Arnav to not mistrust Khushi again :
1) He has seen her concern for him - he has confessed her feelings to him and she has "kind of" reciprocated his feelings.
2) Mami and NK - two living proofs who know how much Khushi is worried about Arnav and the pains she is taking to find out about him. Moreso, NK knows everything about Shyam.
3) Arnav himself has heard the kidnapper say that Khushi has been looking desperately for Arnav. Whatever Shyam does - he does not know that Arnav knows that Khushi has been searching for him.
and the list can go on. I am not saying that MU cannot happen - it can for sure - because if Khushi keeps falling in Shyam's traps, there might just be a possibility that she is digging her own grave - but this time I am going to trust the creatives that they may not lead for another MU. Shyam on the other hand is in a soup - for even though he is aware of Mami's role (he noticed the look exchange and plus he must be aware from what the kidnapper told him) - he is not aware of NK. Mami does not know about Shyam but NK knows the whole story and is a witness to it. Any likelihood of an MU - NAH!!! 😛
Coming to the adorable scene of today - the Arnav Khushi scene : I really liked how Arnav held the phone for a moment and for a slight second wondered who to call before he said "Khushi". Oh most definitely yes he could have called anyone else - maybe the police, or Akash, or anyone for that matter to save him - but he called Khushi for even whether he knows it or not - she is the only one he actually believes to be his own. Also added to that - she already knows he is kidnapped. 😛 More so - for Arnav (and I will add NOT ASR : always remember they are two different personalities of the same man) - apologizing to Khushi was of prime importance for he knew he had hurt her and he could not live with the thought that it was HE who had given her the pain even if it was to save her life.
Arnav gets the phone and he picks it up and momentarily wonders who to call and very soon enough he knows that it is HIS Khushi he needs to speak to. He calls her and she picks up the phone and they both realize who is on the other side and the moment stops for a moment. They both take in each other's presence through the phone and Khushi holds on to the phone tightly and does not let it go as tears fall down her eyes. He closes his eyes for a moment as he hears her silent tears and knows that she is holding on to the phone to hear him - just like she knows that he wants to hear her. He mumbles "Khushi" and Khushi mumbles "Arnav ji" simultaneously!! They both stop for a moment as they take in again each other's presence on the other side when Khushi begins to tell Arnav that she knows who kidnapped him and Arnav shuns her off. Sign ALERT :I was mighty surprised when Arnav shunned Khushi off when she was going to tell him about Shyam - the kidnapper. I wonder - does Arnav know that Shyam is the kidnapper but he does not want Khushi to be aware that he is finally aware of the truth!? Seems strange that instead of wanting to hear the name of the kidnapper - Arnav would want to have a conversation with Khushi! 😕 Is he play acting after all!? Is he play acting because he does not want Khushi to be involved!? I hope so - or he would seem as an idiot to me otherwise. 😡
Anyways, he stops Khushi and apologizes to her for hurting her the other day - for giving her the pain - but it was all done to save her. I will put in the words that he used for I loved them :
"Maine tumhe toh sorry bol diya, but I will never be able to forgive myself for hurting you..."
The anguish, the pain, the hatred for himself for hurting Khushi the other day - and always very much visible in his eyes. And I was immediately taken to when Nani said this ;
"Humre chote haina, agar woh kisi se pyaar karat hai - aur unki khatir kuch nahi kar sakte hain, toh khud hi ko sazaa dene lagat hai... Aise hain humre chote"
I have always said - for Khushi it will never be too difficult to forgive Arnav. She is not going to give him a hard time persay. Just like today when Arnav apologized, she refused to take it - for she understood his reasons - just like that she keeps no hatred for Arnav in her heart - for the love surpasses it any day. She knows and understands his reasons for forcefully marrying her and that is why forgiveness from her for Arnav is not going to be difficult. BUT - Arnav is a just man!! He knows when he is wrong and when he is right and the day when he realizes in all totality that he has shattered Khushi's dreams of a perfect wedding - he will repent for HE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FORGIVE HIMSELF. It was all there in today's episode - I dont know if he said that he will not be able to forgive himself for this one bat on the head - or was he saying it for everything he has done wrong till now - because I felt that he said it for all. He knows - especially the lover in Arnav is consciously aware that Khushi is innocent - and that is what has taken the front seat now. The brother has taken the back seat and that is why his issues with Khushi is missing now. Like Nani said and like Arnav himself said today - we are in for repentance - for the man will put himself through hell for doing wrong to the one he loves the most - HIS KHUSHI. ❤️
Moving on - Khushi tries to tell Arnav that Shyam is the kidnapper but Arnav is disconnected for the other guy comes in. Khushi assumes that Arnav has heard everything but she picks on the mandir bells and the railway track noise. She tells him that she will figure out where he is - but again tells him about Shyam which is drowned in the noise of the mandir bells. Assuming that Arnav has heard everything - both Arnav and Khushi get disconnected.
May I add - Shyam is NO longer the dumb villain. He has played his cards right and he will continue playing them right till his confidence over himself bloats to an extent that he will confess everything - every little treachery he has committed in the lives of the Raizadas and the Guptas. Shyam Manohar Jha - will bring himself down and Khushi has started the process and he will end it.
Well I guess I have written enough!! Give me Arnav and I can write history - geography and civics 😆 😆 If I remember anything I will add that over the weekend.
Love and Light
Annaa 😊
P.S : I did not make a post yesterday and neither did write on REDUX but I loved Payal yesterday. The creatives need to focus more on bringing Payal's sisterly side out. Its adorable 😳
P.P.S : I have never been able to Thank everyone who likes my post and comments on them! I try hard to reply to all those who I can but I assure you that i read each and every post and I am honored that you all like my writing. Thank you very very much!! 🤗
The first scene - Khushi playing Shyam and playing him how! I was mighty confused when it started. I kept wondering whether she is play acting or what!? But then when she started off - I was smiling like an idiot. 😃 What all Khushi said for Arnav and Shyam was true today.
"Hum aap donon se nafrat karte hain... aapse kyunki aapne hume dhokha diya and unse kyunki unhone ne humare saath itna bura kiya..."
I loved this dialogue because even though Khushi claimed to hate both the men is her lives - it will be only one who will be on the receiving end of her anger. Arnav will never be on the receiving end - because Khushi loves him. She gave very valid reasons to Shyam today and most of the audience would want Khushi to give Arnav hard time for doing this to her- but that just may not happen - because Khushi loves Arnav way tooo much! Shyam on the other hand is sub-consciously aware about the growing Arnav and Khushi bond - but he still does not know the extent of it. Does he know that Khushi can willingly take any amount of pain to get to Arnav!? No. I dont think so. He is testing her, teasing her, trying to understand her motives - playing with her and I must add succeeding in it as well - but still he is missing on one thing that comes into play here and that is Arnav and Khushi and the strong bond they have developed since they met and since the wedding happened.
Shyam will play Khushi - he will create obstacles in her path and this can lead to all the possibilities of future misunderstanding happening. I am keeping my fingers crossed against it - but somehow I have a feeling that NO misunderstanding will take place and even if Khushi is blamed by Shyam - Arnav may fake act and Shyam's truth will be out in the open. Many reasons for Arnav to not mistrust Khushi again :
1) He has seen her concern for him - he has confessed her feelings to him and she has "kind of" reciprocated his feelings.
2) Mami and NK - two living proofs who know how much Khushi is worried about Arnav and the pains she is taking to find out about him. Moreso, NK knows everything about Shyam.
3) Arnav himself has heard the kidnapper say that Khushi has been looking desperately for Arnav. Whatever Shyam does - he does not know that Arnav knows that Khushi has been searching for him.
and the list can go on. I am not saying that MU cannot happen - it can for sure - because if Khushi keeps falling in Shyam's traps, there might just be a possibility that she is digging her own grave - but this time I am going to trust the creatives that they may not lead for another MU. Shyam on the other hand is in a soup - for even though he is aware of Mami's role (he noticed the look exchange and plus he must be aware from what the kidnapper told him) - he is not aware of NK. Mami does not know about Shyam but NK knows the whole story and is a witness to it. Any likelihood of an MU - NAH!!! 😛
Coming to the adorable scene of today - the Arnav Khushi scene : I really liked how Arnav held the phone for a moment and for a slight second wondered who to call before he said "Khushi". Oh most definitely yes he could have called anyone else - maybe the police, or Akash, or anyone for that matter to save him - but he called Khushi for even whether he knows it or not - she is the only one he actually believes to be his own. Also added to that - she already knows he is kidnapped. 😛 More so - for Arnav (and I will add NOT ASR : always remember they are two different personalities of the same man) - apologizing to Khushi was of prime importance for he knew he had hurt her and he could not live with the thought that it was HE who had given her the pain even if it was to save her life.
Arnav gets the phone and he picks it up and momentarily wonders who to call and very soon enough he knows that it is HIS Khushi he needs to speak to. He calls her and she picks up the phone and they both realize who is on the other side and the moment stops for a moment. They both take in each other's presence through the phone and Khushi holds on to the phone tightly and does not let it go as tears fall down her eyes. He closes his eyes for a moment as he hears her silent tears and knows that she is holding on to the phone to hear him - just like she knows that he wants to hear her. He mumbles "Khushi" and Khushi mumbles "Arnav ji" simultaneously!! They both stop for a moment as they take in again each other's presence on the other side when Khushi begins to tell Arnav that she knows who kidnapped him and Arnav shuns her off. Sign ALERT :I was mighty surprised when Arnav shunned Khushi off when she was going to tell him about Shyam - the kidnapper. I wonder - does Arnav know that Shyam is the kidnapper but he does not want Khushi to be aware that he is finally aware of the truth!? Seems strange that instead of wanting to hear the name of the kidnapper - Arnav would want to have a conversation with Khushi! 😕 Is he play acting after all!? Is he play acting because he does not want Khushi to be involved!? I hope so - or he would seem as an idiot to me otherwise. 😡
Anyways, he stops Khushi and apologizes to her for hurting her the other day - for giving her the pain - but it was all done to save her. I will put in the words that he used for I loved them :
"Maine tumhe toh sorry bol diya, but I will never be able to forgive myself for hurting you..."
The anguish, the pain, the hatred for himself for hurting Khushi the other day - and always very much visible in his eyes. And I was immediately taken to when Nani said this ;
"Humre chote haina, agar woh kisi se pyaar karat hai - aur unki khatir kuch nahi kar sakte hain, toh khud hi ko sazaa dene lagat hai... Aise hain humre chote"
I have always said - for Khushi it will never be too difficult to forgive Arnav. She is not going to give him a hard time persay. Just like today when Arnav apologized, she refused to take it - for she understood his reasons - just like that she keeps no hatred for Arnav in her heart - for the love surpasses it any day. She knows and understands his reasons for forcefully marrying her and that is why forgiveness from her for Arnav is not going to be difficult. BUT - Arnav is a just man!! He knows when he is wrong and when he is right and the day when he realizes in all totality that he has shattered Khushi's dreams of a perfect wedding - he will repent for HE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FORGIVE HIMSELF. It was all there in today's episode - I dont know if he said that he will not be able to forgive himself for this one bat on the head - or was he saying it for everything he has done wrong till now - because I felt that he said it for all. He knows - especially the lover in Arnav is consciously aware that Khushi is innocent - and that is what has taken the front seat now. The brother has taken the back seat and that is why his issues with Khushi is missing now. Like Nani said and like Arnav himself said today - we are in for repentance - for the man will put himself through hell for doing wrong to the one he loves the most - HIS KHUSHI. ❤️
Moving on - Khushi tries to tell Arnav that Shyam is the kidnapper but Arnav is disconnected for the other guy comes in. Khushi assumes that Arnav has heard everything but she picks on the mandir bells and the railway track noise. She tells him that she will figure out where he is - but again tells him about Shyam which is drowned in the noise of the mandir bells. Assuming that Arnav has heard everything - both Arnav and Khushi get disconnected.
May I add - Shyam is NO longer the dumb villain. He has played his cards right and he will continue playing them right till his confidence over himself bloats to an extent that he will confess everything - every little treachery he has committed in the lives of the Raizadas and the Guptas. Shyam Manohar Jha - will bring himself down and Khushi has started the process and he will end it.
Well I guess I have written enough!! Give me Arnav and I can write history - geography and civics 😆 😆 If I remember anything I will add that over the weekend.
Love and Light
Annaa 😊
P.S : I did not make a post yesterday and neither did write on REDUX but I loved Payal yesterday. The creatives need to focus more on bringing Payal's sisterly side out. Its adorable 😳
P.P.S : I have never been able to Thank everyone who likes my post and comments on them! I try hard to reply to all those who I can but I assure you that i read each and every post and I am honored that you all like my writing. Thank you very very much!! 🤗
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