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"Where have you been all this time?" His soothing voice resonated in the forest sitting in his meditative posture with the moonlight flooding his massive back as it peeped through the giant oak tree under which he sat. His eyes were fixed on the ground sadness had blackened his face
"i had gone to live" came the spiteful answer from his replica, a massive figure leaning on the distant tree with a smiling face. "Tomorrow i am leaving for kailaash with Nandi today we have been requested to halt at this place as guests of Raja Himavant... i have decided to abandon this worldly enatanglements by setting myself to the path of deep meditation i can renounce moha maya of this world" his other half questioned " are you trying to stop me from being who i am Mahadev?" mockery was evident in the other voice "then let me remind you something you are God i am her lover i am a part of you but not under your control" Mahadev just stared at his alter ego who wanted to be separated from him wasn't this he always wanted? Hadn't he repressed the lover in him for so long? Didn't he stop himself from accepting Her for so long? " infact you are my slave at times remember how i dragged you to see her at her palace? how i made you rush to her in times of danger,
i should have never let her go but i listened to you and left everything to destiny, you might be trikaldarshi but i could have bend the road of destiny by stopping her" silence reigned supreme for the time being only the gush of the winds colliding with mammoth trees could be heard...the weather was turbulent and so was his feelings but the yogi Mahadev had found solace on the path of renunciation while the lover Shiv had embarked the journey of recreating the past through imagination but their grief was the same the deep yearning for the same doe eyed princess into the deepest caverns of their divine souls both could give the world to see her warm smile again and to sing those tunes which could move her feet to the moment of divine rapture presenting itself into one of her sensuously divne dance form.
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