Posted:
22nd May, 2012
I Confess I Love You , I Confess I Can't Let You Go.
And this is what you call Love. Sometimes roads of life doesn't comes under the dancing melodies it gives you tests , darkness along with least time to subjugate all your hatred and just descend in the warmth of love. Arnav Khushi defines the pure connotation of love which is beyond any sophisticated romance. They make you feel how innocent love could be , they makes you to see how love grows amidst the distances , they enthralls your heart and takes you into the fascinating world - where love exists , only love.
Today, suddenly her life standstill amid the waves of unexpected stop when she received the phone call that he hasn't reached there where he supposed to be. Her heart started to trace and stride over the blindly paths where all the directions of steps goes to only him. In the silence of fear questions running through her mind , hear heart bleating like that of a lamb as the stones of the broken cave endangered to crash down on her if she didn't run away. To rescue him , to catch his one glimpse of satisfaction , as if he is safe and secure. She tried to stop herself from the horrible stories of mind , she tried being pungent , she hide her tears from everyone , made the most of to safeguard his family from the damage. But not every time universe helps you to get the hold of everything on your own shoulders. Sometimes to protect your loved one's you have to break the mountains of hurt and make the face-off the reality that is what fate turned , the moment everyone realised he is missing somewhere.
He knows he is suffering in the dark tunnel of life , he doesn't know will he able to hollow himself out from the shackles of miserable phase of life once again or not. Fate as they call it , one more time chained him , thrown into the dark ocean of thundering rains. May be this is the only end. May be he will never see his family again. May be he will never see the lights of happiness with her. Vulnerable, scared , timid, feeling hope ebb out of his body, but his courage , spirit of being strong even if to pretend happy he just wants to save his loved one's. He oscillated between hope and anguish and slowly approached conciliation with a definite end , the flame of feeling , worry and desperation flickered in his soul.
As the doors of comfort opens in her heart , breathe resumed in his body as soon as his fair ears heard the voice of her , the struggle of love and pain becomes more harder than it was ever could be. As he is on the verge of end , not knowing what to do , agony of immense pain and the separation makes him thousand times dead and pulled in the seize of fear. The shots of long silence pierced in their hearts , until he call her ' Khushi ' , ripped apart , crashed down his voice echoed in her heart. Little does she know across the barriers of life , death , memory , he has been feeling her , watching her. And then he felt her , her frayed breathe of terror , her tears which is more explicit to his heart , knowing its only for him. His heart pounding , no words to be found to express the strength of true love divine. Into this miserable state , all he wanted to take her in his arms , to cry together for what they had done , for every inch of love he didn't exhibit ever. She has lost all her calm and composure , walnut eyes doesn't cease to hold back her heavy tears.
It was hard for him to breathe anymore , he choked down like he is dying in a sec but before any thunderstorm would touch him , he wants to set free his heart , put the burden off the journey of forbidden love which has always been so farther from his lips. There is no insecurities , no dithering , no force is there , he confessed that he loves her because deep down he knows she loves her back. He only see his dreams are breaking and yet he held back his tears silently with courage. Just three words which have abruptly changed two lives , just three words who made them more closer to their journey , just three who has a potential to shattered this earth by the lover's ordeal silence and yet he does. To utter those beautiful words his voice drooped in his gullets , as if the fear of loosing everything is slipping from the hands. Lonely , plagued a hollow feeling of despair , no matter what happens to him all he wants her to stay secure , and one more he proved his love is beyond the heights of only imagination.
Thus, he confessed his love the day is come when the beast has remained no more a beasty creature , power of love defeated the borders of hatred and the man said , ' I Love You ' to her. He knows he wouldn't able to depart composedly if he wouldn't show what he feels for her is so pure and genuine , what he had insulted her , ravaged her is just nothing in front of his love. He wants her to know that he belongs to only her and always will be. Her last tear drop of pain and comfort rolled down on her cheeks , she found his dream man for a lifetime and beyond eternally.
And the soulmates once again confessed there is no Arnav without Khushi and there is no Khushi without Arnav. Hence , begins the new journey of love.
" Silence Screams with Love "
This rain, these tears both seem to never stop
Since you left me standing here alone,
This rain, these tears both tries to veil
My tears through the smile,
Now I see how good it was
How much your love meant to me
It was you all along,
And I was so blind not to see,
How much your love meant to me
It was you all along,
And I was so blind not to see,
Some days we had our fights
Some nights we spent in darkness
But how you are my soulmate,
Some nights we spent in darkness
But how you are my soulmate,
Hatred screams , love trounces,
Your love only I can remember
Your love only I can remember
And hope you hear my heart,
And if you know the real me
You'll know it's wrong were apart
And if you know the real me
You'll know it's wrong were apart
Everyday I hold you in my heart,
As closely as I would hold you in my arms
For you are my only love, so special,
For you are my only love, so special,
So beautiful inside and out in my heart
When I am with you, in your arms,
When I am with you, in your arms,
I am completely happy and lost
Safe in the love we share,
Feeling so protected and so loved
Safe in the love we share,
Feeling so protected and so loved
Echoes of my beats speaks your name
These yearnings are my inspirations
Because these things prove me that,
Each day, my love for you grows quicker
Each day, my longing for you goes deeper
Because these things prove me that,
Each day, my love for you grows quicker
Each day, my longing for you goes deeper
I want you to know what is in my mind,
I want you to see what is inside my heart
I want you to see what is inside my heart
Striding on the invisible pathway without you,
It locks me into the web of twilight darkness
My heart races when I hear your name
Your memories haunts my dreams,
The thoughts of you brings tears to my eyes
My tears brings new scars to my heart for loosing you,
Your memories haunts my dreams,
The thoughts of you brings tears to my eyes
My tears brings new scars to my heart for loosing you,
More than the shadows your presence i feel,
Everything could be right when you'll come back to me
Even in death the pain lives on forever in my soul tormenting me
My heart is now shattered into millions of pieces,
I saw my dream breaking, and yet I held back my tears
To fulfill your dreams which you always whispered close to my ears,
I was in pain and yet I pretended to be strong
To fulfill your dreams which you always whispered close to my ears,
I was in pain and yet I pretended to be strong
I stayed quiet even when you said I am going away,
My heart wanted you to stop
But my lips didn't have the strength to say,
Holding back everything, I saw you go away.
My heart wanted you to stop
But my lips didn't have the strength to say,
Holding back everything, I saw you go away.
You complete every fiber of my being
You are the reason why I breathe,
You are the man of my dream
I have found my world in you,
You are the man of my dream
I have found my world in you,
With every beat of my heart
I feel yours inside of mine,
I feel yours inside of mine,
I confess you completes me
Together our hearts beat as one,
Together our hearts beat as one,
Until we come back again
Forever to complete our love.
P.S - Let me take a breath , i still can't cause Barun is back. OMG! His one glimpse is hell enough to die zillion times. Ah! he's back. Gotto see him atlast. <33 One of the poignant , touching confession i have ever seen in my life. Love doesn't mean to be surrounded by the candles , it doesn't see any exotic place to express the feelings, Just a touch of love and it takes you into the world of heaven as Khushi felt today. Atlast , he confessed and the boat of love begins to glide now. My heart is crying for seeing Arnie boy behind the bars , surrounded with gangsters. Still can't make out whether the whole conspiracy is created by Shaym or something bigger is boiling up. Btw , Arnie looked so hot while tied up on the chair , what not he always looks.
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