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"Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you."
this was exactly what was shown today,the fear, the love, the pain, the jealously...all the things that make a relationship is what always shown in this beautiful show.
the letter gave its way to the greatest fear!
everything just seemed so weird, arnav have seen khushi's many pranks, many emotions, he has seen her in pain, in hurt ,in fun, in every emotion but today something seemed weird. he can't concentrate with his work if all these things keep on replaying it on his mind. suddenly he noticed the stars missing, the beautiful thing that her wife just adore is missing, but where has it gone? was the thing arnav could not understand. he saw a beautiful packet with a letter for him. he opened it.
"i know your parents have also become the stars like my parents have n i am giving u these stars to remember me when i will be gone"
these were the words he could see on the letter. it just surfaced the greatest fear of losing her, of losing the most special person of his life, his family, his khushi.
his expressions changed, he could not mellow down what he had just seen. he left the room, the house. he could not let this happen. he will not let anyone leave him once more.he will not let his life leave him in between of this journey!
"Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry."
"stay there, don't move" came the voice of her husband. but why now he want to save me? he want me out of his n lavanya's way, then why save me now? these were the unanswered questions that were coming to her mind over n over again. he ran, to save his life, to save her...she saw him coming, she was confused...she can't let him come near her, to break her again, to leave her once more. "don't come near me, otherwise i will jump" she said n he frozed on his way.
" i know there is some fault in your kundli n u love lavanyaji, so u married me" her pain was visible in her words, in her eyes, a tear was surfacing through her eyes to drop down, to release its pain. he married me because he loved someone else.
arnav was confused,he was angry, what she was talking? he never loved lavanya. he never loved anyone else for that matter.he knew, his heart, his every living sense knew that who he loved or who he loves or who he always love.he loves the girl in front of him n this is the only truth of his existence.
"i am happy for both of you"
she said that but did she mean it, her heart was ripping apart thinking that how the man she loved, the man she married is actually in love with some one else.
"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."
all these while they both can only think the time they spent together. the flashes of how he met her, of how close were they in diwali night, of how he saved her from the speeding car, the kiss on the cheeks, all the happy moments they have shared were rolling around the atmosphere. "did u really think that i love lavanya?" was the question his eyes were asking her. "do u really love lavanya?" was the question she was asking her.
she has said it all, now she can die peacefully. she can't let her go, she is her life, he will not let her go!
"Once I had her hand, I never wanted to let go of her."
he saved her. they fell on each other...his arms around her. she was struggling to get up, he was not letting her go...he will never let this happen again, he will let her go again. they can do anything, she can screw everything up, he can break every thing up, but he will not let her go!
today was an amazing episode, we saw different shades of their love. love can be care, love can be anger, love can be hatred, love can be pain. this all was showed today in one of the most beautiful episodes. as i am writing this, my heart is still beating faster by watching today's episode. it just left me in aww!
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