Hi guys! Haven't made a post in a long time, but I was really touched by today's episode, and the scene where Arnav hears Khushi speaking to Garima made my heart ache. It was truly beautiful.
So this is basically my interpretation of the scene, in Arnav's perspective:
She's lying.
Her tear filled eyes speak faster than her lips,
And all I can see is grief.
She's shaking now.
Trying so hard to shield her small, precious world from the darkness that is reality.
And more than anything, I want so badly to hold her.
Cradle her face in my hands.
Whisper kind words in her ear.
Turn her false words into truth.
How could I have done this to her.
How could I have broken her so badly.
I forget everything.
My motives, my past, my hatred,
As I look upon this beautiful, vulnerable creature.
And I burn with a desire to protect her from myself.
From the gravity of my hatred.
To hide her somewhere safe and warm.
Shower her with the love and kindness.
Be the reason for her laughter.
But as I see her mask herself with the illusion of happiness,
I know I will never be able to wipe away her tears.
I, the cause of her sorrow,
The reason for her despair.
As I lay awake that night.
I let her words flow through my mind,
Her image drown me in remorse.
I give myself to the goodness of her character I try so hard to deny.
To the purity I force myself to doubt.
To the innocence that is slowly draining from her eyes.
To the broken heart that barely beats.
And I awake with her name upon my lips.
Do tell me what you think! :)
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