one more he posted yesterday night.
It's 2 am and I'm knackered! The mental exhaustion is sometimes more than the physical...3 days to go...the constant fear is that I hope, me and my team haven't forgotten anything last moment...500 costumes, 300 dancers, larger than life Props, Aerial entries, Pyros, Positions, and figuring out how it will all fit in four hours...phew...Inspite of doing so many countless shows and two seasons before, why does it feel always like I'm a newcomer...I'm nervous and excited...the background dancers are seriously killing it with their energy and enthusiasm and Raghav and Pradeep are like two monkeys jumping with genuine excitement and are tripping on the scale of production... They can't believe all this is for them..when I see their uncontainable joy, their innocence and rawness of their untaintable indomitable spirit and see how lightly they wear the crown of being in the top 5...simply enjoying the ride, laughing at their own selves, egoless, naked yet not ashamed, but rather celebrating their imperfections, im overwhelmed...and then i can feel my heart burst and sometimes I cannot contain it and I feel this incredible beauty inside, exploding my senses...this is it!