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This poem is a special dedication to ' ARNAV ' for his touchwood sentiments on today's episode.
As my life shattered around all i can see your shadows
As my smile becomes fake my heart halves into two
Voices in my head screams , makes me brittle,
It spins , it twists , it shudders , it confuses me
It gains, it steals , it loses , its uncontrollable
My heart feel safe when you wrap me around you,
When you stare into my eyes , its a feeling i can't ignore
I wish i could explain my sentiments of your overwhelmed touch
I wish words could truly open up my heart and i serve my love for you.
I'm wrecked , shattered , dark and buried inside
Darkness surrounds over me like midnight haunts,
I feel empty , lost and breathless in depths of silence
It feels like a constant thunder raining over me since years,
Nobody is for me , to get the umbrella and make me warm
Stuck as i'm deeply into it, i cannot take the pain anymore,
Can you see it ? Can you feel it ? Can you make me yours ?
Have you ever tried to make me crystal with love ?
I'm full of fear , full of sorrows , numb and broken,
I put on fake smiles so that i can save you
I tell you lies so that you try to burnish my vibes,
Words that i spoke to you tears my soul
A cloudly broken image is not who i wanted to be,
I have lost myself in the bitter gloomy avenues of life
I have lost the sight of my own heart,
I silently whimpers at night and feigns to be right
I wish for happiness instead it gives me loneliness,
My spirit screams , dies , quivers as part of body smashes,
I'm veiled in the dark paths of suffocated lands,
As i have come a long way to gulp the drops of fear and pain
Why does it hurt so much ? When none understand me ?
Am i the only one who takes pride in little things ?
When there sun rises then why the darkness for me ?
When roses bathed in rain drops then why i cringe ?
Always look for contentment then why angst invites me ?
When everything i believe to be right why life betrays me ?
Every breathe i take, is another fire burning up inside
I stand here alone solitude and in discomfort of mist,
Clouds of grief doesn't seem to be clearing
And the haze of my heart doesn't seem to be decreasing,
I'm merely a lonely soul who is standing in the rains,
Waiting for my love who will swathe someday in my arms,
For the eternity and never let me go ever and ever.
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