Part 2
A few months after:
In front of the whole family, Khushi continued to pretend to be her cheerful normal self not even giving away the slightest hint of what she was going though. But when she was alone, a tsunami of feelings always bombarded her mind, making her feel really lost.. As if a part of her was gone.. She knew how hard Arnav was trying to gain her forgiveness and how remorseful he was due to everything he had put her through, but she did not want to let him know that she had already forgiven him. She had a reason for this. She felt that Arnav was doing all this just because he was regretful for everything, as he had never gotten the chance to truly confess his feelings for her she still did not know that he was deeply in love with her. She still felt that he was only trying to make this marriage work just because of his Di, she felt like she was a burden on him. She did not want to make it any more complicated than it already was. She had already made up her mind that when Shyam's fiasco was over and when Anjali had completely recovered from the Shyam fiasco, she would leave the Raizada house and the Raizada family forever. Even though her mind thought this, her heart still kept telling her that Arnav really truly loved her and she loved him even more than she could imagine. She felt that keeping distant would make things easier for both of them in the future. Even though she told herself many times that she would not ever tell him that she had forgiven him, she still did on many occasions, however she knew how exactly her voice must have sounded then, unbelievable.. She knew that her voice would give away each time how she still hadn't forgiven him fully..
Part 3
Many more months after,
Arnav couldn't believe what his actions had turned Khushi into. It was as if 'Khushi' itself was lost from Khushi. He was trying so hard to gain Khushi's forgiveness and although each time Khushi did tell him that she had forgiven him it felt as if she was just saying that to get him off her back. He knew that Khushi was just hiding all her feelings under that smile she had on. His mind told him that Khushi truly really hated him now, however his heart thought different. His heart knew that Khushi loved him deeply and how he loved her even more than anyone would imagine. One day things would be right again, he would make sure of that. And what better day was there to put things right then today, their 2nd marriage anniversary? Bringing his Khushi back to what she had been was his only priority now; otherwise it would be too late. He had managed to get enough evidence against Shyam together with Khushi, Payal & Akash's help and not to forget NK's camcorder had also come of major use. Shyam was now behind bars until death and Anjali was almost back to herself again. Without Khushi's help, care & support Anjali would never have been able to recover from the whole of Shyam's fiasco and together with the whole family, Arnav knew this. Khushi had been Anjali's strongest backbone after the snake's fiasco. This added to Arnav's guilt even more for the accusations he had hurled at Khushi without even thinking once. But he would set things right again today, he would do anything to set things right.
He walked up to their room expecting Khushi to be there waiting for him like she always did. Even though Khushi had tried to keep distant from him, she still took care for him like any other wife would do. He had in his hands a box with a diamond studded ring. He wanted to confess his feelings to Khushi and marry her again properly, this time with her full agreement. He just wanted to let out his heart to her today, let her know exactly how regretful he felt for having done what he did to her. He wanted to just get another chance to tell her how much he loved her.
He opened the room door and locked it behind him. He looked around for Khushi and she was nowhere to be seen. His eye's then fell on a handwritten letter which was lying on Khushi's dresser. It was addressed to him. He expected the worse and tears started to fill his eyes even before reading that letter..
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