Bani standing and thinking to herself as images were appearing in her mind – (from past till present)
I came with a belief of hope in this unknown city
We needed support from my father's friend and not pity
You gave us house, work and respect in supply
Your protection gave us hope under the sky
You highlighted the niceness from within
Life was hard here, but you helped it begin
My parents might have gone far away
But still their blessings were laid on our way
I met a new buddy, a pal, a friend
Who was there for us till no end
His sweet companionship I took mistakenly for love
Yet I valued his friendship way above.
I was happy to see love letting Pia change
But Pia first saw Mr. Walia's wealth for exchange
She recovered when love was distanced
For her mind could not let her heart get convinced
Pain was showered at Mr. Walia's expense
For in his eyes I felt suffering so very intense
My sister's fault broke someone into pieces
I let him avenge at me so his anger releases
Our marriage was just a deception for the world
In which feelings of misery in us were swirled
You got relief by attacking at me
Even in grief, I was consoled by your heart's plea
Anything you did to me could be faced
But couldn't let my parent's upbringing be disgraced
My sisters are my honor, my pride
With Rano I had walked away for fate to decide
Fate bought us back together unknowingly
For Massi stepped in this house so caringly
Her caressing nature couldn't let me go
She helped to make our unwanted relationship flow
Strange things started to happen soon
There was no music of love yet I heard a tune
Emotions of care and compassion in me started to steer
For Massi made "husband-wife" come near
Everything suddenly seemed to go right
But soon Ms. Roshni came to our sight
She made me uneasy and bought element of annoyance
For what she made Mr. Walia do made a difference
I saw Mr. Walia change in front of her
Once sweet and next moment she made it transfer
Coldness was being removed in our relationship
But soon a pregnancy report happen to slip
Weapon of words killed me in an instance
Yet I couldn't give a reason to gain his acceptance
Once truth of family's honor was revealed
Mr. Walia felt guilty and his lips were sealed
I blush when his affectionate images appeared
He gave bangles which my mind has captured
Next I see him close to Roshniji
And suddenly I blast at him in my insanity
Smiles radiates on my face when he shows care
But my silly imagination leaves me in despair
I wonder the mystery behind Park Road
But haven't found linkage in his code
Two weddings are about to take place
May Lord always shower this family with His grace
Proximity between Mr. Walia and Roshniji makes me cry
And so I have decided to say this house "good-bye."
Before I could leave, my tears spoke to you
You touched me and closer we drew
The night's moon blessed us with passion
In presence of hearts was our consummation
Suddenly my life had taken another path
For in your eyes I see respect in place of wrath
The dawn of a new day allowed hopes to rise
How would my heart handle when your words would comprise
You said "I am sorry" which shook my soul
Our feelings disagreed for they were not on the same pole
You said you were ashamed of yourself and unable to bear
All I wanted to say is "I Love You"…I swear (kasamh se)!!!!
-Love4ever