28-12-11 AP and CV ke jhatke

Warning: The author of the post is still recovering from the after-effects of the epi so the following may not make much sense. It's more of a crazy fan blabbering but you're free to read it on your risk and yes comments and criticism are most welcome. Happy reading!

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I'm betting last week the writers got an early Christmas bonus so decided to bless us with heavenly PhAb moments filled epi.

Staring off with Abhay in white shirt. Yes Abhay in white lounging outside with soft wind ruffling his soft hair. Sigh if that wasn't enough he gets up only to gaze lovingly at moon and smile. Smile!? Yes Abhay in white smiled at the moon. (Honestly thats a crime) For a moment I was confused at this as why on earth would Abhay suddenly decide to smile that too while looking at the moon...certainly he isn't like the other earthly creatures who when in love gaze at moon and smile thinking about their loved ones but then I reasoned to myself so what if he is angry most of the time and hardly lets his face muscles relax into a beautiful smile. For all we know he maybe appreciating the beauty of nature. Since we don't know much about his background or how he is I decided to give him benefit of doubt.

Now just as I was getting over the smile behold Phulwa walked in that too carrying the green bucket which magically transports from one place to another. Now some one would ask why this girl who aint allowed to do any work in the house is doing outside at this hour of the night? Answer she was just trying to impress her newly manaofied sasu ma. Yes peeps that my reason. Again satisfied with my own reason I watched on wondering why Abhay or Phulwa haven't uttered any insults so far or why none of them is rushing to the door when Abhay taunted her and in turn Phulwa did the same. But just as I was preparing myself for a retort from Abhay he just stood there and let her do the talking and not only that he actually heard her and even let his lips twitch a bit. Shocking as it was I continued to watch only to get more jhatkas from CVs when Phulwa slipped bringing the cloth lines down with her and then Abhay like a true hero rushed to her aid.

I was lost in their beauty as much as they were in each other when from nowhere the white sheet came flying down only to cover them wholly. And for those few seconds it was just him and her while the whole world disappeared. But then the lights came on and the dream broke. And just when I had convinced myself it can't get better it started to rain!!

Yes rain! When lights went off I had convinced as my friend Vita said that they are short on budget but then rain and light both came together and I started cheering! (See the channel did gave them a bonus)

(Have to say it- Abhay in white, dripping wet, looking at the camera with those expressions!! Seriously I think CVs are planning to give us a heart attack with such scenes! 😳)

But the jhatkas did not end there. No siree! They continued one after the other with the major one being Abhay picking up Phulwa in his arms. What a sight! The way despite her refusal he picked her up because he could sense her pain and knew she needed help was just beautiful. The best part was Phulwa wasn't really surprised nor did she object again however she did hesitate for a moment there not sure where to place her hand but she finally did and firmly held onto him.

And then came the flashbacks! Though I'm not a fan of FBs but at this moment they were needed I guess for they showed that the old feelings that they had long buried were still there.

And in that one moment the longing and care returned. They seemed oblivious to the fact that they were getting soaking wet in rain and just continued to stare in each others eyes. Abhay mesmerized by her beauty seemed to had eyes only for her while Phulwa looked a bit shaken. For Abhay it seemed just the right thing to do; hold Phulwa in his arms while he lovingly gazes at her.

It was only after that they entered the house that the realization hit them and the pain of losing and what could have been flooded in...The closeness brought back the old familiar feelings but with it also came the knowledge that what they feel can never be.

Sigh. The ending was very heartbreaking (Another jhatka by CVs to bring us back to reality. :|) so I will not go there but for those few moments when they were in each other arms and time had seemed to stop, it felt just right...even to them.

@Ameres - First things first: 👏👏👏 Wow yaar, just wow. Seriously, when you write, I can't help but admire your amazing writing skills! Seriously, wow I mean I don't have much to say other than agree, agree, agree all the way! The way you put your feelings into words - it's a true gift I say!

Alrighty, as promised, here's my take on last night's episode. I think at certain places, we seem to have an overlap of opinions - guess it's difficult to not feel the same way as you did about the scene!:)

I must admit, the setting on the terrace was really beautiful. I spent a long time wondering what he might have been doing there (after watching the promo), but it was so simply him just relaxing. Which must've been a great break from the tense-filled Kullu scene earlier.
When he was smiling at the moon, it seemed like he was recalling some good memories? (The way he folded his arms to make his pose...woah). Enjoying his moment alone, smiling to himself for possibly the only time in the day - it was a good change indeed.

And then Phulwa comes up with her bucket and simply stares at his white shirt softly flowing in the wind. A sign of uneasiness, or maybe just a wishful look. It's not everyday the man she once loved looks as happy as he once used to. The lights suddenly go out, and they're plunged into darkness. He looks around, and can immediately make out her silhouette in the dark. In the darkness they make eye contact and she looks on uneasily.

There's not much she can say or do at this point, so she moves on to the chore she came here to finish. I guess there're some things in this house she's still allowed to do. Abhay looked on in the darkness, his smile having disappeared from his face as he turns around (his sleek black hair shining in the dark). His one moment of happiness, suddenly interrupted by the one girl who keeps on defying him at every turn. Just as I was wondering where the usually angry young man had disappeared to, he starts off with his taunting and insults. Phulwa replies with similar tone, but it's a little different this time. She's not retorting as she normally would, but simply replying in a matter-of-fact tone. He, on the other hand, is amused? As he tries to tell her he's not in the mood to fight, she goes on like a typical wife berating her husband for trying to start an argument.😆 And again he laughs! He finds their petty ladai quite funny! Just for a moment there, they've forgotten themselves - they're just like other couples, having they're usual ladai on the terrace. A typical moment, an atypical couple - the scene made more convincing with the accompanying background music."Kya paas, kya door" - he turns around to make some contention with that statement and she just goes on talking. (White cloth enter the scene). He notices the cloth getting entangled in her saree and she's too engrossed to realise.

And then, it happens - as she's falling over, he runs over to catch her, to make sure she doesn't get hurt. She takes a moment to open her eyes, but he's already fallen deep into them. The wind caresses their face, just lightly picking up his hair but unable to move through the intense gaze they have on each other. And then the white cloth flows through the sky, covering them completely taki kisiki nazar na lag jaye. No more distractions - just woh aur mein.

The lights come back on and they're just aware of where they are...she finds herself in an uneasy position but he's much more relaxed just looking at her. Her hand had instinctively grabbed his shoulder for support and she slowly pulls it back, not knowing where to look. He's not in such a great dilemma, the most mesmerising entity in the world was barely an inch away from him.

As they're sitting in the moment, the rain begins as a slight drizzle - nature has decided to join in. They slowly get up, and struggle with the cloth a while as it seems they'd rather not take it off. The moment it's off, he notices her once more in full view. The rain dripping off his hair does little to shift his gaze, as she finds herself in his eyes once more as well. Her hand slowly slides off his arm but never do they stop looking at one another. He decides he's had enough and turns to walk away - but without his support, she drops down to the ground. He instantly turns around to see her struggling on the ground - he doesn't want to help but he can't leave her there. His eyes reveal his great dilemma and he doesn't move. She's in great pain by then, and he tries to look away to ignore her. Eventually he realised he doesn't have the heart to do that and storms off to pick up the rest of the clothes (that have become wet anyway). He seems rather annoyed, as though he was caught in a situation he hadn't expected. "Help her fast, leave fast" - he seems to be painfully aware of what had just transpired between them and wanted to escape as soon as he could. (As I was rewatching this episode, from this point on I was just staring at his shirt hoping it would stick right on...it's a white shirt and I've got imagination:/)

He's pulling off the clothes, annoyed, and she's more than surprised. (Sorry to interrupt the mood, but can I just comment he's freaking sexy in his wet jeans from behind and he moves around to her side!!) She wipes a tear off her face in guise of the rain, and struggles to get up. He wants to leave, but obviously, he couldn't leave her behind in pain. Despite his better judgement, he offers to pick up, getting sadly rejected. He turns away from the uncomfortable situation but regardless, he still cannot walk away from her. Finally, he can stand her pain no longer and against everything else that had happened between them, he decidedly picks her up in his arms.

Had she expected this? Her face indicated more of pleasant surprise than shock. Slowly and hesitantly, she places her hand on his shoulder for the support she so greatly needed right then. As her hand inched closer, she remembered all her previous memories of promised love, and immediately withdrew her hand from the shoulder that had left her to cry alone and lonely. He simply looked on with soulful eyes, as though he knew what she had been thinking of. She realised there was no use reminiscing about the past, and she needed him now - a strong support that was holding her up in the drenching rain. They were lost in one another once more, as even though she felt a little uneasy, to him it seemed like this is the way it was meant to be. His gaze never wavered once and he could have stood there for eternity with her in his arms even as the rain beat down on them.

But back in the house, reality crept back into his eyes - he was not just a pillar of support the girl in his arms who was so in love with him, but the son of the man whose house he was living in. It was her turn to gaze longingly at him at such a close distance and admire her lost love. They entered the corridor where not long before she had had to support her through as he descended down the steps of desolation. Perhaps it was the leftover effects of that night, or perhaps it was the fact that they had finally moved out of the rain, that caused him to look back at her longing eyes. He ambled through the doorway and gently put down the pari in his arms, walking out again. As she sat in silence, he quickly returned with a blanket in his arms, concern framing his face as she shivered on her lone mat. Before leaving, he simply reminded her once more of who he was and what his aim was - breaking her fragile heart for the third time again.

WOW the episode was just wow. Sigh sigh could I go on and on and on...haye!😆 If you've reached till this point reading through, I seriously have to say wow, I don't think I'd have the patience to read it myself! Haha hopefully we get such awesome scenes here and there, there's just so much love in the air...sigh...

Originally posted by: vita93

@Ameres - First things first: 👏👏👏 Wow yaar, just wow. Seriously, when you write, I can't help but admire your amazing writing skills! Seriously, wow I mean I don't have much to say other than agree, agree, agree all the way! The way you put your feelings into words - it's a true gift I say!

Thank you soo much! Its a very amateur piece of writing and i know but still thank you for appreciating and the encouragement. Means alot. 😳😳😳

As he tries to tell her he's not in the mood to fight, she goes on like a typical wife berating her husband for trying to start an argument.😆 And again he laughs! He finds their petty ladai quite funny! Just for a moment there, they've forgotten themselves - they're just like other couples, having they're usual ladai on the terrace. A typical moment, an atypical couple - the scene made more convincing with the accompanying background music.

That was the most normal sweet scene they had after marriage. Luuurved it! 😳

"Help her fast, leave fast" - he seems to be painfully aware of what had just transpired between them and wanted to escape as soon as he could. (As I was rewatching this episode, from this point on I was just staring at his shirt hoping it would stick right on...it's a white shirt and I've got imagination:/) (Sorry to interrupt the mood, but can I just comment he's freaking sexy in his wet jeans from behind and he moves around to her side!!)

🤣 Same here! I paused at that scene quite a number of times only to stare at him and his wet shirt. Esp when he bents down to pick up the clothes and his shirt is clinging on and even his jeans is like...and then walks around...UFFF!...Ok I'll just shut up my besharami talk. ☺️

Before leaving, he simply reminded her once more of who he was and what his aim was - breaking her fragile heart for the third time again.

🥺 Heartbreaking as much it was i felt was he trying to convince her or...himself? I mean the way he keeps bringing up this subject its like he keeps reaffirming the fact to himself more than her...perhaps so he wouldnt fall for her...

WOW the episode was just wow. Sigh sigh could I go on and on and on...haye!😆 If you've reached till this point reading through, I seriously have to say wow, I don't think I'd have the patience to read it myself! Haha hopefully we get such awesome scenes here and there, there's just so much love in the air...sigh...

Seriously WOW!! How could i have not read it! You write so beautifully and your words just flow into each other. Amazing! 👏

You should have made a new post from it instead of posting it here. Really you can still make it!

And yeah even i have more to say on this subject lol. Our fav activity analyzing and over analyzing PhAb scenes. 😆 As for the amazing scenes...yes hoping next week bhi they give us such dhamekedar scenes to cherish. Atleast once a week such scenes tu hone chahie. 😆

Originally posted by: Ameres

Thank you soo much! Its a very amateur piece of writing and i know but still thank you for appreciating and the encouragement. Means alot. 😳😳😳

It was really well done!:D I hope you'll be writing more about this and all other fantastic scenes - I still haven't forgotten the one you wrote when she was crying by the corridor sigh...

That was the most normal sweet scene they had after marriage. Luuurved it! 😳

I know right! I was pretty shocked at first, then when I rewatched it seemed so funny! It's nice that they forget their bigger aims for a while and settle on something sweeter:) I guess it's because the whole Kulbushan affair put them on the same side for once - we need more of such circumstances CVs!

🤣 Same here! I paused at that scene quite a number of times only to stare at him and his wet shirt. Esp when he bents down to pick up the clothes and his shirt is clinging on and even his jeans is like...and then walks around...UFFF!...Ok I'll just shut up my besharami talk. ☺️

Oi hoi!😆 No need to apologise at all, yeh sab to jais hain! I mean, you can't blame yourself for actually watching something that they want to show... Sigh! I keep replaying that part when he grabs the clothes and they finally show a proper view of his wet shirt...oh dayme his jeans looked fine! I mean, the way they fit him and when we walked around I was like...this is better than the swagger he does in his well-fitting police uniform! Darn it, why does this guy look so great from every angle!🤢

🥺 Heartbreaking as much it was i felt was he trying to convince her or...himself? I mean the way he keeps bringing up this subject its like he keeps reaffirming the fact to himself more than her...perhaps so he wouldnt fall for her...

You know, I think you're right. Especially coming down from the terrace, his face was more etched with pain, like he had just realised what had happened. He gets too lost in her sometimes...But who can stop the path of love?:)

Seriously WOW!! How could i have not read it! You write so beautifully and your words just flow into each other. Amazing! 👏

You should have made a new post from it instead of posting it here. Really you can still make it!

And yeah even i have more to say on this subject lol. Our fav activity analyzing and over analyzing PhAb scenes. 😆 As for the amazing scenes...yes hoping next week bhi they give us such dhamekedar scenes to cherish. Atleast once a week such scenes tu hone chahie. 😆

Haha you're too kind! Thankies!

Hmm yeah, I think I'll create a new post. Otherwise it'll be too much for everybody else to read 2 lengthy novels at one go! Alrighty I shall direct myself to a new post now, so that people can admire your fantastic piece of literature here😉

Lol overanalysis...ladki hoon, prem ki kahani mein bohot interest rakti hoon😆 Once a week! Hopefully! The one-off intense eyelocks are great, but I mean the full-length show is something altogether...sigh😍

Originally posted by: Gaganjot.S

Firstly VERY WELL WRITTEN anu!!

I will be adding loads more to it as soon as i watch today's episode.