Dhundlae aks
PART 109
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Geet heart just broke further...shatering piercingly painful didn't know wat to believe anymore. The strong expression of his, or the extreme denial or the fact he & prachi r once together. Or is it just that with such intense feeling one always deceives oneself & fails to understand & always ends up misinterpreting everything around them.. they way they like to see.
Daadi couldn't stop but continued to explain how he burned the whole room down & his hand. Her heart winched in pain for him even after all wat he said. She just hated her heart to feel anything for him. How can it.. where is her self respect, her self esteem.. its the same girl who is not using her car just because mama scolded her for spending money & picking then up that job!!!
Oh god wat is happening to her. Why she now!!! her mind only thinks abt how he flinched his already hurt hand while shouting at her. Accusing her blaming her for no mistakes of hers. Even after knowing her as his mistimia he blamed her of trapping Dev!!?? where did Dev come in the picture now??
Ek tho kabhi khud office nahi atten phir pata nahi kya kya soch then rahten hain. Every one in the office knows abt Dev & Nt. Kabhi Dev..kabhi.. karan..kabhi boss.. then she cutely couldn't stop herself accepting.. boss tho wohi hian na.. phir bhi inhe kuch samjh nahi aata..
uff Geet stop.. just stop thinking of him. U can never get him to think right abt u.
well actually I don't need. ..she snorted her nose bravely.
Why should I try to prove myself right jab main ne koi galti ki hi nahi.
Well that was Geet.. strong .. atleast trying to be strong. Only her heart knows how difficult it has become off late to just beat. Even that seems to be burdened with his disbelieve on her.
She tried to change the topic from Maan .. Daadi's fav pota.. to anything but him. She tried to ask abt daadi's health she did know Daadi was not keeping all that well last week.
Geet ' Daadi abhi aapki tabyat kaisen hi hain
Daadi ' mat pucho beta.. pechlen haften itni ghar main pareshani thi
uff.. Geet hated herself.. to again start feeling bad for that stupid idiot puchki of hers. Ghar main tension thi & she was also avoiding him.. aur kya kya nahi kaha.. she felt so bad.. then a sudden reality check. ..duffer.. stop..
kyun itna senti ho rahi hain
chodna.. itna mat soch.. she cutely pouted.. how can I not.
Chado.. mujhe nahi baad karna unse.. then she cutely complained waisen bhi wo kanha baat karthen hain.. bus gussa hi karten hain
upper se tune unhe hate u bhi kah diya ..wo bhi birthday ke din
koi aisen wish karta hain kya.. I hate u... she mocked herself
Daadi looked at her facial expression.
Geet continued for few mins & striaghten herself.. haan Daadi aap kuch kah rahi thi
Daadi continued .. wo actually tum Nt ko janthi ho kya
Geet thought may be abt Dev & Nt... she smiled delightfully haan Daadi di tho school meri sr thi.
She wanted to do her best to boost Nt's impression continued to praise her...especially how well she did in school etc etc.
Daadi sighed in relief.
Geet ' sab teehk hain na Daadi
Daadi ' nahi actually yash is really angry at Dev for all that
Geet was really concerned now ' why Daadi?
Sir kya love marriage ke kilaf hain kya?
Daadi ' arren nahi.. he better not. Uski bhi tho love marriage hi thi
Geet ' phir?
Daadi ' I think he is not liking all that gossips in the office. Khurana pariwar ki bahu .. she should be careful .. & such things just flares up
Geet ' umm..
something.. even her puchki hates.. he doesn't like anyone talking abt him.. & now abt her..may be..
she again warned herself.. Geet dehk tho aisen side track mat ho
Meanwhile Maan fell on the floor ..as she felt.
His heart rejecting the every word he spoke.
When he said all that to her. wat was he even thinking.. or was it just anger.. the burn to see her in Dev's room.. & the thought of her with Karan.. . how could he say or do anything that hurt her so much. How was he ruled by his temper that he lost control on every thing.. he sunk down into a baby position.. hiding his face between his hand.. breathing out his soul in every cry. Wat every she is .. mistimia.. Geet!!! why it hurt him so much..that was so tender, so pathetic & earnest his discourse to self. .. that it seemed animated with his very soul. Every syllable came straight from his heart.. as he frantically hugged the pieces of of puchki.
He madly searched for something to put the pieces together. He fished the drawer & pulled out the needle & thread. He tried meticulously stitch the teddy .. shedding tears.. on every stitch. He was definitely not professional in all this..& his wonded hand was definitely not helping, he probably didn't even know how to put the thread properly into the needle.. but he did.. he did every thing to put his puchki.. into one.
How can I do this to her?
How can she do this to me?
How can I slap her on her face?
How can she invite him to her flat?
Why does it burn me so much?
Why does she burn me like this?
I hate myself for hurting her
I hate her for making me hate myself
I want to hurt myself for slapping her
Why did she not say anything?
Why did she keep quiet?
I could not bear her lowered eyes
I could not bear her wincing in pain
I hate myself for hurting her
I hate her for making me hate myself
I am so confused
I do not know what is happening
All I know she makes my world go round
I do not know where to go
I do not know whom to speak to
Why do I let her do this to me?
I hate myself and I hate her
But I miss her and only her
I miss my mistimia
I want my mistimia
Oh Mistimia where are you?
I need you
I need you
Please come back to me.
by
rachna(water)
Why did it matter to him so much .. everything related to her..
he finally managed to put back the two into one.. & cried like a baby at the stitch ...that line throw the middle of the teddy... it felt like a scar in the middle of his heart. He wiped his eyes on the side of his sleeves & cuddled up close to his puchki on the floor.
Dam I can't even say I hate her now.. he cribbed
like he felt puchki painfully questioning him lifting its brows..
he kissed puchki.. sorry..
but she said she hates me..
I hate her too. .. wo Geet ko.. misti ko nahi
then he checked with puchki.. r u sure she is misti..??
then kissed it like million times feeling sorry for hurting it.
While in daadi's room
Daadi sighed taking out her white silk saree for the evening, with a matching diamond set.
Geet went OOO.. wow Daadi this is so prety.
Daadi blushed.
Daadi took out another khandani haar & showed it to her.
Geet ' wow Daadi this is so beautiful
Daadi ' yeh humaren badi bahu ke liyen hain.. Nt keliyen she giggled
Geet winked at Daadi teasingly. Feeling really happy that Daadi has approved of Nt & Dev 's relation.
Just then she saw a very fine long gold chain.. she held it softly in her hand.. yeh kitna long hain na Daadi
Daadi almost jumped.. issen chona bhi mat
Geet immediately kept it back.
Daadi ' yeh yashoden ke hain
Geet kind of understood that was probably yash sirs wife.
A note... within... puchki ki mama
Daadi ' Dev aur Maan ke maa ken
Geet smiled..& caressed it lovingly.
Daadi laughed.. wo Maan ne aapne liyen rahka hain. He won't let anyone touch it. Pata hain jab bhi wo yashoda ke goud main beta tha.. humesha yeh chain moo main dalega.. dehko.. Daadi showed her one of maans childhood photo.
Just then Maan walked into the room..
Geet immediately removed her hand from the chain. Off course he didn't miss that.
She looked away feeling uncomfortable. her heart fighting with in to question him.. how could he.. while eyes betraying .. looking away
Daadi was bit worried too... he shouldn't say anything to her again.
Maan looked away.. Daadi dad is looking for u
Daadi nodded & went out.
Geet immediately followed Daadi. Not looking at him even once.
His glare followed her all the while.. he looked away angrily the moment she went away flenching his fist..
she bit her lips bitterly at the site of his hand as she looked from corner of her eyes.
he sighed looking at his burning hand & went around the bed & looked at the pictures they were seeing. He smiled at his moms pic & kissed it dearly. Feeling lighter.. seeing her caressing his finger across her face.. holding her chain.
Precap
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