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It had been a week from Diwali and Khushi had stopped going to Raizada Mansion. She was depressed that all her dreams lay shattered in such a short span of time. Now she was here getting engaged to Shyamji whom she is cheating as her heart belongs to some one else. She decided to say everything to him as she knew that in her heart of hearts she can never be a perfect wife to him. And even then did he want to marry her then she will accept it as her destiny. Hey devi maiyya give me the strength to say him everything. She asked him to meet her at the temple and was waiting for him outside after offering her prayers. He came and they both sat down when she started to tell him how she lost her heart. "Shyamji first please accept my apologies. What i am gonna say will definitely hurt you but i cannot cheat you. You are such a good person and I pray to Devi maiyya that your life must be good. This is really depressing to say that I fell in love Shyamji with the last person i thought i would ever fall in love. I fell in love with Arnavji, Shyamji. Not the khadoos ASR but the caring Arnav. I have seen affection in his eyes when his sister left home. I have seen care when he helped the little girl in the temple. I have seen pain in his eyes on the day of his parents barsi and i have known the softer Arnav when he apologised to me. Following Babuji's illness i came to know a very new face to the Laad governor who was very lost. He needs affection and love but the wall he had built for himself will never allow him to accept that. I fell in love with this Arnav and no matter what happens i will know in my heart of hearts that i can never love anybody else. I am happy that finally he had agreed to marry Lavanyaji and i hope he is happy with her. Now it is only his happiness that matters me. Though he did not reciprocate my love i will be happy to see him happy even if it gives me pain because it is after all the happiness of your loved ones that matters. Probably he will not get happiness with me and that is why destiny separated us. My heart truly belongs to his and i can never love anyone. But Shyamji if you are ready to marry me even after knowing all this i will put in my beat efforts to be a good wife to you. But i can never be entirely yours for my heart always belongs to him."
Shyam after hearing her words felt really guilty. He thought of the pain she was undergoing and each and every word of hers stuck a needle in his heart. and he really loved her. If so how could he inflict pain to her. How many ways had he given her sorrow. How he had made her babuji ill and how he tricked her to marry him. Here she was ready to sacrifice her love for the happiness of her loved one and where he was ready to sacrifice her father. If he had trully loved her he would have been happy with seeing her happy. So it had all been his infatuation not love for her. Oh my god! What big mistake i was about to do.
The moment they went home he went to her Babuji's room and sat beside him and said-" I am sorry Babuji. Khushiji opened my eyes as to what love really is. I can understand it now what a grave mistake i was about to do. I realised my mistake and am ready to make amends. "
Babuji looked suspicious at first but on seeing tears in his eyes realised he was indeed telling the truth. He was overwhelmed as Devi maiyya had finally helped his daughter.
Shyam left the room turning into a new leaf.
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