I have been thinking to write this topic from long time... but was thinking where to start and where to end...
Its not imaginative story or a filmy story'. Its mine story '. Its story of a navya within međ'..
I am very jolly, happy go luck and a very popular among my school , college and currently in office.. From outside I look to be a very outgoing / extrovert girl.. but actually I am very introvert and share things with only 2 friends in my life '.. I always dreamt about my MR.Right đł' as all my friends used to have bf and I always used to wish I to have someone special in my life'''.
One fine day'. in the night of durga puja'. I landed from plane ( coming for puja vaction ) and went straight to our colony function that's on Bombay'.. I could see some people ' among which a boy who was performing on the stage caught mine attention' I was trying to figure out whom was he'. But couldn't ' as there was lots of light and sound.. This makes my vision difficult.đĄ When I was about to leave to my house from the function'.my mom suddenly stops me and said' did u meet him'? I turned and found the person whom I was trying see in the stage standing in front of međ˛đ''''' This was the time' when mine life actually got changedđ'. As everything is not the same after that'â¤ď¸''. '. He is somebody who has all the characteristic of my dream boy (đHandsome, witty, intelligent, tall, respectful,)đł' Sounds filmyđ''. but its true for međ'
That night I was trying to find out from mine mom' where does he stay and wht he do ?... But somehow I couldn't manage to get the information and went to sleep'' only physically'.as mentally I was still awakeđ and was thinking about himđ''
Next Morning ' mom asked me to get the milk from the balcony and to be surpriseđ˛' I saw him standing in the next balcony'. I thought I am day dreamingđ'. I even pinched myself'. But soon realize' yes he is my neighborđł''.. from there mine long term association with balcony begins' which continued for long time'..
I started realizing'. I could speak soo much infront of other person ' but I used to get speechless infront of himđ and can't communicate with him'.as I have completely lost my heart to mine neighborđ'' I could very well relate to early navya days.. when she started feeling for anant and cant expresss her feeling '. Mine condition was exactly like navya'..
Mine day would lighten upđ' if I see him once' my mom used to amused why I used to get lost while talking' and even get lost while listening music and standing in balconyđ'' we atlast become friends' did share the same umbrella'. Wawooo it was the most romantic moments in my life'. We used to have eye contact' as our families were friends also'. But couldn't speak to him '' I now think' eye speaks a lots of thinks.. Which we not necessary to be told'..
Things changed , as our family had a problem đand their family moved to other building in the same coloney. But whenever we used to meet' the eye connect would be theređ'.. felt.. those eyes want to say something to me'
Time passs'.. like 3 yrs' I hear up one day' he is getting married and things are now fine b/w our family. We are invited to his wedding and last month I attended his wedding. The wedding of the person' whose memories stills sometimes haunts me, as I dint able to share my feeling to him. Guys its actually very difficult to see your mr right getting married to someone else'. And again becoming your neighbor''.
Hmm'. I would only like to say'. If u like someone'. Just express your feeling'. As once time passes' it doesn't come back'' you are left with only Guilt'..
I am happy'. I have moved on' but sometimes memories haunts u !!!! sorry for the long post'.. This was a short story of my small part of mine life...
Udne Ki Aasha
