Is that what you wanted right? Kick me out after you are done using me? I am done. You boasted so much about you loving me, not wanting to hurt me..where is that love? huh? (she holds his collar) It was all fake. I should've known..what can be expected from a shetan like you. You only know how to cause pain to others, that is why you are all alone in this house. This shetan ka Ghar, is that what you call it right? Well congratulations..you are once again proved you are real Shetan...a Shetan that deserves no one not even me! You only deserve hatred from everyone. I thought that maybe I should give you a chance but no I was wrong. (she pounds his chest) what is my fault in this huh? You kidnapped me against my wish, you married me against my wish, and now you are throwing me out against my wish? WHY? Pata nahi aur kitni ladkiyoon ki zindagi aapne barbaad ki hai. Aap ko koyi hak nahi banta yeh karne ke liye. (She wipes her tears) You have your house back to yourself.
Thank you Bloomysunday for this poem😳👏🤗
I need you near me ,
to make my life much better,
I need your soft lips to press against mine,
your strong arms wrapped around me tightly
I need your reassuring voice to tell me that you love me,
and your cute little smile that tells me
you're still mine
I need your delicate brown eyes to look into mine
and say that you will never leave me
I need your strong heart to understand exactly how I feel
when I'm not with you,
how said it makes me to think that you're not here
to stand by my side
And how happy it makes me to know
that you will be right back in my arms soon
And most important of all
I need the special kind of love
that only you can give me
to complete my life...
Maan sat in the dark drinking away as he remembered Geet's last words before she left in the morning. He was about to pour another drink when someone's hand stopped him. He looks up and and elderly man standing there with tears. Maan painfully smiles at him.
Kaka: Maan baba what is this.
Maan (jerks his hand away and stands up almost falling...) Go away! I don't need you..I don't need anyone. I deserve hatred and nothing else. (He falls on the floor while holding a whiskey bottle drinking away...Kaka comes and tries to help him Maan jerks him away..) go!
He gets scared and looks at him sadly. He has been working in this house for the past 30 years. He was here when this house was filled with darkness. He was here when he saw all the happiness turned into Ash right in front of him. He watched Maan turn himself into a monster. A cold hearted monster that everyone calls him. He was now retired but couldn't help himself when Nakul, his grandson, told him about the situations of this house. He couldn't let Maan baba be here by himself when he needs someone the most. He cries seeing him wash himself away in guilt, anger and sorrow of his past. Nakul comes and puts his hand on Kaka's shoulder.
Kaka: For how long will he do this to himself?
Nakul: I don't know..he wants to keep everyone away from himself.
Kaka: There is no hope for him. (he cries)
Maan leans against his bar counter holding another whiskey...he drops on the floor...opening the bottle..he drops some on his hand as he licks the whiskey away...Kaka was about to help him but Nakul stops him. Quietly, both left Maan alone in his pain and sorrow. They knew that there was no way of getting him out of his pain. He has been burning in the same pain for so many years that it seemed like there was no hope for him to ever come out of it. Maan looks at the ceiling closing his eyes...
Maan came home from school excited wanting to show a special welcome card he made for Pari in school. He couldn't wait for her to come. He was going to hang the card in Pari's room for her to see. He stops at the entrance when he hears some yelling. He drops his book bag in shock as he saw his mom and dad arguing on top of the stairs.
Savitri: please don't do this. Please. What will I do?
Ranjvir: I don't care...let go of me. (He starts going down the stairs with Savitri following him...she stops him in middle of the stairs)
Savitri: Please tell me if I have done something wrong. (He slaps her...)
Ranjvir; Get out of my way. (he slightly pushes her to get her out of the way. She looses her balance holding out her hand for support but he ignores her thinking she is acting.)
Maan: Maa...(He holds out his hand as if everything stopped. He watched her falling down the stairs, holding her stomach, as she screamed and yelled in pain. She falls on top of her stomach at the bottom of the stairs. Maan runs to her turning her around...everyone comes outside and was shocked seeing the sight in front of them...Maan held her stomach...Kaka closed his eyes in tears unable to look at the sight in front of him) Maa Pari...
Savitri: Maan...(he comes closer to her...and whispers something in his ears and then looks at him. He looks at her shocked...) your Pari is gone...(She holds her bleeding hand showing it to Maan. Ranjvir sits in the middle of the stairs in guilt...)
Maan: You said you guys will never leave me that Pari will make it alright. YOU SAID IT!
Savitri: Sorry (she holds his face leaving her bloody hand print on his shirt and dies...Maan looks at her dead body and then looks at his father. Maan had no tears coming out of his eyes. Ranjvir comes near Savitri and cries..he was about to hold her hand)
Maan: DON'T!!! (He yells) DON'T TOUCH HER AND MY PARI!
Ranjvir (comes near Maan) it was an accident. I never wanted this to happen.
Maan (gets up like a zombie and dials a number) Hello..police station. (Everyone looks at him shocked. Pammi comes to hold his hand but Maan pushes her away) DON'T TOUCH ME! (she backs up seeing his anger) I need police at Khurana mansion right now! My father killed my mom and my unborn sister.
Ranjvir: Maan don't do this. (Maan pushes him away and stands in a corner looking at his mom holding her stomach. There was pool of blood near her legs soaking into her clothes. Few minutes later police came. )
Maan: He is your criminal. Take him away. (The police officers look at themselves not knowing what to do) WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Take him away NOW! (The constable comes and arrest Ranjvir)
Ranjvir: Maan don't do this. You can't arrest me based on what a little kid said. How will he survive without a father and a mother. This business, this house, who will take care of this house? Let go of me. Maan I am sorry please give me a chance. (Maan starts walking toward the stairs. He ignores his fathers pleas as the police take him away. He stops at the bottom of the stairs looking back at Pammi)
Maan: Leave this house now! I don't need you anymore since my mom and Pari is gone.
Pammi: Maan listen
Maan (goes to the phone and calls security. They come.) Take her away
They shake their head yes and drag her away. Kaka looks at Maan as he walks up the stairs. He never cried as he lit the fire to his mothers body, he just simply walked away like a zombie, never looking back for the final time once. He was left alone in the house, all by himself. As the years passed, he became distant from everyone and everything. No one understood his pain. It was like he had forgotten how to smile. What it is like to laugh. Nothing mattered to him. He was like a human zombie, though he was alive, breathing, eating and working but from the inside he was dead. His heart had a big hole that can never be filled. His dreams and hopes vanished. Kaka never understood how he was still living. Kaka had tried so many times talking to him but all he got was a cold wall. He drowned himself with work, work and work. He took Khruana Constructions to big heights and now everyone fears him. He kept his last name not wanting to change it to Maan Singh to remind him of the person responsible for this. His hatred and anger grew each time he would hear or say his last name. He eliminated anyone that ever comes in his way. He gets what he wants at any cost. Till this day he never talked about his past to anyone. Holding everything in. His pain turned into anger and hatred. He forgot what it is like to be loved. Living in the dark for so long turned him into a Shetan- A shetan that everyone feared. He had no feelings, no emotions, inside him anymore.
Maan stood up, unable to walk, as he drank again and again. He looked at the stairs..he started walking towards his holding his hand in the air as he saw his mom tumbling down the stairs. "Am coming...Pari will be okay.." He sits on the floor, where his mother died, looking at the emptiness. He laughs out loud in pain and drinks some more. He holds the rail for support as he makes his way up the stairs. He stood in front of a locked door, looking at it. He takes out the key with one hand staring at it while blinking his eyes for focus. He pushes the door open. He starts coughing as soon as the dust hits his face. He goes to the corner of the room, wobbling, struggling as he takes each step, he holds the card in his hand. It was the same card he had made 15 years ago for Pari. This room was all decorated for her. She was suppose to be his angle, light this house, but instead turned into darkness.
He falls on the floor drinking some more...he looks at the bottle as the whiskey finishes. He shakes the bottle some more hoping to get few more drops. He smashes the bottle into million pieces. He screams out loud in pain. No one could hear his pain. No one could understand his pain. No one. He didn't want to become a shetan. He wanted nothing in life but little love but all that was taken away from him by own father. Deep down he was scared, he was scared that he will become like him.
He lies on the floor...he saw Geet's face when he closed his eyes. He smiled seeing her smile. "Am sorry..I will not hurt you like him..." His hand drops on the floor...
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