(His thoughts)
Part 11
Present
After Pari left, he switched off the lights and went to his bed to lie down still thinking about his "Cheri".
No sooner had he lain on the bed he felt someone near him which caused him to get up abruptly and switched on the lights.
"Sameera, What are you doing in my room at this time of the night?"
Maan asked her the same question which he had asked Pari a few moments ago.
"Maan, what was Pari doing in your room at this time?"
"She came to talk to me. Now, will you go so that I can sleep? We will discuss this in the morning."
"No Maan, we will discuss this now. I am warning you Maan if Pari comes to your room again, I am not going to take it lightly and complain to Dad about you.
Maan was not worried about the threat given by Sameera, though he did not want Dadima upset over anything as she was very fond of Sameera and always wanted him to marry her. So for the sake of Dadima he cooled down a bit and asked Sameera to leave his room.
"I am leaving now but don't think I don't know why Pari had come and what she wanted? You are mine and only mine and I will not accept Pari anywhere near you." saying this she left and heard the door being slammed and clicked shut.
Sameera had self invited herself to the mansion and was to stay there for few day. He was very upset with Dadi for giving her the permission to stay. The home had started feeling like a hotel to him and he had felt the tightness that surrounded him, suffocating him.
An hour later, he lay on his bed and glaring at the ceiling, a wave of longing washed over him. As he drifted to sleep''..erotic images, like exploding firecrackers, shot through his mind, emptying it of all rational thoughts, except of the girl he could never stop thinking about and he didn't want to stop thinking about. The girl who came every night into his dreams and made him want her more every time he woke up.
He gave himself a mental shake and tried to think of the deal he'd made few hours ago, but all he could think of was a pair of languid, beautiful golden green eyes and the spot near the corner of the luscious mouth. How that mouth would taste beneath his, all warm and wet and pliant. How it would feel on his body, trailing hot kisses over his chest, down his belly, taking him willingly and deeply'. The thoughts of her made his heart race as a shudder passed through his body.
He'd wrenched himself from the fantasy too many times in the past few days. The last time he'd practically bitten of Adi's head. Now his mind whirled as he gave it free rein, his entire body humming with pent-up tension. He could practically feel her beneath his hands, taste her.
Smell her.
He shut his eyes tight, forcing the erotic images back where they belonged, in his thoughts.
With drawing realization, the denials he has been wrestling with, fell away like dirt washed from a submerged precious clarity stone. He understood one thing with perfect clarity'he wanted HER and he had to make her his.
He took a sharp intake of breath as he battled for calm as the clarity of his thoughts for the first time in his life had brought him no peace- and he was no nearer to a decision for his next step. He knew that the choice he had to make was simple. He has to flee from the place before he did something he might regret.
So the decision he took, the choice he made was to move away from her orbit as her presence near and around him evoked emotions he harbored for her and would always make him want her more and more, though he was not ready to accept the emotions which swirled in him at her presence in his life.
Edited by crystal-rose - 13 years ago
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