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Hello My Lovely Girls,
Get a cuppa , a bowl of popcorns..arrange urself comfortably cos this will be one helluva long post !!..Don't tell me u were not warned...
The Episode opened showing the steadily growing distance between Arnav and La.The palpable relief when she is leaving for the party , away from him ..The rush to shut the door on her departing back only to be halted by her words..Khushi is here !! ..So what does he do, he opens the door wide ..walks out and away from La and towards Khushi ..He spots her standing down waiting ..Waiting ..Arnav descends , He not only climbs down the stairs but also descends from his personal Mt.Olympus of Arrogance, Ego ..He comes on par with her..Leveling all the difference that might have existed previously..Arnav begins to move purposefully towards Khushi but is baulked by the sudden appearance of La who snatches Khushi away from him !!
Undeterred , Arnav gives chase .. and snags Khushi in a club...But before he could embark on his stated intention of seeking her apology...The bitter past that always was lurking under the surface rears its head and Khushi bites off more than she can chew ...This sets the hackles of ASR up and he becomes every inch the Arrogant man that he is ...But reason prevails , ASR is determined to tender his apology come hell or highwater !! He again valiantly curbs his infamous temper , seeks out The Girl in whose bosom rests as much grief as in him...
Arnav comes out searching for the elusive Khushi, Spies her standing quite far from him ...Arnav begins the long walk from the growing darkness to the waiting Light , he treads the path strewn with numerous moons to illuminate his way towards his goal , A girl called Khushi ...Khushi meanwhile has been standing all alone, immersed in her own grief, when she senses the presence of a kindred soul, She senses the empathy emanating from this soul, draws comfort from it, the furrowed brows lighten..The grieving eyes lose some of their sorrow , she slowly turns to confront the very man who sends her to tears, a momentary confusion at the mixed signals , while her heart whispers good things about this man whilst her mind has encountered a nasty man..The Mind wins, she tries to make a swift exit... But is halted when his hands whips out and holds her in a Steel grip..The Bird flutters unable to escape but any cornered animal will fight and Khushi is no exception she launches on the offensive , orders him to say his bit ...Arnav bites out that he never intended to hurt her and would never have said those offending words had he been conversant with the truth ...As an apology, It left a lot to be desired... but Khushi understood !! Khushi understood the real intention of Arnav esp when Arnav turns away from her embarrassed in having exposed himself so brazenly ...but was she willing to let go Arnav when he has basically chewed her off again..No !! Mademoiselle..She sure would not ...
Sorrow you can hold, however desolating, if nobody speaks to you. If they speak, you break down. ~Bede Jarrett
Khushi gives him another chance to tender an apology, this time from his heart for this girl is aware that unless Apology is tendered from heart , wrenched from heart, coated with the emotions swirling in the heart..The Apology is meaning less ...So Khushi embarks on to her past, a past so painful that she has refused to face it , to look at it, to remember it ..But now she does, strangely comforted by the presence of a stranger, she delves into her pain completely uninhibited , unfetters the sorrow that had been lying dormant , unleashes her fears..and shares them with a man whom she has vowed to dislike ...Even Stranger is the fact that the very man who dislikes her, puts her down constantly, loathes the sight of her LISTENS !!..Listens quietly, Listens Humbly, Listens with compassion...Tears gather in his eyes ..Tears at his grief or at her's one may not know ..but Tears at their grief glisten in his eyes... Khushi ends her eulogy, gently prompts Arnav to apologize ..But A choked up Arnav is unable to utter that simple word, "SORRY".. A five letter word pregnant with meaning, A healing word , A word which may usher in new beginning ..Khushi misunderstands Arnav's silence , thinks that his pride is acting as a barricade.. Khushi begins to walk away from Arnav... But Arnav is not done yet..His resolve strengthens, he gulps down on his sorrow, tamps down the haywire emotions , softly calls to Khushi.. His voice holding a plea, a request ..Khushi heeds the voice, stops, half turns ,looks on questioningly.. Arnav manages to mumble out Sorry without looking at her, his eyes glistening with unshed tears , He flutters his eyes, swallows his tears..The tears move back in without being shed ...Arnav turns Looks at Khushi, his eyes speaking his anguish, his soul stripped , stark and naked for her eyes only , his emotions laid out threadbare and he says out again, "Sorry"... and follows it up with another Sorry ...Khushi runs away overcome with emotions but still remains with him bonded by their grief..While Arnav just looks on , alone, desolate, tortured and above all lonely !!
"Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away."
from the movie Evita
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