dreams
part 51
She pulled out few books ..maan immediately took it from her. He made sure she didn't carry any wt. It was just 2months since the c-section. The inner stitches would at least take 3months to heal. She piled up the books & started to work on them.. he couldn't take his eyes off her.. & she desperately wanted to catch a glimpse of him.. though he sat so close to her.
She pointed at the content & looked at him.. he immediately looked very sincerely at the book..had no clue though wat she was talking abt nor did she had a clue why she pointed at that part. When she didn't turn away he slowly very reluctantly looked at her.. there eyes met.. lost ..like the window to the soul was opened. He looked deeply into her eyes..then immediately looked away..not able to understand the depth in hers now. How could they still look at him in love..when he felt she was still glaring at him.. he slowly looked back into them. They stared deeply into each other eyes again, oblivious of their surrounding.
pupils dilated with anxiety that filled them ..she couldn't even remember anymore about what they were discussing. She could only feel a fire deep inside in her heart that pushed her ..even when she wanted to stop. She felt so helpless..as her hand raised & softly caressed his cheek. Her heart raised magically to his feel. More than her he blushed.. & she immediately looked down. She didn't know why she did that. He felt he was alive for the first time in last 2months. His soul danced in harmony to the music their heart began to play. Like it was hers..only hers. He didn't know wat to think why she did .. neither did his look made her conscious. It only made her bolder. ..bold enough to touch a guy without any excuse. She chuckled & tried to look into the book. She just couldn't his touch, the feel, the warmth..just burned her. She wanted to feel him, hold him, look at him. She anxiously turned the pages..nothing made sense, his closeness was also not helping, her entire right side seem to burn.. with the feel of his proximity. He watched her closely & held her hand when she had reached the last page & still tried to turn further. His touch she stood up suddenly pushing the chair behind, snapping her hand.
Nahi mujhe se nahi hoga
yeh sab teehk nahi hain
she just left every thing & walked straight to the garden.
He dropped his head down..he knew she didn't like it. He caressed his temple & looked at the books that lied scattered on the table. He knew she felt odd ..probably with the way he was looking at her. He cursed himself.. why can't he control himself.. he took a deep breath & issued all the books & followed her to the garden. She stood their biting her nails & then knotting her duppata. She didn't know why it felt so painful to be away from him now. Wat will he think.. how could she just caress his cheek.. wat was she thinking when she did that.. oh babaji wo kya sochenge mera baren main.
She wanted the ground to just absorb her right away...when she heard him call her Geet.. Geet
Geet I am really sorry
she was almost planning to run away.. but stood frozen hearing him plead sorry
but why she thought & turned to face him. .. he didn't expect her to reach to him so suddenly ..he fell on her with all the books in his hand.. She had no chance at all to stop. She let a tiny cry as he fell into her, knocking her off balance, even as his arms closed around her.
He made sure they fell together. He went down on his side to avoid hurting her & the books fell over them. Geet started to struggle in panic rolling onto her back, pinning her against the ground. Maan got really scared.. tumhe lagi tho nahi.. he checked her arms.. & face.. his hand automatically caressed her cheek, pushing the strands behind the wars.. I am so sorry.. he looked so worried.. she forget all about him ling on her in the garden mid of the books.
Her gazed fixed on his eyes..traveling to his lips ..that pleaded
his voice sounded so much in pain when he again & again repeated her name.. Geet..geet tum teehk hona.. a tear formed in the corner of his eye..within that brief moment without seeing her respond.
She motionlessly gaped at him.. the concern..the feelings in his eyes.. gave her a warmth within.. a tinkle she never felt before..only for her... just for her..the way his hand held her..she felt herself lost in the sweetest serenity.. the man of her dreams..!!! his words filled her heart with joy & a smile escorts the warmth that followed..she wanted forever to be held in those arms..in love.. wait..did she say love.. her eyes widen in shock of her own thought.
She gulped her saliva.. inched away.. main teehk hoon. He sighed in relief.. like he just got his life back. I am sorry.. he helped her rise..
she smiled & pulled him back down on the floor.. making him fall on the ground.
He looked at her in awe..the mischief side of her..
now I am sorry ...she giggled
he probably blushed.. he looked away & smiling. ..most beautiful moment of his life.. all he wanted was to hear her love, trail down her dreams soaking her heart in happiness of endless laughter.
She felt so at ease with his warmth. Seeing him being so reluctant & shy..she felt bold to express herself.
She pulled his arm & made him sit closer. He gulped his saliva & inched away without making it obvious.. She opened the book & wrote the review ..it was so easy for her..especially now with him beside her..just for her. Like she knew he was only for her... she loved the whole feel.
After submitting the review to the prof. She looked sadly at Maan. He didn't know why she was so sad. he tried to ask but didn't know how to.
She didn't want to go away from him. She just wished if the time just stopped ..just them.. just her & him.. oh babaji kya main ..kuch der unke saat nahi rah sakti..
as they walked towards the main gate.. her steps..refused to keep forward. She wanted to run back to the garden & sit back with him.
All the while Maan just kept his gaze down.. though every passing min his heart cried..cried parting away from him.
The moment Maan turned towards his car..geet ran back to the garden..to the place where they sat for hrs together... she sat down.. holding herself.. close. She looked around.. & kissed the place where he sat. she bit her lips & smiled.. I like u..
she giggled confessing it to herself
Mera kisi bhi baat ka galat matlab nahi nikala
thanks ..humesha aisen hi rahna
she chuckled.. she sat their..the whole evening.. even later..until she got a call from brij. Who was worried & wondered why she didn't come back until 9.
thanks a lot for all the lovely comments
muskan back with her back to back updates on dreams
as I mentioned.. the pace will be faster for updates
next few parts slow ...
then teh story will move frd
thanks again
love
muskan
Edited by muskanp - 13 years ago
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