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Jaane kya hai dil ke andar jo chupke se toot raha hai,
Tu Saath hai, Duniya ka daaman chhoot raha hai.!''
Ankhon mein ashkon ka samandar hai..
Lagta hai jaise koi patta shaakhon se toot raha hai''
Kuchh farmaane ki gustakhi kya mai bhi kar sakti hoon
Ek masoom jazbat mujhse mein bhi phoot raha hai!!'
(with due credit to the poet: Tanha Musafir..have edited it to my convenience😳)
I really don't know whether these are Gulaal's words or mine! But as the D-day nears I swear, the urge to slap these two increases in direct proportion to the speed with which we are running towards the end! They do deserve a slap na...for making a hard headed girl like me a bundle of cottonwool stuffed brains and a completely berserk mind and tears for no apparrent reason to complete the picture
Toh!
Mein aa gai
And Kesarji (yup today atleast for this scene I am gonna call him that!! no bacha shacha😳)...the scene continues from Friday where he is still sitting cross legged still waiting for an answer...
It is so obvious for him, the only solution that they should be eating from one plate...and when Gulaal hesitates, he for one minute I guess, does get that frustrated look!
Why can't they do that! They are now in the same boat! up against the world! They are sharing everything, their grief and sorrows and struggling days! Then why not a Thaali...is it such a taboo fact! Should it be natural...just as the sun rises in the morning and sets in the evening!
I tell you if Gulaal doesnot give in like few days the guy is so gonna burst😆
Accha btw I just loved how today the Piyu mahri started when the camera zoomed on Gulaal's face!! As if it is her heart singing...
And the scene was so strong that Gulaal was tearing the roti for eating, I almost thought she would feed Kesar first...
Did someone feel that Kesar was expecting the same??
He is sitting all hands down as if 'Feed me, I am ready!'😆
Phir se satyanaash ho gaya izzat ka when she put it in her own mouth!
And still he doesnot get the disappointed look and goes on staring at her eating as if it is his stomach which is at the receiving end! I swear I have never seen anyone so happy and in a state of contentment while watching someone eat!
If that look did not undo Gulaal, I don't know what will!
The guy was so obviously in seventh heaven at the mere thought that she had eaten from the same plate as his that he had to be reminded that he is hungry too!! This is the guy who has not eaten since the day before!! and has been running around the village and the city the whole day!
And then Gulaal crying remembering the family!
I mean I can understand that she is missing MB and however chudail like she is now..PB was a good person before the plastic surgery...so missing her too and Talli is natural na...but she is missing JK too😕 and Sudhi...ah well! Gulaal!! Tera kya hoga!
And Kesar is so damn offended!!
Main hoon na tere saath!! Look at me!!
I swear this is what he has been telling her since the day he has started this pati rap of his! Look at me! I am there! you need nobody else!! We can survive anything as long as we are together!
The CVs need to bring that 'Kavach' dialogue soon...Kesar needs to tell her what she told him years back!! They are each other's kavach! fighting against the world!
And you know he is so into this role that he actually slips on this one word 'Shayad!' ...and Gulaal does pick up on that!
When he says that they should have understood that whatever she did 'Maybe' was for the good of the family!
I think Kesar's trust on Gulaal and Gulaal's definition of 'Good for the family' still differed till this moment..and perhaps he would never agree on saving Dushy thing...you could see the 'uncomfortable' feeling on his face when Gulaal was talking about killing the 'shaitan' in Dushyant!
That one thing Kesar cannot ever do ! Forgive Dushyant!
But as I said that 'shayad' word I think Clinched Gulaal and a this point of time, I think she can bear anything but a slight waiver in the faith and utter dedication that Kesar has towards her!!
She is so completely dependent upon him that even he moves an inch she feels like an earthquake has shaken her world again!!
And so she catches the bull's horns heads on!!
About the questions that he did have in his mind once! she so knows that the questions are still there! And she cannot hold on to that high stage of being the best judge of what should be told and what not anymore!
The fate has taken away that place from her and now she is mere mortal who has to come down and justify herself, atleast to that one man who has stood beside her when the whole world left her broken and shattered!
I just love how they showed the flashback of Kesar shouting at her on the river side and when the camera comes into the present they are sitting leaning on the pillar in 90 degree angle to each other...their shoulders almost touching!
Just wondering like Chaitu did! how would they have finished the dinner! Each lost in their own thought and version of that day!
And when Kesar apologizes for the whole confrontation! That was like aweesomely Kesar! What he said that he doesnot know how could he ever have doubted her! however warped her logic sounded there should not have been an iota of doubt in him!
That ultimate surrender I think made Gulaal take the decision!
The way she says AAj'!! that left even Kesar wondering on what exactly she is trying to say and why now!
I think this Gulaal is getting him confused!
He is so used to seeing that dependent Gulaal since few days that the moment Gulaal puts her foot down on something, he gets all confused!!
As I said ,the moment Gulaal gets control...Kesar loses it!
He is all in denial that she doesnot need to tell him and only when she is comfortable that she needs to,...but Gulaal interrupts him and says yes!
He really gets a little worried I guess??
And then Gulaal on Vasant's dream and keeping the family united...amazingly she even clarified her motive for the Deeyarvatu!
and I loved how their knees were almost touching!
and when the scene actually started I almost had a feeling that Gulaal had kept her hands on his knees...but then a closer look told me I was hallucinating 😆
She skipped the Dushyant's lusty angle...I dont think she can ever be comfortable telling that...and I guess Kesar does know it since Raman had told him enough!
And then the classic Gulaal reasoning...of how she chose Vasant's dream and her promise to him over Vasant's murderer!
Kesar of all the people would understand that! He is also so into promises!!
It reminded me of the his almost suicide aka marriage with Talli...when the pandit told him to promise his eternal devotion to Talli and he says how can he when he had promised that to Gulaal...and has flashback of that 'Kavach' scene..when in child like manner he had told Gulaal that he will protect her...That said in all his childish enthusiasm...he still holds close to his heart!! and lives it to a 'T'!
And when she told that how could she have lived all those years with Dushyant right before his eyes! I think that put his demons to rest! That she had not forgiven him...but just decided that Vasant's dream and promise were of more importance than punishing him!!
Though the taming of the shaitan in Dushyant did not appeal to him much! he cannot have that big heart as hers for Dushyant!
And for all the purposes, and all the things said and done! I think it would not have mattered to him, if Gulaal had talked in Hibru! and said that she had not told anybody because she was the one who threw Vasant in the river...😆
Because..
For Kesar, the discussion was done and he had arrived at the conclusion the moment Gulaal said that she wanted to give the haq to him...
That was what the whole river confrontation had been all about!
He had told her how could he have hidden it from 'her Kesar' and it was his right to know!
It is when she had denied that right, he had gone raving mad and announced his marriage to the terrorist!
And then she breaks down, with the thought that after all this, Vasant's dream has been broken and she could not do one thing about it!
I just love love and love how Kesar puts his hand on her head!!
It so shows the role reversal!
He has taken charge and he is telling her ...I am here ...Come to me...you will never need anything else!! I am always there! for you!!
It was a silent beacon and Gulaal could not have ignored...and she comes to him!
I loved how this time he was not crying with her..albeit there were tears in his eyes! but he took control! he became her anchor! Her pillar of strength! He just stood rock solid and took her weight on him like determined to take her responsibility, care for her and nurture her for life!
And the way he determinedly says Gulaal!
Owww...that moment Kesar grew up right before my eyes!!
And the way his face goes determined and the way he tells her that he is telling her with the same haq that she gave him...that HER Kesar says that she is innocent!1
I just love love whenever he says that 'Tera Kesar!' he so ultimately completely and absolutely surrenders himself!!
While there was vulnerability in that love and insecurity in that surrender...today he has matured in his love...risen in his love in its truest senses!
And when he says that I am declaring you innocent it had that ring of confidence, of that utter supreme defiance that said that I have freed you from the guilt...you dont need anything else! nobody else's opinion! nobody else's verdict! nobody else matters!
And then he says that 'Pyaar aur bhi badh gaya hai!'
I mean how can you NOT love this guy for saying it with such conviction!
There was a time when her love made him mad, vulnerable, violent and the same love has now reached its new heights making him sure, confident and way above the level once Gulaal had set ...when she had said 'Love is not selfish!'
The only thing I kept wondering about whether Gulaal got into her head that Kesar had just recounted how he had known the truth for 10 years and whether that was the reason why he had left the house and had been away from her for 10 years!
How he had been dying the same deaths she had been for 10 years!
That 'Tuney mujhe 10 saal apne se dur rakha, Gulaal!'
I need a closure on that too...It is so damn necessary!!
But ofcourse we need to ignore that how many sarees he exactly got an order of while he was searching for that driver but thank God we will see the end of Duggu!!
And the scene with poonam ba,,,and as usual Wickedians are rooting for Jodha Akbar scene since we have got a 'Mud laden Kesar' and the other shirt apparently being in process of sewed by Gulaal...a process which thankfully was stopped by Poonamba's voluminous entry!!
ANd I swear the moment Kesar barged into hear Gulaal's side of story to Poonam ba...I banged my head! KEsarji again turned into bacha and attacked the halwa!! mein poora khaunga! Arre behave like a jamai!!
Tu kab sudhrega!
Waise! the thing we are expecting might just fructify as Kesar had decided not to change his clothes before attacking the halwa ! So we might just see the 'scarcity of clothes' scene😳
And Poonamba again on pati rap!! It sounds like the SIL And MIL are in cahoots with each other on this...
And precap!! hee hee! what to say1 I have many serious things to say but apparently I am going to get beaten to death by one Chudail for writing serious thread dont want more of that...
But I just love how when Gulaal catches hold of his hand ...his whole attention is concentrated on that body part!! as if telling his heart to pump more blood in that part😆...as it has seriously run out of it!
And both Miya biwi are such gone cases! When one gets all hunky dory the other is in a serious mode...this time Gulaal is all over him and he is all detached?? I dont know he was not as ecstatic as the loverboy he normally is ..as if holding himself back😕...
I hope he doesnot😳
Chalo chalo! it is sooo late for the office...me going tata bye bye...😃
Tu Saath hai, Duniya ka daaman chhoot raha hai.!''
Ankhon mein ashkon ka samandar hai..
Lagta hai jaise koi patta shaakhon se toot raha hai''
Kuchh farmaane ki gustakhi kya mai bhi kar sakti hoon
Ek masoom jazbat mujhse mein bhi phoot raha hai!!'
(with due credit to the poet: Tanha Musafir..have edited it to my convenience😳)
I really don't know whether these are Gulaal's words or mine! But as the D-day nears I swear, the urge to slap these two increases in direct proportion to the speed with which we are running towards the end! They do deserve a slap na...for making a hard headed girl like me a bundle of cottonwool stuffed brains and a completely berserk mind and tears for no apparrent reason to complete the picture
Toh!
Mein aa gai
And Kesarji (yup today atleast for this scene I am gonna call him that!! no bacha shacha😳)...the scene continues from Friday where he is still sitting cross legged still waiting for an answer...
It is so obvious for him, the only solution that they should be eating from one plate...and when Gulaal hesitates, he for one minute I guess, does get that frustrated look!
Why can't they do that! They are now in the same boat! up against the world! They are sharing everything, their grief and sorrows and struggling days! Then why not a Thaali...is it such a taboo fact! Should it be natural...just as the sun rises in the morning and sets in the evening!
I tell you if Gulaal doesnot give in like few days the guy is so gonna burst😆
Accha btw I just loved how today the Piyu mahri started when the camera zoomed on Gulaal's face!! As if it is her heart singing...
And the scene was so strong that Gulaal was tearing the roti for eating, I almost thought she would feed Kesar first...
Did someone feel that Kesar was expecting the same??
He is sitting all hands down as if 'Feed me, I am ready!'😆
Phir se satyanaash ho gaya izzat ka when she put it in her own mouth!
And still he doesnot get the disappointed look and goes on staring at her eating as if it is his stomach which is at the receiving end! I swear I have never seen anyone so happy and in a state of contentment while watching someone eat!
If that look did not undo Gulaal, I don't know what will!
The guy was so obviously in seventh heaven at the mere thought that she had eaten from the same plate as his that he had to be reminded that he is hungry too!! This is the guy who has not eaten since the day before!! and has been running around the village and the city the whole day!
And then Gulaal crying remembering the family!
I mean I can understand that she is missing MB and however chudail like she is now..PB was a good person before the plastic surgery...so missing her too and Talli is natural na...but she is missing JK too😕 and Sudhi...ah well! Gulaal!! Tera kya hoga!
And Kesar is so damn offended!!
Main hoon na tere saath!! Look at me!!
I swear this is what he has been telling her since the day he has started this pati rap of his! Look at me! I am there! you need nobody else!! We can survive anything as long as we are together!
The CVs need to bring that 'Kavach' dialogue soon...Kesar needs to tell her what she told him years back!! They are each other's kavach! fighting against the world!
And you know he is so into this role that he actually slips on this one word 'Shayad!' ...and Gulaal does pick up on that!
When he says that they should have understood that whatever she did 'Maybe' was for the good of the family!
I think Kesar's trust on Gulaal and Gulaal's definition of 'Good for the family' still differed till this moment..and perhaps he would never agree on saving Dushy thing...you could see the 'uncomfortable' feeling on his face when Gulaal was talking about killing the 'shaitan' in Dushyant!
That one thing Kesar cannot ever do ! Forgive Dushyant!
But as I said that 'shayad' word I think Clinched Gulaal and a this point of time, I think she can bear anything but a slight waiver in the faith and utter dedication that Kesar has towards her!!
She is so completely dependent upon him that even he moves an inch she feels like an earthquake has shaken her world again!!
And so she catches the bull's horns heads on!!
About the questions that he did have in his mind once! she so knows that the questions are still there! And she cannot hold on to that high stage of being the best judge of what should be told and what not anymore!
The fate has taken away that place from her and now she is mere mortal who has to come down and justify herself, atleast to that one man who has stood beside her when the whole world left her broken and shattered!
I just love how they showed the flashback of Kesar shouting at her on the river side and when the camera comes into the present they are sitting leaning on the pillar in 90 degree angle to each other...their shoulders almost touching!
Just wondering like Chaitu did! how would they have finished the dinner! Each lost in their own thought and version of that day!
And when Kesar apologizes for the whole confrontation! That was like aweesomely Kesar! What he said that he doesnot know how could he ever have doubted her! however warped her logic sounded there should not have been an iota of doubt in him!
That ultimate surrender I think made Gulaal take the decision!
The way she says AAj'!! that left even Kesar wondering on what exactly she is trying to say and why now!
I think this Gulaal is getting him confused!
He is so used to seeing that dependent Gulaal since few days that the moment Gulaal puts her foot down on something, he gets all confused!!
As I said ,the moment Gulaal gets control...Kesar loses it!
He is all in denial that she doesnot need to tell him and only when she is comfortable that she needs to,...but Gulaal interrupts him and says yes!
He really gets a little worried I guess??
And then Gulaal on Vasant's dream and keeping the family united...amazingly she even clarified her motive for the Deeyarvatu!
and I loved how their knees were almost touching!
and when the scene actually started I almost had a feeling that Gulaal had kept her hands on his knees...but then a closer look told me I was hallucinating 😆
She skipped the Dushyant's lusty angle...I dont think she can ever be comfortable telling that...and I guess Kesar does know it since Raman had told him enough!
And then the classic Gulaal reasoning...of how she chose Vasant's dream and her promise to him over Vasant's murderer!
Kesar of all the people would understand that! He is also so into promises!!
It reminded me of the his almost suicide aka marriage with Talli...when the pandit told him to promise his eternal devotion to Talli and he says how can he when he had promised that to Gulaal...and has flashback of that 'Kavach' scene..when in child like manner he had told Gulaal that he will protect her...That said in all his childish enthusiasm...he still holds close to his heart!! and lives it to a 'T'!
And when she told that how could she have lived all those years with Dushyant right before his eyes! I think that put his demons to rest! That she had not forgiven him...but just decided that Vasant's dream and promise were of more importance than punishing him!!
Though the taming of the shaitan in Dushyant did not appeal to him much! he cannot have that big heart as hers for Dushyant!
And for all the purposes, and all the things said and done! I think it would not have mattered to him, if Gulaal had talked in Hibru! and said that she had not told anybody because she was the one who threw Vasant in the river...😆
Because..
For Kesar, the discussion was done and he had arrived at the conclusion the moment Gulaal said that she wanted to give the haq to him...
That was what the whole river confrontation had been all about!
He had told her how could he have hidden it from 'her Kesar' and it was his right to know!
It is when she had denied that right, he had gone raving mad and announced his marriage to the terrorist!
And then she breaks down, with the thought that after all this, Vasant's dream has been broken and she could not do one thing about it!
I just love love and love how Kesar puts his hand on her head!!
It so shows the role reversal!
He has taken charge and he is telling her ...I am here ...Come to me...you will never need anything else!! I am always there! for you!!
It was a silent beacon and Gulaal could not have ignored...and she comes to him!
I loved how this time he was not crying with her..albeit there were tears in his eyes! but he took control! he became her anchor! Her pillar of strength! He just stood rock solid and took her weight on him like determined to take her responsibility, care for her and nurture her for life!
And the way he determinedly says Gulaal!
Owww...that moment Kesar grew up right before my eyes!!
And the way his face goes determined and the way he tells her that he is telling her with the same haq that she gave him...that HER Kesar says that she is innocent!1
I just love love whenever he says that 'Tera Kesar!' he so ultimately completely and absolutely surrenders himself!!
While there was vulnerability in that love and insecurity in that surrender...today he has matured in his love...risen in his love in its truest senses!
And when he says that I am declaring you innocent it had that ring of confidence, of that utter supreme defiance that said that I have freed you from the guilt...you dont need anything else! nobody else's opinion! nobody else's verdict! nobody else matters!
And then he says that 'Pyaar aur bhi badh gaya hai!'
I mean how can you NOT love this guy for saying it with such conviction!
There was a time when her love made him mad, vulnerable, violent and the same love has now reached its new heights making him sure, confident and way above the level once Gulaal had set ...when she had said 'Love is not selfish!'
The only thing I kept wondering about whether Gulaal got into her head that Kesar had just recounted how he had known the truth for 10 years and whether that was the reason why he had left the house and had been away from her for 10 years!
How he had been dying the same deaths she had been for 10 years!
That 'Tuney mujhe 10 saal apne se dur rakha, Gulaal!'
I need a closure on that too...It is so damn necessary!!
But ofcourse we need to ignore that how many sarees he exactly got an order of while he was searching for that driver but thank God we will see the end of Duggu!!
And the scene with poonam ba,,,and as usual Wickedians are rooting for Jodha Akbar scene since we have got a 'Mud laden Kesar' and the other shirt apparently being in process of sewed by Gulaal...a process which thankfully was stopped by Poonamba's voluminous entry!!
ANd I swear the moment Kesar barged into hear Gulaal's side of story to Poonam ba...I banged my head! KEsarji again turned into bacha and attacked the halwa!! mein poora khaunga! Arre behave like a jamai!!
Tu kab sudhrega!
Waise! the thing we are expecting might just fructify as Kesar had decided not to change his clothes before attacking the halwa ! So we might just see the 'scarcity of clothes' scene😳
And Poonamba again on pati rap!! It sounds like the SIL And MIL are in cahoots with each other on this...
And precap!! hee hee! what to say1 I have many serious things to say but apparently I am going to get beaten to death by one Chudail for writing serious thread dont want more of that...
But I just love how when Gulaal catches hold of his hand ...his whole attention is concentrated on that body part!! as if telling his heart to pump more blood in that part😆...as it has seriously run out of it!
And both Miya biwi are such gone cases! When one gets all hunky dory the other is in a serious mode...this time Gulaal is all over him and he is all detached?? I dont know he was not as ecstatic as the loverboy he normally is ..as if holding himself back😕...
I hope he doesnot😳
Chalo chalo! it is sooo late for the office...me going tata bye bye...😃
Kumkum Bhagya
