Munira.. before I even start.. lemme apologize in advance if i sound overbearing or even defensive in my tone coz I am in a rather bad mood offended at an insinuation this morning at work..
ok I am not going to explain my stand on CP again.. You much like IMV think she is an escapist.. and I don't.. period.. I have rambled a lot abt her.. wont go there again.. I make peace with your perspective on her..
If I had to make one statement- I would say I relate to IMV, CP coz they r self-serving much like me.. uphold their individuality..
my whole fear with bring Sabina back was exactly whats happening now.. In the whole bargain.. I am losing sight of Sabina's conviction.. I have gathered immense respect for her when she told Baa before leaving the wedding.. she was moving forward with her past .. she made a decision.. a conscious choice.. and I hailed her for the dignity and pride and conviction.. that to me was such a gracious closure..
being selfless isn't easy.. it needs a lot of self-confidence. .a lot of self-love.. my grouse with Sabina now is on the same lines as VVs grouse on her.. she did not live her word to Baa or herself.. she left the city.. but not her past.. her intro in a dingy dark room dwelling on melancholy did not go down well with me.. She is projecting something she is not practicing.. she talks of foregoing the past to VV.. has she.. does she not love herself enough to think she deserves better than a miserable existence moping on the past.. sorry for sounding strong.. but if they show her having moved on... choosing a path.. an alternative career.. even a personal life.. (not necessarily married) more imp at peace with her self.. I would be rather happy.. at the place that she is mentally.. I am glad she isn't married for the supposed guys sake.. I dont wanna see one more Devki..
coming to Devki.. she has been positive through her first heartbreak no matter how minute.. and I am expecting the same through this track when realization dawns on her.. she is CPs daughter.. she makes choices and delivers.. to herself and others and I am hoping she is consistent in that in the future too..
Unlike you I have no more to add on the topic😆
Edited by sonali.19281 - 14 years ago