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Okie So Am back Saffronized again...😛
And people who find me pakao are not supposed to enter this thread *Points at Chaitu🤢*
But really sweet of him na..the moment I turned red the next day he showed his true saffron colours and I had to revert back..
And it had to come...From the beginning we know how he hates lying and hiding things...he doesnot believe in putting a false face..anywhere...he has always been in your face...on your face kind of person...
There is weird kind of frustration he is facing in loving a woman who is 'higher-than-thou' but still has so many double facets that somehow it is difficult for him to keep up...
that is why he said na' Mujhe nahi samajhna' ...He cannot understand it...it is beyond him...
Gulaal is like the epitome of 'Mahanta' and she is lying ...for however great reasons...
On the name of Dharma, on the name of happiness of others...but she is lying..and that is one thing he cannot digest...
He doesnot believe in making people happy by showing false faces. That is Kesar. Even while on his mission to make Gulaal happy he has never said that he doesNOT love her...he has never succumbed to her explanations or her philosophy of 'lagaav' ...He has held that he has done this for her happiness but he DOES love her.
So now when Gulaal insists on lying of one pretext of other...especially when she is NOT feeling pressurized but is doing it considering it as a 'dharma' of being his wife...is something he cannot digest.
There are so many dual stances in that stance of Gulaal that he is not able to digest😆
See the guy is so super confused at Gulaal's logic of Dharma 😆
Though for me the major break point in here was Gulaal's confession that whatever is happening is because of HER doing...I think subtly or unsubtly this is the first ever confession we had on her Deeyarvatu before Kesar...Somehow an inevitable acceptance of what has happened and what she did...But that analysis belongs to the red thread not the saffron one😉😛
After that it was all helpless and frustrated Kesar watching Gulaal taking over in action. He was so clearly unhappy...and Sarufai was so right in sending him from there...What is he actually doing the whole day in there...I mean the day before he came barging in saving his lady love from cutting her finger..before that to help her pour that hot water in another vessel...I really wonder what exactly has happened to the factory...I mean Dushy is the sarpanch now, Ramu is busy gambling and looting people and Kesar is busy being the busboy😡... Bechara MB is soon going to be begging on the roads, in his age too
Anyways you could see the obvious disgust over the whole scenario...
And how much can this guy take is to be also considered na..He is running pillar to post for the love of a woman who is hell bent upon ruining herself... who would give her actions every name except love...Little does he know that she is melting ..It is ironic that he is there at every moment with her when she is in problem...but not when he could witness those subtle changes in her ...at that time he is busy pitoing that dhol of his
You know when the episode was going on I actually wondered at that coin tossing thing and why suddenly the docile Kesuda evaporated in thin air...but it was building up since days..the moment Sarufai stepped in ..it was there...and Dushy's behaviour just might have ignited the spark...Dont know...that issue is not yet resolved and kesuda is definitely not the one to forget...
But the flashbacks he had were all Gulaal's and her stance...her stance on the Vad savitri day that she had done it because her mother had told her to ...then her allegations about him doing all those things because he wanted her back...and then again Saru fai's announcements and Gulaal's stand that she would go on with the whole drama and not let Sarufai know about the truth...
you see THIS is something he is not able to take...how can she do the same thing she was alleging him for doing ??? How can she have an agenda behind doing something and putting false faces ???
And when she comes in at that very point of time giving him the kheer and lecturing him on not eating...Well you could just see his face as if wondering how can she stand there and tell me this..
And so when she walks to the cupboard to fix something ...who rejoiced when he pulls her by her arms and questioned her?? 😆
I was like finally...and Gulaal had the same expressions which she had during that 'Tu meri pareshaani' hai scene...knowing the answers to his questions and wondering what he is gonna say...afraid of hearing the truth from his mouth and more afraid that he will read the truth in her eyes...
At that time he had asked her 'I have questions..the same questions my eyes ask you everytime'...and she had been so palpably afraid of his questions..and today also when he asked her that he was ask her the same thing which she had asked him a few days back 'Why was she doing it?' and you could see the fear in her eyes ...whether they did reflect a hidden agenda ...
But this time Kesar did one thing that he had not done at that point of time...This time he released her arm by himself...withdrew his hand after putting these questions...leaving her to work out by herself..as to why is she doing it...why she is going through all this to keep everyone happy...if his action of making her happy could be questioned then couldn't her action be called in question as well???
But you could see him putting his every word in to action here...He has liberated her in every sense...he will not hold on to her anymore...now it will have to be her who has to come back to him...
And she did...boy she did!!!
the why she almost confessed her deepest desire..her most prominent desire...of not leaving the house!
That was again a dual stance...She said that she had stopped giving the life after two months a thought but yet in her deepest recesses of mind, the hope did flower ..that some miracle just might happen and she will be allowed to stay here infinitely...
Did I think or did I not that Kesar actually voiced what she was NOT saying but thinking all along???
That it is possible only in one case...that she might fall in love with him...
*sigh* I dont know what to say about this...
This one simple sentence had so many shades, so many meanings and so many interpretations...
I loved, loved how he said she might love him back and not accept him as her husband...because that accepting him as her husband she even today does...She is doing all the vrats and rituals (I am wondering if Kesar knows about that Suhaag ki nishaani thing😕) and he so knows that when Gulaal does something, she does it whole heartedly...So accepting him as a husband is not something which would or which should make her stay..
I just love that wholesome 'demand' he puts...nothing short of this would do...you know...nothing!! not a farce marriage..nor any other relation like a friend or a well wisher or even as MB and PB's daughter...but only and only as a person who LOVES him...that is the only way she would be in this house...he would not have it any other way...
I loved how he doesnot even put himself into that picture...he is like it has to be her...for him ..it is a done fact..i just love the 'eternal and till death' commitment of these both ...I mean it doesnot even enter the his mind that there might be a chance of him not loving her at any point of time...his fate is like sealed...it is her fate which is yet to be decided..he has WILLED himself to her...
I loved how he looks into her eyes...as if challenging her to meet his..he doesnot shirk or blink or shy away from meeting his eyes..one would think that after having so many jhapats, a guy would atleast go red at the thought...but nah!! not the saffron boy!! he meets her headlong...catching the bull by its horns...
and then his laugh...Well I concede that although I did expect something of this sort but his laugh did make me wanna say 'Gulaal..go right ahead and slap this idiot😡!'😆
Well cant blame him..the guy is in love..and then the way he follows her and is Gulaaling her...and saying 'I say random things, you know me?'😕 Kyun re! when did you ever say random things...Pleajjjh explain😡
And did anybody notice the utter futility of him holding the kheer plate..all he wanted to do was make her smile...and with that bakwaas muhavara...both of them so knew it was a lame attempt...but still they laughed...for the other's sake...
and the moment they are away...you can see the change...Gulaal so knew that Kesar was not joking and Kesar so knew that Gulaal's laugh had just been to make him happy...
*sigh* Can I have him plz😛
By the way the uniqueness of this show...they show the guy in a pardah...so artistically beautiful and different na😆
The dinner time...Well we had guessed he is keeping the fast..and I think our Saru fai has also guessed it...and Kesar is sitting amongst all the ladies and actually thinking that nobody can guess that he has kept the vrat...how brilliant...and I am just enjoying how everyone is so comfortable with the equations between these both...It is like an accepted fact and the way he huffily puffily announces that he too can eat the saltless food if Gulaal can...I swear the guy cannot lie to save his life...why does he even try😳
And the most significant scene,,,
dont know why it escaped me while watching live...May be because I type to give the LU simultaneously that I completely missed this..
but see here...
I just love how he looks in to the mirror...sees Gulaal and then looks closely in the mirror to see her expression...and then just puts his bike on stand..knowing she wants to talk to him...owww...
seee!!.
He sees her and is quite surprised and then looks closely
Gulaal's expression
he then inspects that expression
Knows she wants to talk to him and perhaps not willing to be hindering his trip...as it is considered ill omen to call at someone's back when he or she is almost leaving...
and so just puts the bike on stand waiting for her to come...
To me this was sooo damned significant...
how can he leave when she is looking like this😳
And well..as I said the guy cannot lie to save his life so when he was answering Gulaal on why is he keeping the vrat for him and denying the same...none of the audience..including Gulaal believed and so had to come out with the truth na...
And he does..with such simple honesty...is it a wonder that he just swept the lady off her feet by that...
It was as simple.. he is gonna stick to what he has promised himself...that he will be with her through her pains and turmoils...if they can share happiness then they have to share the pains too...
And I just loved loved how he said that they will share everything for the two months they are together...but did not put any dead limit for that promise he had given himself on sharing her pains...
And Gulaal so knew that...
her tears...her surprise at her tears...she didnot realize she was crying...so overwhelmed she was at this kind of love...
What his cries and angst and confessions could not do..this simple statement did...and the woman did not even realize it...
And it was so evident when she was waiting for him at the puja...and when Sarufai was giving examples of her husband keeping the vrat, that sight smile on Gulaal's face because it was a secret between her and her husband too..that he was keeping the vrat...
There ...that exclusivity that they both share and Kesar so craved...I wish he was there to see that smile...
*sigh* you know the episode did not make me cry but writing this does..
Well I have missed quite a few things...am sure you guys will fill in..right now need to leave...
and Wickedians ..plz mail me your segments..my home net is down ..dont know if it will get alright tomorrow..but as soon as it will, WWW will be posted...Thanks guys😳
And people who find me pakao are not supposed to enter this thread *Points at Chaitu🤢*
But really sweet of him na..the moment I turned red the next day he showed his true saffron colours and I had to revert back..
And it had to come...From the beginning we know how he hates lying and hiding things...he doesnot believe in putting a false face..anywhere...he has always been in your face...on your face kind of person...
There is weird kind of frustration he is facing in loving a woman who is 'higher-than-thou' but still has so many double facets that somehow it is difficult for him to keep up...
that is why he said na' Mujhe nahi samajhna' ...He cannot understand it...it is beyond him...
Gulaal is like the epitome of 'Mahanta' and she is lying ...for however great reasons...
On the name of Dharma, on the name of happiness of others...but she is lying..and that is one thing he cannot digest...
He doesnot believe in making people happy by showing false faces. That is Kesar. Even while on his mission to make Gulaal happy he has never said that he doesNOT love her...he has never succumbed to her explanations or her philosophy of 'lagaav' ...He has held that he has done this for her happiness but he DOES love her.
So now when Gulaal insists on lying of one pretext of other...especially when she is NOT feeling pressurized but is doing it considering it as a 'dharma' of being his wife...is something he cannot digest.
There are so many dual stances in that stance of Gulaal that he is not able to digest😆
See the guy is so super confused at Gulaal's logic of Dharma 😆
Though for me the major break point in here was Gulaal's confession that whatever is happening is because of HER doing...I think subtly or unsubtly this is the first ever confession we had on her Deeyarvatu before Kesar...Somehow an inevitable acceptance of what has happened and what she did...But that analysis belongs to the red thread not the saffron one😉😛
After that it was all helpless and frustrated Kesar watching Gulaal taking over in action. He was so clearly unhappy...and Sarufai was so right in sending him from there...What is he actually doing the whole day in there...I mean the day before he came barging in saving his lady love from cutting her finger..before that to help her pour that hot water in another vessel...I really wonder what exactly has happened to the factory...I mean Dushy is the sarpanch now, Ramu is busy gambling and looting people and Kesar is busy being the busboy😡... Bechara MB is soon going to be begging on the roads, in his age too
Anyways you could see the obvious disgust over the whole scenario...
And how much can this guy take is to be also considered na..He is running pillar to post for the love of a woman who is hell bent upon ruining herself... who would give her actions every name except love...Little does he know that she is melting ..It is ironic that he is there at every moment with her when she is in problem...but not when he could witness those subtle changes in her ...at that time he is busy pitoing that dhol of his
You know when the episode was going on I actually wondered at that coin tossing thing and why suddenly the docile Kesuda evaporated in thin air...but it was building up since days..the moment Sarufai stepped in ..it was there...and Dushy's behaviour just might have ignited the spark...Dont know...that issue is not yet resolved and kesuda is definitely not the one to forget...
But the flashbacks he had were all Gulaal's and her stance...her stance on the Vad savitri day that she had done it because her mother had told her to ...then her allegations about him doing all those things because he wanted her back...and then again Saru fai's announcements and Gulaal's stand that she would go on with the whole drama and not let Sarufai know about the truth...
you see THIS is something he is not able to take...how can she do the same thing she was alleging him for doing ??? How can she have an agenda behind doing something and putting false faces ???
And when she comes in at that very point of time giving him the kheer and lecturing him on not eating...Well you could just see his face as if wondering how can she stand there and tell me this..
And so when she walks to the cupboard to fix something ...who rejoiced when he pulls her by her arms and questioned her?? 😆
I was like finally...and Gulaal had the same expressions which she had during that 'Tu meri pareshaani' hai scene...knowing the answers to his questions and wondering what he is gonna say...afraid of hearing the truth from his mouth and more afraid that he will read the truth in her eyes...
At that time he had asked her 'I have questions..the same questions my eyes ask you everytime'...and she had been so palpably afraid of his questions..and today also when he asked her that he was ask her the same thing which she had asked him a few days back 'Why was she doing it?' and you could see the fear in her eyes ...whether they did reflect a hidden agenda ...
But this time Kesar did one thing that he had not done at that point of time...This time he released her arm by himself...withdrew his hand after putting these questions...leaving her to work out by herself..as to why is she doing it...why she is going through all this to keep everyone happy...if his action of making her happy could be questioned then couldn't her action be called in question as well???
But you could see him putting his every word in to action here...He has liberated her in every sense...he will not hold on to her anymore...now it will have to be her who has to come back to him...
And she did...boy she did!!!
the why she almost confessed her deepest desire..her most prominent desire...of not leaving the house!
That was again a dual stance...She said that she had stopped giving the life after two months a thought but yet in her deepest recesses of mind, the hope did flower ..that some miracle just might happen and she will be allowed to stay here infinitely...
Did I think or did I not that Kesar actually voiced what she was NOT saying but thinking all along???
That it is possible only in one case...that she might fall in love with him...
*sigh* I dont know what to say about this...
This one simple sentence had so many shades, so many meanings and so many interpretations...
I loved, loved how he said she might love him back and not accept him as her husband...because that accepting him as her husband she even today does...She is doing all the vrats and rituals (I am wondering if Kesar knows about that Suhaag ki nishaani thing😕) and he so knows that when Gulaal does something, she does it whole heartedly...So accepting him as a husband is not something which would or which should make her stay..
I just love that wholesome 'demand' he puts...nothing short of this would do...you know...nothing!! not a farce marriage..nor any other relation like a friend or a well wisher or even as MB and PB's daughter...but only and only as a person who LOVES him...that is the only way she would be in this house...he would not have it any other way...
I loved how he doesnot even put himself into that picture...he is like it has to be her...for him ..it is a done fact..i just love the 'eternal and till death' commitment of these both ...I mean it doesnot even enter the his mind that there might be a chance of him not loving her at any point of time...his fate is like sealed...it is her fate which is yet to be decided..he has WILLED himself to her...
I loved how he looks into her eyes...as if challenging her to meet his..he doesnot shirk or blink or shy away from meeting his eyes..one would think that after having so many jhapats, a guy would atleast go red at the thought...but nah!! not the saffron boy!! he meets her headlong...catching the bull by its horns...
and then his laugh...Well I concede that although I did expect something of this sort but his laugh did make me wanna say 'Gulaal..go right ahead and slap this idiot😡!'😆
Well cant blame him..the guy is in love..and then the way he follows her and is Gulaaling her...and saying 'I say random things, you know me?'😕 Kyun re! when did you ever say random things...Pleajjjh explain😡
And did anybody notice the utter futility of him holding the kheer plate..all he wanted to do was make her smile...and with that bakwaas muhavara...both of them so knew it was a lame attempt...but still they laughed...for the other's sake...
and the moment they are away...you can see the change...Gulaal so knew that Kesar was not joking and Kesar so knew that Gulaal's laugh had just been to make him happy...
*sigh* Can I have him plz😛
By the way the uniqueness of this show...they show the guy in a pardah...so artistically beautiful and different na😆
The dinner time...Well we had guessed he is keeping the fast..and I think our Saru fai has also guessed it...and Kesar is sitting amongst all the ladies and actually thinking that nobody can guess that he has kept the vrat...how brilliant...and I am just enjoying how everyone is so comfortable with the equations between these both...It is like an accepted fact and the way he huffily puffily announces that he too can eat the saltless food if Gulaal can...I swear the guy cannot lie to save his life...why does he even try😳
And the most significant scene,,,
dont know why it escaped me while watching live...May be because I type to give the LU simultaneously that I completely missed this..
but see here...
I just love how he looks in to the mirror...sees Gulaal and then looks closely in the mirror to see her expression...and then just puts his bike on stand..knowing she wants to talk to him...owww...
seee!!.
He sees her and is quite surprised and then looks closely
Gulaal's expression
he then inspects that expression
Knows she wants to talk to him and perhaps not willing to be hindering his trip...as it is considered ill omen to call at someone's back when he or she is almost leaving...
and so just puts the bike on stand waiting for her to come...
To me this was sooo damned significant...
how can he leave when she is looking like this😳
And well..as I said the guy cannot lie to save his life so when he was answering Gulaal on why is he keeping the vrat for him and denying the same...none of the audience..including Gulaal believed and so had to come out with the truth na...
And he does..with such simple honesty...is it a wonder that he just swept the lady off her feet by that...
It was as simple.. he is gonna stick to what he has promised himself...that he will be with her through her pains and turmoils...if they can share happiness then they have to share the pains too...
And I just loved loved how he said that they will share everything for the two months they are together...but did not put any dead limit for that promise he had given himself on sharing her pains...
And Gulaal so knew that...
her tears...her surprise at her tears...she didnot realize she was crying...so overwhelmed she was at this kind of love...
What his cries and angst and confessions could not do..this simple statement did...and the woman did not even realize it...
And it was so evident when she was waiting for him at the puja...and when Sarufai was giving examples of her husband keeping the vrat, that sight smile on Gulaal's face because it was a secret between her and her husband too..that he was keeping the vrat...
There ...that exclusivity that they both share and Kesar so craved...I wish he was there to see that smile...
*sigh* you know the episode did not make me cry but writing this does..
Well I have missed quite a few things...am sure you guys will fill in..right now need to leave...
and Wickedians ..plz mail me your segments..my home net is down ..dont know if it will get alright tomorrow..but as soon as it will, WWW will be posted...Thanks guys😳
Kumkum Bhagya
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