Piya : Abhay was , is and will always be mine.
One of the worst feelings in this world is to see your heart leave your body , walk all around the world with a happy grin and look at you as though it had long forgotten that you existed at all. You can cry , scream, wail and try to reach out to It ' but the heart keeps blinking back at you in surprise and wonder what did it ever do to make you cry so much.
Today, Piya was in that state ' she was the suffering human being and Abhay, the seemingly heartless heart. Whatever she did today was neither Piya Jaiswal , nor Piya Dobriyaal . She was just Abhay's Piya who threw all caution to the wind , chucked her ego, attitude and maybe even her dignity just to let her heart reach out to Abhay. It was a tragic blindness of her suffering heart ' it was the desperation of her soul ' just to find any reason to talk to Abhay , touch him , feel him and ask him that oft repeated question again and again ' has he really forgotten me? Is it possible for him to stop loving me?
Misha's act could not stop Piya . Jeh's comfort , counseling and reassurance couldn't budge her stubborn heart. It was always between her and Abhay and if Maithli couldn't take Abhay away from Piya , then, how can anyone else do it?
Driven by the voice of her soul and the mad yearning of her heart for Abhay took Piya back to Abhay.
Piya acted and behaved against all sanity , all rationale , all sense and sensibility when she blocked Abhay's way today. Remember what Piya had said once when she had felt that her feelings for Abhay were beginning to take control of her? She had said that she screams at Abhay , abuses him , picks up fights with him not because she hates him. She behaves so irrational and insane just so that she can see him , so that she can talk to him. Heart is weird. Piya's life has changed , her clothes have changed , even her mind has forgotten the passionate love and soul connection she felt with Abhay ' but her heart is still standing in that snowy night when Abhay left her sleeping and she dreamed about Abhay.
Today she did what she always did during her tragic love tale with Abhay. She picked up a fight with Abhay in the middle of the night , outside her own house . Was that fight for Misha? Was that a defensive sister talking ? Was that argument to accuse Abhay of being a heartbreaker playboy?
No. That fight was for Abhay. That down pour of accusations and blame games amidst angry tears was nothing but Piya's indelible and irrevocable love for Abhay that wants to burst out and just get dissolved into Abhay. She fought with Abhay because that is the only way he will talk to her . She argued and blamed him because she wanted to actually shake him up and ask him that how dare he even think of saying that he didn't love her anymore.
Piya knew that Abhay will hurt her, humiliate her , dismiss her but she didn't care. Or maybe her heart didn't care. It just wanted to be with Abhay and poke him like a sulking child that its never going to believe that Abhay doesn't love Piya anymore.
Piya didn't seduce Abhay just because she wanted to prove a point to him. Infact , it won't be right to call it seduction. It was an attempt of her helpless heart to re-live the magic and warmth she feels whenever she sees Abhay. It was the stubborn declaration of her heart that Abhay was, is and will always be hers. A hurt tigress that she was , she wanted to rub it in Abhay's face that he is hers and no Misha or any woman can change that.
And Abhay? Cold, arrogant , ridiculing , high-nosed, condescending ' he melted like a bowl of chocolate mousse and gave in to Piya. His fake villainy melted into the innocence of his soulmate and he almost kissed Piya.
The moment Abhay melted in her warmth , the scorned wounded woman in Piya triumphed. THERE YOU GO! She threw it in his face . Fool Misha, fool the world, fool yourself. You never moved on from me. It was almost as if Piya was putting a gun on Abhay's head and a knife on his neck to push him to the edge where he would have no option but to tell her that he loves her and he always will.
But, but, but. Abhay maybe emotional and sensitive 'he may have his weak moments ' but we all know his recovery rate is paranormal and his ability to do damage control is unchallenged. The moment he realized that he had given in to Piya and she could arm twist him into admitting his feelings for her , he did a complete 360 degree turnaround. He tried to make her feel guilty for trying to ruin Misha'a happiness . He termed his relationship with Piya nothing but a physical attraction that was driven by the sexual tension between them'
Off he went , without looking back lest his troubled eyes give him away. Like always, he walked away from Piya. And Piya? She was left once again amidst tears streaming down her cheeks , her heart refusing to let go of Abhay no matter what he said . As she dragged herself back to her house , with Abhay's words biting her heart , and she sadly telling herself that Abhay had indeed forgotten her , she still turned back to see if Abhay was still there , watching her?
And what followed was even worse vulnerability on both Abhay and Piya's part. While Abhay took out his frustration in the woods and almost ran back to Piya only to be stopped by the rational vampire in him, Piya doesn't seem anywhere close to closing Abhay's chapter. Abhay had just rejected her , humiliated her , told her that they never loved each-other and that he was happy with Misha. Yet. Yet, Piya found herself sneaking on Misha and trying to find out what is on between her and Abhay. You are forced to smile at Piya's stubborn yearn for Abhay. What in the world will ever make her believe that Abhay doesn't 'love' her anymore?
Remember what we used to say when Piya didn't stop stalking Abhay and even set herself afire for him? If Piya wants Abhay , she will get him. By hook or crook. And today , I saw that Piya again. It was almost like Piya cares two hoots about what Abhay thinks or feels. She wants him and she wants him back at any cost. That is what she looked like today.
P.S- So, Abhay is more powerful as a vampire than Chaand? It seemed like it was Jeh who attacked Abhay . The way Abhay fought him off and injured him, logically, Jeh/Neel or whoever the werewolf is , should not take the risk of fighting him in the rink. It could lead to full fledged exposure. But the fight has to happen , so I guess Jeh will be more careful with tackling Abhay next time round. Abhay really wounded Jeh and he seemed super angry , so maybe Abhay should worry, hmm?
P.P.S- Alina Khurana? So, we have a sexy sister of hottie Jeh coming in? Or is it just for information's sake?
Love and luck always,❤️
GOD bless everyone.🤗
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
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