'THE SACRIFICE, SILENCE & SOLITUDE ' - New AR FF

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|| WRITER'S NOTE ||

Heya all 😊
I don't think you will know me . So,
Let Me Introduce myself first. I am Awantika. but i Go With Awii.
Born in Nepal but currently staying at Brazil. I am seen around KMH forum and write few ff's there.
I am a silent reader of most of the ff's here. But then i decided to share one of my ff which i write in KMH forum with you all as i thought it wouldn't harm at all 😛

Since i am a die hard AR Fan I am changing it into AR FF here.

If any of you've read it in the KMH forum You won't mind reading again As AR FF 😉
For those who haven't read it Hope you will love it .

And P.S ii will bring changes too. 😳

It is Called " THE SACRIFICE, SILENCE & SOLITUDE "

|| STORYLINE ||


Life isn't easy.It isn't a disney fairytale that ends with 'And they all lived happily ever after'. No, its much worse.
It aint fair sometimes, isn't it ? You love someone, He loves you back ! Thats a evy gal's wish. And luckily only sum dreams come true !But sometimes thats just nott enuff to hold on ! Especially , when you have so many people you care about and truly love ! Sometimes a family which understands you so much and has gave you all da freesoms and is ready to accept your relationsip is just not enuff. Its not about understanding, trust , love and care among each other evy tym. May be thats what life is about, Sacrifice And Compromises And sompletely UNFAIR >.<

And this is how starts the journey Of "THE SACRIFICE, SILENCE & SOLITUDE"

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So Guys. i Want comments & Reviews. Feedback & Criticism highly appreciated.
If you want me to update soon COMMENTS Please ?

And Don't forget to hit the LIKE Button 😊

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|| INTRO ||

She was a 8th grader at Mumbai . She has a life of her own. Yet, under her parents. After she completes her 8th standard her parents decide to move to Delhi. She wasn't just ready. She didn't want to go, leaving her life, her best friends [ Siddhant, Yuvraj, Naina, Anjali] After all they were da SCORPION 5 ! Promised to be together till da end, but sometimes, you just have to ! Even tho her parents had never declined a single thing she said. This tym she couldn't convince her parents. Coz her dad's business was jiust too important than her friends too. Her parents made her convince sayin that they wud be there evy vacation And plus they had video calls, fone calls, facebook and evything . But still, it wudnt be da same init ? The la8 nite parties, The gossips wid Naina, The fights wid Anjali, the races wid Sid, the teasings wid Yuvraj and evy single thing. But may be it had to be dis way ! For gud, bad, BEST or WORST !

May be she had to start a whole new journey ! Little did she knew this journey would change her life, HER !

So, began her new life as she entered the plane ! With few days of angriness wid her parents She took admission in the best skool of Delhi .

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okay. So here's the PM List. If you want the Pm Let me know. And send me a buddy req. Do let me Know !


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Stupidcupid1234

krazy4kash

charmingkiller

ssidra

nitina

Shining.Shadow

...Nistha...

Riarai2346

-Ishara-

Abhiya.Arjuhi


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| INTRO N PROLOUGE - PAGE 1 |


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Edited by -Awantika- - 14 years ago
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|| PROLOGUE ||


She Has Secrets You'll Never Know Or Understand,

She Appears So Strong On The Outside,

But On The Inside Her World Is Spinnin Upside Down.

Shes Smiling And Standing Tall 2 The Outta World,

Shes Crying And Breaking Down In Her Inner World.

She Appears So Happy 2 Her Mates,

But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.

She Knows Not 2 Get Her Hopes Up,

As They Always Come Crashing Down.

Shes Heard It All Before & Felt It All.

Shes Experienced More Then Her Fair Share.

1 Touch, & She'll Flinch,

1 Harsh Word & She'll Cry

1 Bad Moment, & She'll Break Down


She's trying hard to act normal but these tears just wont stop

trying to believe in that it's gonna be okay is never enough

so she takes a deep breath try to fake a smile...

try to live this life for her . . . Just for a while !!


Yessh, that Riddhima Gupta, Stuck between my soul And my shadow :|


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I was broke inside as the flame of love died. I swear I felt breathless for a while. Her phrase "i love you but dunt find a point for dis relationsip" Gave my fairytale a dreadful ending. Like a nightmare her words haunted me every day. Those forever lasted to short to think about our future. But that was it. I wondered how a simple good bye could mean so much. How could she take my smile away like that? I used sit in the roof of my house and look at the sunset. Then night would fall. Even dark was pretty with star. But I wondered why she took away the stars of my night. It hadn't been long since we fell for each other. The sweet friendship which bloomed as love looked more like a beautiful rose. But it was my mistake to not see that even roses have thorns. But this thorn pricked too deep and hurt too bad.

I remember her first mail. I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach and the pink blush I had on my cheeks. She used to give me smile in x change of a frown but she changed. The shoulder I leaned turned cold and soon she left without a word. Though looking back hurt so badly, I kept on looking for her, thinking she'll find her way back to where she belongs...and that was with me!!

I never loved anyone like that sweet stranger. I'd care too much for her. More than I cared for anyone before. I remember every night I used to hug the pillow tight and weep listening to vanilla twilight. I tried to stay happy and forget her. But she was the only reason for my happiness. That gal had my whole world in her hand.

Later on my friends told me she asks about me very often and I'd reply, "Why'd she care anymore". It was clear that she was guilty. But I should not care. But why was I feeling bad. Why couldn't I see her in pain when she could put me through hell? Well then hell sounded so much better.

When I asked my sister, she'd reply that's love boy. When you love someone truly, it doesn't depend on them loving you back. To some point her word made sense. So I took a deep breath and finally gathered some courage to speak to her. She said simplest word..."I'm sorry" for a while I was thinking is that all you have left to say...I'd say that but my heart spoke before me and accepted her apology.

Finally I calmed my self down. My sis took care of that frown. I was going to move on.

Until I heard those words again..."I'm sorry I do love you" I turned around to see her say it. But I took a step forth and tried to run away. It felt that my feet were glued to her ground. I told my heart we could no more be tuhgeda. To which she replied, "Can't we just talk ?"...so we sat together, where the story ended. And so the confession *Sigh* !


Yesh, thats Armaan Malik !


Edited by -Awantika- - 14 years ago
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Posted: 14 years ago
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wowowowowow...update sooonn...its sooo interesting...do pm me

luv
kj
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Okay 😊
Sure.
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: krazy4kash

wowowowowow...update sooonn...its sooo interesting...do pm me

luv
kj


Aw. Thanxx so much 😃

Sure. Add me to your buddy list plz ? :)


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Posted: 14 years ago
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nyce itrooo olzzz add me to pm list
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: charmingkiller

nyce itrooo olzzz add me to pm list


thanxxx 😃
Sure 😊
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Posted: 14 years ago
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hey nice concept... Cont soon and do pm me
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Originally posted by: ssidra

hey nice concept... Cont soon and do pm me

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thanx hun :)
Sure ! Add me to yur buddy list for da pm :]

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