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hi friends,
just thought of making a post on kriya ...đ
krishna : Oh, what has happened to me? i don't want to think about her, i want to hate her, i want her out of my life, my heart, my head...but why is that i can't get her out of my thoughts...Oh, my memories...STOP, Pls stop coming back to me...i can't tolerate the intense pain u r giving me...go away, don't torture me...no , i don't want to think of her, i don't want to see her face again...i am wounded...i am writhing in pain n i can't even cry out đ
Oh, pratigya what had i done to u to punish me this much? i loved u , with all my being, trusted u more than myself, ignored , lashed out at the rest of the world n my parents for ur happiness...n u destroyed my trust...u betrayed my love...u chose to harm my mother out of jealousy...u used my love for u...u have destroyed me completely...i want to tear her heart n soul from mine n throw it away, although she never really gave them to me, i guess...but its causing me excruciating pain...i know i would me maimed forever ...leaving just a shell...đ
Pratigya : Oh, what has happened to my world? i can't see it...where am i standing? i don't find a solid ground beneath me...i can't find any support to hold on...Oh, i am hanging in midair...đ i am shattered...bec i saw the most dreading vision in my life , hatred in my krishna's eyes when they look at me...i pine for his love...his trust...the comfort n security that only he could provide...i see only u everywhere...Oh i can't find my heart n soul ...where have i left them? ...ah, i remember...its entwined with his heart n soul...but then why am i feeling gut wrenching pain?...oh no, he is trying to tear me away from him...no, krishna no, it will give u the most horrible pain too...n i can't see his pain...i can't bear the pain of my soul being separate from him...no, i won't take it back...it will lay at his feet , in hope that he may want it back, just in case...i don't want my soul if its not entwined with his... ...the tears falling down my cheeks r the only indication that i am still alive, somewhere...đ
oh why r u so innocent krishna? ur heart n mind is being poisoned n i shudder to think ur pain when u finally sees the truth...n i want to be with u to comfort u, love u when that day comes...bec i know u won't be able to digest the truth this time, without me at ur side...oh, krishna let me be at ur side...pls, let me...đ
just thought of making a post on kriya ...đ
krishna : Oh, what has happened to me? i don't want to think about her, i want to hate her, i want her out of my life, my heart, my head...but why is that i can't get her out of my thoughts...Oh, my memories...STOP, Pls stop coming back to me...i can't tolerate the intense pain u r giving me...go away, don't torture me...no , i don't want to think of her, i don't want to see her face again...i am wounded...i am writhing in pain n i can't even cry out đ
Oh, pratigya what had i done to u to punish me this much? i loved u , with all my being, trusted u more than myself, ignored , lashed out at the rest of the world n my parents for ur happiness...n u destroyed my trust...u betrayed my love...u chose to harm my mother out of jealousy...u used my love for u...u have destroyed me completely...i want to tear her heart n soul from mine n throw it away, although she never really gave them to me, i guess...but its causing me excruciating pain...i know i would me maimed forever ...leaving just a shell...đ
Pratigya : Oh, what has happened to my world? i can't see it...where am i standing? i don't find a solid ground beneath me...i can't find any support to hold on...Oh, i am hanging in midair...đ i am shattered...bec i saw the most dreading vision in my life , hatred in my krishna's eyes when they look at me...i pine for his love...his trust...the comfort n security that only he could provide...i see only u everywhere...Oh i can't find my heart n soul ...where have i left them? ...ah, i remember...its entwined with his heart n soul...but then why am i feeling gut wrenching pain?...oh no, he is trying to tear me away from him...no, krishna no, it will give u the most horrible pain too...n i can't see his pain...i can't bear the pain of my soul being separate from him...no, i won't take it back...it will lay at his feet , in hope that he may want it back, just in case...i don't want my soul if its not entwined with his... ...the tears falling down my cheeks r the only indication that i am still alive, somewhere...đ
oh why r u so innocent krishna? ur heart n mind is being poisoned n i shudder to think ur pain when u finally sees the truth...n i want to be with u to comfort u, love u when that day comes...bec i know u won't be able to digest the truth this time, without me at ur side...oh, krishna let me be at ur side...pls, let me...đ
