But now Geet knows.. she knows the reason behind his behaviour and also about baby's condition.. Now he has nothing to pretend.. He was feeling relieved.. not tensed any more.. she is more stronger then what he thought...she has taken the truth with all courage.. and how much he was scared.. He didn't wanted any thing to trouble her... Now he was feeling guilty, he has always underestimated her... She is just 18 years,, but probably has seen the harshness of life more then him.. Her trust was broken by her near ones.. she fought with everyone to save her child.. and today she has accepted that her child life is in danger... but he didn't see any over reaction from her.. She has complete faith in her babaji,,,.. and he now understood.. if anything goes wrong,.. she will take it.. She is more stronger then him.. and he just wished..he should have shown more faith in her....
Geet was thinking about what has happened in last 2 days.. her dream marriage and then how her all dreams crashed..when Maan spoke those words.. She couldn't believe him.. he being so harsh.. but that he is always.. but it made her feel that.. she should be just happy enjoying his wealth.. But how could he think about her like this.. he knows she didn't marry him for that.. but now she is able to understand.. he wanted to be very harsh so that she don't question him anymore....He smiled at Babji,, for making everything clear to her.. now she understands his dilema,... and she looked at him.. he was sleeping quitely.. holding one pillow close to his heart,, She was feeling so proud being his wife...and she could n't control herself..
"Doctor has asked not to have sx,, but then she can sleep in his arms.. why not..."
Slowly she got up from the sofa and moved towards bed.. without making noise.. She took out the pillow from his hand and made place for herself ..slowly.. She placed her head on his arms and also got inside his sheet.. she smiled at her boldness.. she was feeling better now.. in his arms.. This is what she longed for .. his comfort.. and she slowly went into sleep....
Maan could sense her fragrance when she came near to him.. He knew what she did and how she came in his arms.. He wanted to get up and tell her to go back to sofa,, but could n't do.. he was tempted so much by the thought of her in his arms.. that he just pretended to be in sleep. She was now sleeping peacefully.. He was looking at her.. How much he wanted to resist her.. but then there is no way.... She is here with him.. and he cannot resist... He was getting too much tempted to kiss her... he can do that.. he convinced himself.. this will not hurt the child.. and suddenly he realized.. he had faith in himself.. that he will not go beyond that,.. and then keeping all logics behind.. decided to go ahead.... He moved towards her... but what... he stopped .. . she changed her position... he didn't wanted to awake her...
But then this was getting on his nerves.. he was not able to see her.. and he slowly moved to the other side.. in front of her... to see her clearly..She was sleeping peacefully... and he just wanted . .. one kiss ..He slowly moved towards her,,, and was about to touch her lips.. . suddenly she turned and changed her position again.. he felt frustrated.. Is she awake.. no she looks to be in sleep... and his eagerness to kiss her grew more.. just one kiss...
He moved over her and came on the other side and again he was facing her.. This time he is going to do it.. He moved closer to her,, and then again he saw her moving.. He felt damn frustrated.. what is happening.. and he decided to go to sleep.. and he closed his eyes.. Suddently he felt her on him.. he opened his eyes with more of a shock ..
"Par Geet... how you know,."
"As you can sense me.. I can also know what you want to do.. even if I am in sleep.." she smiled... "So are you going to do it.. or shall I go to sleep.."
He knew .. he cannot miss this chance and he eagerly took her in his arms.. and started kissing her deeply....
Later...
'Geet.. I think we are torturing each other by not enjoying whatever we can......"
"Haan.... we know in our hearts we will not do anything to hurt our child.. bas we didn't trust each other......Aapko mujhain batana chaiye tha,..You kept all pains with you... don't you think I have a right to share with you all,, everything..." she had anger, complain in her eyes..
' Haan Geet, i have realized....I know both of us are strong and till now we faced all difficulties on our own..but from today we will face it together.. we will share our joys,, our problems together... .Yeh hamari shaddi kee pehli kasam hain
and he kissed her once more before they slept in each other arms..
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