FF#Winds Of Desire~Chpt 59(last)&epilogue on P-94~ - Page 9

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Chapter#9

winds of desire

I was completely lost in myself that I dont even noticed when he left...when I came back to senses I felt there is no one...No one ...was I dreaming ...I had felt his touch when he gently released his shirt from my hands and then he abruptly dismissed the kiss by relesing my lips from his trap...I was feeling very embarrased to open my eyes...and thought how will I face him but When I gathered courage and opened my eyes..there was nothing but darkness...

Darkness has became part of my life...There is no hope of light in my life...everyone plays with my emotions...Abhi left me coz I didn't do what he wanted...I didn't clarify his doubts on my purity...but am I a toy that anyone will play with me and when gets bored throw me in a corner...Can a test tell a lady's pureness...no...neither medical nor the purity tests set by society...it only makes the lady a subject of joke...Abhi ...I always admired you...you were a perfect gentleman but failed to become a perfect human being or a perfect lover...I have no issues with him...whats his fault if you thought like others...but I can never respect him like before...

The only person who is responsible for this all is Guddu...Whenever I see him ...my past starts revolving in my eyes and the only thing I feel is hatred but See life is not always same ...his closeness make me forget everything...The person whom I should hate ...I get lost in his eyes...Abhi has embraced me so many times but it never created any sensation in me but his touch even creates a sensation in my body making me shiver...

Whats his fault even...its all my fault why I allowed him to kiss me...I could have stopped him...I had stopped Abhi so many times from coming close to me...but would he have stopped like Abhi...what i am thinking he had come to kiss me ...Thanks and friends suggestions were all excuse..but why...there was no need to make excuse ...I am knowing he is animal...so why he thought to make formalities...I can never trust you Guddu ...for your nasty wish...you used me as a thing...why me

I have not complaint against you willingly...and i had asked sorry also...Whats my fault if Vishnu mama forced me to make a false satement that I had seen you stealing Kalsanwali mamis jewellery...I thought now you wont interfere in my life after breaking my dreams ...my marriage but now also you are not satisfied...you wanna break me into pieces thats why you are trying to play with me and my emotions...

But I promise you Mr.Guddu Shukla...now Runjhun will not allow you to do that ...what you have done today...I will tell you that my silence is not my weakness...I wont allow anyone to hurt my feelings...I am drawn towards you its a fact...but the bigger fact is that i hate you and will hate you till my last breath...I watched towards the clock...it's gonna be five...I should change now...otherwise mami will make comments on chachi for giving me this type of dress...uh...worst night of my life

Scene changes to Guddu's carrom club...he is sitting on his chair

Jabbu told ...he is in Dr.Katari's house...as Kukkan is hurt and clinic was closed...what would have happened...They will return within an hour then only will get to know...what happened???...Did they get papers of land??...when they came out from PN??...Why didn't they called me??...and how they got hurt????

I also got hurt will never be healed...but did I guess correct...was she affected by the kiss??...yes she was...(his inner soul)...no she was hurt...you kissed her without her permission...(Guddu) but she was moaning longing for more...(soul)she was not moaning but groaning in pain coz you hurted her soul tried to come near to the treasure that she has saved for someone deserving in her eyes...(guddu)gyan na de...get lost...(soul)where i will go...I am your conscience...I leave in you and will always show you the difference between right and wrong ...I am going but think and then tell your deed is justifiable or not...(guddu)..I dont know ...maybe I was wrong ...I should not have done that...I did wrong with her...and left her without uttering even a single word after kissing her...she was looking so angelic that I was not able to supress my feelings but Is Guddu shukla's will power that much weak ...that a girl's beauty made him so restless to force him to go against his will...I think I have hurted her enough...I dont desrve her...she deserves a perfect gentleman...

Its decided i wont interfere in her life anymore...I wont disturb her...or insult her...I understood our paths can never be one...

Kukkan(shaking Guddu's shoulder):Bhaiya...are you okay????What are you

thinking??

gudd(come backs to senses):Nothing...just thinking something...leave

that...when you returned??and what are these scars??Kisne tum logo

ko bina sabun ke dho dala...

Kukkan:Bhaiya...dont ask...today I understood why Vishnu Pandey calls his

wife Taarka...That idiot...aah

Guddu: Beta...paheliyaan na bujhao...tell what happened ...Jabbu you tell

Jabbu:Bhaiya...Pandey Niwaas is not a house but zoo...where different kinds

of animal reside...and the only human is the manager of zoo Amma...I

will tell you the full story...

Let me start from the eldest Pandey ...Vishnu Pandey...we went

to his room...both husband wife were sleeping...we started our work ...and by mistake...one bottle of perfume fell down...and then ...Vishnu pandey...Maie kehta hoon Mittho ji...from where this voice is coming...go and check and the reply was...Pandey ji ...please sleep and give a little rest to your maie maie also...We didnt get anything there except maie maie

And then the middle one...I think he is really a middle one...beech ka hai ...you know where he was sleeping...grabbing Billos Foot ...keeping his head on Billo's foot and sometimes in between in his sleep only asking...Billo Rani...are you feeling better or your legs are still paining...and that lady was sleeping wearing her jewellery...my mouth was watered on seeing her jewellery and I tried to take out her bangles...she pushed me away ...and said thinking me Bantu...Bantu ji...my legs are paining not hand...

Kukkan :If i would have not took him away with me ...we would have been in jail...I think more than jewellery you were interested in her...

Jabbu:Dont try to change the topic ...let me complete the whole story ...

Bhaiya ...then we went to ...Kalsanwali's room...and there Kukkan got left and right...we were searching papers in her room...Kukkan bent to search the keys of their almirah below her pillow and accidently...he pulled her pallu...she got aware and in sleep only holded his hand and then ...she said...Abe O...vishnu paare...I had warned you not to touch me...I have kept fast so that we get a good deal for land and then also you cannot control yourself...I will teach you how to control ones desire...Kukkan tried hard to make himself free from her clutch but she gave two bamboo sticks on his head ...she is relly dangerous who sleeps with a bamboo stick below her pillow...I tried to help and in that pulling game...she suddenly left his hand maybe fell asleep ...and I also lost control ...Kukkan's forhead slammed to almirah and he got this cut...then

Guddu(cuts his voice):I have not asked the raamkahani of Pandey Nivaas just

tell...you got the papers or not...

Kukkan:no bhaiya...we didnt ...We searched every corner of the room

Guddu:Can't you inform me that...I had told you to inform me...if there is any

problem or when you plan to leave...

Kukkan:Bhaiya ...why are you blaming me...we had called you not once but many times...have you checked your missed call list...

Guddu(checkes the list):30...missed calls...How come I did not noticed it...Ok

no problem we will do something else ...

Kukkan:Do you have any plan in your mind???(Bhaiya is looking stressed)

Guddu:(smiles)no but soon there will be soon...coz that land is mine and I

cannot let Pandey's to capture my land...

I stood and went to see the rising sun...it really comforts me...and only one thing was in my mind...new morning with a vow ...lets see I will able to fulfill it or not...Bye Runjhun Mishra...I wont disturb your life now

PRECAP-ABHIGYAAN RETURNS FOR RUNJHUN AND A JEALOUS GUDDU