I am writing my boards too this year so I know how nerve-wrecking it can be so all the best to you and I am sure you'll come out with flying colours.
Further I want to tell that you are a very beautiful person. Whatever you are doing , it may not be the best but it's something and that's what count! I would definitely like to know you better once you come back. It's always a pleasure to get to know people like you! :)