In loving Memory of Maheen (Mahn786ch)

part of post in dis color is maheenz actuall msg 4 her frendz

we all are vry shocked n hurt by dis newz bt someone who ws hurt de most is her mother. Mama isreally vry hurt. its likemama's life stopped along w/ Maheens breathing. i cudnt see dat anymore so i made her sit beside me n read ur posts for Maheen. her eyes were filled w/ water at dat time dis is her msg 2 u guyz

Mano is my life. She was always very concerned about all of you and I always used to ask her why? I mean I used to say that you don't even know any one of them personally and she used to say Mama they are my friends. Aur phir dost banane ke liye, un ki care karne ke liye yeh zaroori toh nahin keh aap un se mille hon. Now I can understand why she loved you all so much because you all love her so much. She will always be alive for me and now I am sure that she will be alive in lots of other hearts as well. A few days before her death she was really sad and cried a lot. I asked her why and she told me that her friend Juhi is realy sick, that she has brain tumor and she went on praying that Allah please usse theek kar do. Please usse zindagi dein. Kassh meri umar bhi usse....and she stopped right there. I kept thinking about that but never in any vaguest dream had I the idea that it's because she doesn't have a life to give it to anyone. Her doctor told us that she knew she won't survive and it was her last wish that no one should know about her condition. She has made me proud of her at every step of life and I am lucky to have a daughter like her. I also want to thank all of you for giving her immense happiness during the times hse visited here. I am sure she will live in our hearts forever.

One last thing I have to share is her last msg for all of her friends. When hw was very little, she gave me a special box on my birthday. And she always used to put a request note in that box. And everyday when I sued to read her requests, it used to occer to me that what kind of chld is this? She would always ask for others and never for herself. Once she asked me to pray for neighbor's cat. She wanted gifts, prayers for others but nothing for herself. As she grew up, I eventually stopped looking in the bos. Now when she is no more with me, I opened that box going through all of her stuff and there I found two letters, one addressed to me and family and one to her friends, at that time it occurred to me that you all were like her second family. this is what she wanted to tell you all

My dearest friends, I know you all are very angry with me. But what could I do? I know I have always said that sharing happiness makes it more and sharing griefs lessen them but isn't giving your burden, pain to others to lessen it for you, a bit selfish? I think so but that doesn't mean that I don't love you I love you all! You all mean a lot to me! I know Mama will find this letter when I will leave you guys so I want to say something that I never told you guys before. You all are my true friends and have given me so much love and truly the best days of life. I would like to thank Suz, and Vijay the most for that. Thanks for giving me so many special bonds that I will carry even after this life. Hamra saath shayyad itna hi tha. It doesn't mean that I will forget you. I won't. Even sitting by Allah's side I will keep praying for you all but I wonder what I will do about JJKN. Don't worry I will still be watching it up on the sky probably with special episode recordings! Kya khayyal hai match fixing ke bare mein?! I feel like writing on and on and on but I know I can't do that. I love you all and if you all love and respect my feelings even a bit, then I am asking for a promise. Please never cry, not for me atleast. I am not angry with anyone not even with Allah. Even though He has given me a very small life but He has given me a lot in that, a wonderful Mama and family, friends like you all and so much love and happiness. I love you all! The truth is that now I am tired of bearing all this pain. Can't endure anymore and I can see that Allah is planning something special for me up there. The best part is that I'll get to see each and everyone of you from above your heads. Whenever you will sad just look in the sky and somewhere you will find me looking at you Promise! Goodbye my friends with a hope that you all will keep my promise. Love you all!

That is what she was a little angel for me and her whole family. BEing her mother, I am very sathat she didn't even tell me but maybe her happinees lied in that. You all are very close to Mano's heart and so are you to mine. I never knew I had so many daughters.

having read some of your msgs i can see dat it will nt b easy 4 any1 of u 2 forget her bt just see wut it wud be like 4 people hu have actually met her. its impossible 2 forget her n as Mama and a lot of u said shell alwayz live in our hearts. thanks once again 4 loving her truly n making her happy during de last days of her life especially.

omg...that was very difficult to read....my sympathies and love are with Maheen's mother. I regret not getting to know her better...her posts were so simple and lively...full of love and peace...she seemed to always be looking for peace within IF...

hi kushi. all i can say is thax a lot to u for this.

& plz its my request to u that if u can pass this to maheen,s mom.... that we know we can,t do nothing for u.

we can,t bring our maheen back.

but there is one thing we can do. is we r with u always. we r proud that maheen is our friend. & her family is so sweet /brave& has lots of courge just like maheen.

i know its really painfull for u dear aunt.& also its not less for anybody to bear this.

but u r a mother. & its not easy for u.i know.

but u have to be brave.

we r always with u & maheen.

we love u............... take care.

i,m sorry for any mistake.

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JJKN has been great after Purab's entry... The ones in Alibagh and when he used to say 'Mrs. Purab Mehra" to Jassi are my favorite scenes.. longing to see more of them.

thax jp. for all this........................👏

All of us will miss Maheen. Maheen's family, we all are with you during this difficult time. May god bless Maheen's soul.

A tribute to a little angel...

as Maheen's Mama said she ws truly an angel. knowing about her disease at such a young age, she still hud an optimistic apporach 2 life. she alwayz wanted 2 get something from life, 2 achieve something great knowing dat de life hud something else 2 offer. shes more than 2 years younger 2 me bt shes de person i admire. i wish i hud such a big heart like hers dat cud hold such a big pain sharing everyones' happiness and pains at the same time. we complain bout even de smallest probs in our lives n she never even said a word bout de biggest one cud ever face. i salute her courage. dis is actualy a poem dat she wrote bout life.

Zindagi kya hai?

Zindagi kabhi phoolon se mehekti subha hai...
Toh kabhi kanton se ghiri shaam.

Zindagi khushiyon se chamakta ujala hai...
Toh kabhie dukhon mein chupa andhera.

Zindagi kabhie kamiyabi ki unchaai hai...
Toh kabhi mayoosi mein doobi gharayi.

Zindagi kabhi lati hai honton pe muskurahat...
Toh kabhie bharti hai aankhon mein aansoo.

Zindagi keh kayi chuppe roop hain...
Par sach to hai sirf ek hi.

Choti se hai yeh zindagi aaj ke liye jiyo.
Har pal zindagi mein har ek zindagi jiyo.

Choti si hai yeh zindagi has ke guzaro.
Har khoobsurat apl ko dil mein utaro.

Ro kar zindagi ko be matlab nan karo...
jiyo toh iss tarhan keh duniya ko kuch de kar jao.

now i understand wut she meant by each n ever phrase. i consider myself lucky dat god gave me a chance 2 meet such a sweet person. her gentle personality n swett words cud make anybody her friend. each n evrything dat u wud find in her room has an optimistic approach evn dou de life has been vry pessimistic 2 her. im fortunate n unfortunate dat i ws w/ her wen de angel soul departed. fortunate b/c i shared de last moments w/ her. unfortunate i lost my best frend n probably de sweetest person dat i ever met. Maheen n Aashreya must b together up dere keeping an eye on us so de last thing i wud du is cry in dere memory. de only fact dat Maheen is nt w/ us anymore brings tears in my eyes bt if i ever think bout de times i spent wi/ her dey tryly bring smile on my face. her smile cud make anybody smile n her tears... she alwayz hid from others. i just hope wherever u 2 are up on de sky, u are happy n in peace dat u cudn't find on earth. i promise ill try to fulfill de promise u asked 4 Maheen.

Thanks jprasad for putting this up.

Dear Aunty, there is nothing I can say that would take away the pain of loosing Maheen. We still can't get over it. I don't think we will ever get over it.

But she was a very beautiful person. In the short time that I got to know her, she became like a younger sister to me. She gave immense happiness to everyone who came in contact to her.

I hope wherever she is, she is happy and in peace.

Minnie.

i need to learn lot of things from Maheen.Reading the message i could feel that what a wondeful daughter she was...even she has the wonderful family... She has done a lot of good things in her short life and brought smiles on faces of their loved ones and friends.May God Bless her and give her immense happiness

Maheen's last post to us...


Dear Vijay, Jasu di, Anju di, Minnie, Ravu di, Sukh di, Priya, Rabi, icy_devil, Aru, Megz, Mishy, Ami di, Sumeet, Paki, Priyanka di, Sai di, JP, Shiverz, Hinu (Hinni), KK, Sam, and everyone, I have to leave. I have to leave due to some problems. Whether or not I will come back, I don't know. And if I do come back then I will be the happiest person on earth and if I don't then life has to go on no matter what. I will miss you all. Thanks a lot for giving me acceptance and lots of love in such a short passage of time. I will be always indebted to you guys for everything.

I am very sorry for leaving like this but I have to leave. Life is a mess and the truth is that I am tired of fighting with it. I am very sorry but the fact is that I have to leave. Now it's time to say Goodbye… Goodbye with the hope that we will meet again!

Love,

Maheen