http://www.india-forums.com/tv-show/635/saathiya/video/100047-saathiya-112-1.htm
he says to kokila you have forgiven this gawar
next video is yesterdays he said Gopi
http://www.india-forums.com/tv-show/635/saathiya/video/120015-saathiya-205-4.htm
to me he is fighting his feelings, asking his mom to do the dirty work that way she will be blamed not him