Well, guys, I am totally confused now. I thought Geet left Maan because of her principles and because of the fact that she thought Maan was marrying her to get Dev out of jail. And with that, she also heard Maan talking to Dadi about the same.
But yahan tu mamla hi kuch aur hai. Why in the world did she fight with Maan and disgraced him soo badly, when she is still soo lovey dovey with Dadi. Well, if the bone of contention was Dev's case than why did Maan have to face all this humiliation, when she is totally fine with Dadi. Excuse me Geet, didn't you hear Maan and Dadi; didn't you think both are involved. Than, why only Maan had to face this humiliation and hatred. What in the world is his FAULT???? If you have forgiven Dadi soo easily, than why only Maan had to face this torture and hateful behavior of yours.
As I said guys, I am totally confused. And please don't give me a reason that she was just being polite with Dadi because of her age, because I wont take that. My question is, what is she doing in Khuranna Mansion? Why did she come? When she thinks she has broken all ties, when she has humiliated and degraded Maan to this extent, than whats the purpose of coming back to khuranna mansion. Yes yes, Dadi called, not once but twice, but where is your self respect Geet. On one hand, you have broken all ties with Maan, and on the other, itna tyaar ho kay, pretty pretty lag kay, you very conveniently came to the Khuranna mansion. That was totally illogical. Totally.
And I fully agree with Maan's question? Why did you come here Geet? why? And I also agree with the fact that he asked her to leave. Why shouldn't he? When you have given him soo much humiliation and hatered, why shouldn't he ask you to leave his house. And as he said, he doesn't want a tamasha ... perfectttt. Who knows, Geet madam ka kya pata, janay kab tamasha shuru kar dain. Ghussa aaya nahi, aur tamasha shuru!!!!
And then, when Dadi intervened and said, I called her, she actually had the heart of smiling and then giving Maan a look which said, "dekha. Dadi ma called me, so just be quiet .." And hence my question again. Sara ghussa Maan pay hi kuin nikla, kasoor tu Dadi ka bhi than a? Then why all this love for Dadi and none for Maan?????? Confusion, confusion, confusion.
So she came to the house.Back to where Maan once waited for her for the engagement. BAck where once they had dreamed to live their life as one. But fate and Geet, yeh honay na diya!!!! anyways, she looked pretty, very pretty indeed. Maan look ravishing, angry and controlled. His eyes were full of love for Dadi when he came down, after many days I saw a soft expression on his face. He touched her feet, hugged her, took her blessings, and his expressions were soft and calm. And then she came. And everything changed. Anger filled his eyes, and his heart remembered the time when she had hurt him bad enough. When she had humiliated him bad enough. When she had said all those hateful things to him. And he asked her to leave. But Dadi came as a savior.
And then Dadi asked her to talk to Maan. Once. Now, I have another question; she is standing in khuranna mansion, Maan has asked her to leave please, but she has the heart to stay, and then when Dadi said, Maan bought the company for you, she said, "just to continue his fight, just to let me down..." WHAT??? Did I hear it right? Geet, if you have soo many concerns and hard feelings, will you please kindly leave.. That's all that I have to say. To be frank, she is confused as well. She doesnt even know what she feels for Maan; she doesn't even know why she left him; why she humiliated him ... she is totally clueless. Totally.
But when Dadi was talking about Maan's past, just a word, and Geet's expressions changed. Looks like she has no clue whatsoever here as well as to what happened to Maan. Well she may not know the whole thing, we all dont now it as well, but I still remember the day when she followed him to the old, dark room upstairs. and saw his smiling pic and said, wah, Maan sir muskuratay bhi thay kabhi. And then maan came and said those things. But anyways, chalo, tab na sahi, ab sahi, I just hope she tries to understand Maan .... at least once ... at least a little.
And when Dadi was telling her about the fact that she supported Dev, knowing that he was at fault, her expressions changed again. So was that an indication that she has started trusting that Maan was not alllll that bad, as she sooo conveniently assumed. Chalo, yeh bhi dekh lain gay, what those expressions meant.
And then the scene when Maan made it very clear to her that she had hurt him SOOOOOOOO MUCH that the pain of burning his hand is nothing in front of that hurt, that anguish, that distress. He made is very clear to her, that no agony, no torment will ever match the suffering she has given him for life.
And while he was standing in that room, watching his burnt hand, his entire being shouted ...
Mein kaisay bhool paoon ga Geet
Us dard ka ehsaas
Jo dard tum nay mujhay diya hai ...
Mein kaisaymita paoon ga Geet
Us lamhay ko dil say
Jab tum nay tukday tukday kar diya
Meray har aitbaar ko
Meray Maan ko, samman ko
Meray har abhimaan ko ...
Meri pyar kay daman pay
Tum paaoo'n rakhti chali gaee
Aur mein khara sochta raha
Yeh dard jo tum nay mujhay diya hai
Kaisay kam ho ga is ka ehsaas
Kaisay mit payay gi is ki chubhan
Kaisay bhool payay ga mera wajood.
Kay yeh dard jo tum nay mujhay diya hai,
Har dard say zyada hai
Har dard pay bhari hai .....
And then the precap, where he held her and said, "I hate you," and this time around, it was intense. We still have to see the epi on Monday to talk more about it, but here is what I feel ... and I feel what Maan feels as well..
How would he be able to trust her ever again?
How would he be able to give his life in her hands ever again?
How would he be able to trust her with his love ever again?
How? And why?
Is it that easy?
He is following her, he cant live without her, that's for sure, but how would he trust her ever again? kay bharosa aik baar tut jayay, aitbaar aik baar bikhar jayay tu sadiyaan lag jati hein, dobara jurnay mein. Aur kabhi kabhi tu wo bhi kam par jati hein.
Maan's pain is unbearable for me. Geet chose it for herself, by making that choice of leaving him and humiliating him; but Maan!!!! He never choose that, he was thrown into this situation by the one person he had loved and trusted sooo dearly.
I wish kay mein geet hoti
tu tumhara haath thaam kay
baray pyar say kehti ....
agar mujh say mohabbat hai
mujhay sab apnay gham dai do
in aankhon ka har ek aansoo
mujhay meray sanam dai do.
tumharay gham ko apna gham
bana loon tu qarar aayay
tumhara dard seenay mein
chupa loon tu qarar aayay
wo har shay jo tumhain dukh dai
mujhay meray sanam dai do
in aankhoon mein na ab mujh ko
kabhi aanso nazar aayay
sadaa hanstee rahain aankhein
sada yeh hont muskayee
mujhay apni sabhi aahein
sabhi dard-o-alam dai di
agar mujh say mohabbat hai
mujhay sab apnay gham dai do
in aankhon ka har ek aansoo
mujhay meray sanam dai do.
Looking forward to hear from you,
Hope you all had a wonderful Diwali.
Love,
Kashish
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