New FF: New York times with Maan and Geet - Page 30

Very well written! Waiting for them to accept their feelings for each other!! Good Work Hasini👏

awesome part dear....
loved the shopping scene n when will MG meet again???

All in all super part!!!!!!!

beautifully penned dear... loved it

awesome and fabulous update

this is very unique and i am totally hooked to your posts. great work!

lovely update!!!

waiting for maneet to realize their lovE!!!


update ASAP!!!

Ok...doing a short post...but an important one...Hopefully you all like it and please do post...looking forward to it.

Part 23: The Crossover at Canyon.

<Maan's monologue>

I rented the cabin at the North Rim of the Grand Canyon…South was always too crowded for me…I wanted to stay away from people…As many would call it I retreating back to my man cave…but I didn't care.

I needed to stay away from her and that is all that mattered to me now.

I was in sheer anguish…she was not mine…What did I want out of the time that I spent with her?

It was all fine up until yesterday…the fact that I was wanting things out of her drove me crazy…I didn't like to be in such a spot…"To want things from another person" …I distanced myself from everyone for the same purpose…I wanted to live and provide for myself and not expect anyone to help or provide for me… even daadima…

I met her in office…alright…she works with me and stays in the same apartment as mine so I bump into her often…still sounds good…I get to know she is married and yet I fought my attraction towards her…

My thoughts started breaking down...and my mind started throwing all the times I spent with her....in some order...I couldn't process all the bits and pieces...

She was leaning on my shoulder…Holding her hand all the time during our walk to the apartment from the restaurant…Her innocent statement about my anger…

Everything was driving me crazy…I took Daadima's advise and let go of the resistance and decided to be around her so that she wouldn't haunt my thoughts so much…

Hot Chocolate? The almost hug in Central park…

Her whole world collapsed…I didn't want to stay away and act unaffected when she was in such turmoil…I helped her and wanted to comfort her…that still sounds reasonable…I guess I would have done that to anybody else in the same situation…or was she really special?

And then she held my hands in the terrace…that changed so many things…I couldn't stay away from her since then…

And then I went to Vegas with her because I wanted to help get her out of her miserable state…and then fate gave my shoulder to her…and she gave me a piece of her

And then she once again held my hand at the French caf…

And then the evening out with her…She looked like a goddess with the water lilly earring…all the pictures that she shot of me…

How she opens up to me? Does she do that to everyone…

And then how she gave me a piece of her willfully and took a piece of mine back…

What was all that cooking? And Ji…and aap…perhaps to any other guy…it was a girl showing her gratitude for helping her out of the direst situations…but to me it all seemed as if I was special to her…

May be it was not I…but she to me…Godamnit…I couldn't accept it and say it out loud even mentally…

She was special to me…in ways more than a friend…I...I….

Alright forget it…Even if I do acknowledge how am I to know if things will turn out different? That I will ever make a difference to her…There was a good chance that her current marital situation could turn upside down and she would end up back with him…

What if her husband came back? What if she really loved him? What if she is not able to move on?

What if she just won't accept me?

What if we break out of this trance and find that we were not meant for each other? Afterall in the beginning it is just a temporary collapse of ego boundaries…and then…we wake up and find that it was all just a dream…dreams never turn into reality…

I fought withing myself…I had stayed on bed all day…I got up, showered and started out on a jog…

I ran fast and far…far away from the thoughts that were racing in my mind…

I sat down on a huge rock and tried to catch my breath…

The sun had already started to set and the wind was blowing cold…

I saw the setting sun and wondered how nature never expected anything from me…it did its job no matter what…is that supposed to be telling me something?… I felt nature had planned everything out for me…like how I was meant to stop here and ponder on this thought…and perhaps the same way…my meeting her and growing insanely fond of her could not have been an accident either…since when did I start believeing in destiny?…

I accepted everything that I was going through…there was no resisting anymore…there wasn't anything I could do about her past and nor about my future…there was no way I was going to get answers for all my questions….nothing mattered anymore.

I gave in…

I was insanely and irrevocably in love with her.

I didn't care if she will ever be mine…I didn't know if she will ever feel the same way I do for her…but there was no going back for me.

I went back to the cabin, packed my bags and drove back to Phoenix. I took the next flight to NY…I wanted to see her…I missed her badly…

My thoughts raced to her once again in the flight…I had to think through my decision with a straight head…

I love her…and there was no doubt about that…I have no expectations from her…She is married…she belongs to another man…

I decided I will never let her know of my feelings until she was free from the marital bonds she was currently in… but my heart craved to find out about what she felt for her husband and where the relationship stood from her perspective…

I kept thinking of how she must have been the past two days…I wasn't sure about Physics…but time really was slowing down for me…

I was back in the apartment…I couldn't wait for the day to come out…

It was the first day of the rest of my life to love her and…her alone…