#5Kya Pyar Aisa Bi Ho Skta Hai??(AR)note-153 - Page 100

Originally posted by: frnd.of.frndz

Rucha ki BACHI...?????????????

mere bache kab hue neha ki aunty...???????? 😲

aur yeh ANKITA ka thread hai.. mithai ki dukaan thodi jo LADOO milenge... yahan toh HIGH HEEL kicks milti hain bas..... ☺️ 😆 😆😉

no update.🥺..i jst come t read nxt part....

Originally posted by: saniashzadi_10

no update.🥺..i jst come t read nxt part....

bas thodi daer aur likh rahi hun, complete hone waali hai update, par mai pehle hi bata rahi hun aaj bhi serious hogi update, kyunki itni problems ke baad seedha happy mode nahi aa sakta na, happy mode ke liye thodi si aur wait hai abhi

Originally posted by: GoDsLoVe

bas thodi daer aur likh rahi hun, complete hone waali hai update, par mai pehle hi bata rahi hun aaj bhi serious hogi update, kyunki itni problems ke baad seedha happy mode nahi aa sakta na, happy mode ke liye thodi si aur wait hai abhi

i knw dat update happy happy nhi hogi magr.....bt really aniously waitng fr da nxt part..

Part-188

Ishq leta hai kaise imtihaan..

(riddhima got surprised when heard these words while getting out of car)

Ishq leta hai kaise imtihaan

(she looked here and there in ground and tried to find him and then moved in..)

Ishq mai jeeyu, ishq mai marun, ishq hi mera bhagwan

(she rushed and looked everywhere in house but didn't find him, she's standing near stairs and realized that this voice's coming from up, from their actual room, she with surprise moved up slowly wlowly, registering his words in herself)

Haaye rabba tu hi meri jaan, tu hi jahan, tu hi meri manjil, tere ishq mai main kurbaan…

(she opens the door quietly and remained standing there only where she was as she saw armaan hugging her photo tightly, mumbling those words as if he meant to each and every word..)

Ishq mai deewangi ki hadd se gujar jaun..

Tere pyar mai aaj mai jeekar mar jaun

(he kept looking in room with lost eyes reminding their moments, sometimes smiled and while reminding present again anger fills in his eyes, he wished to cross all the limits of madness and to punish ankit and make his life hell)

Ishq mai jalte hai hum raat din

(he looked in mirror and found riddhima screaming, crying badly, totally scared, her clothes full of sweat, he punched in mirror tightly and several pieces of mirror fell down)

Haye ye mera dil na mane tere bin tere bin…

(he saw different images of riddhima with smile and in one piece actually riddhima's image was there, standing near door with closed eyes feeling armaan's pain as well as his love for her, armaan while looking at the image and mumbling the words shaked his head in no as if justifying the words)

Ishq leta hai kaise imtihaan…

Ishq mai jeeyu, ishq mai marun, ishq hi mera bhagwan

(he picked up that piece of mirror and hugged it, then touches that piece from his heart, then eyes then head, and then kisses it, all the images got vanished but still that image didn't vanish that's in his hand, he saw her looking in his direction with teary eyes which was full of love, he stopped singing and turned and saw riddhima standing in real, she smiled a bit and cleared her tears, and moved towards him but before that armaan crossed her and moved out from room, riddhima tried to stop him, but couldn't as he's already out..)

Sama raha hai tu jismojaan mai,

(riddhima again got teary seeing armaan's berukhi towards her and mumbled the words while looking towards the door)

challi jayegi jaan iss imtihan mai

(then she rushed out and looked at armaan with eyes conveying that his berukhi is killing her, she can't give this test of staying away from him)

ab mujhko hai maalum ki tu hai mera junoon,

ab tu hi mera rabb jindagi, tujhse hi mera sukoon,

(she turned her face and leaned against wall, closed her eyes, then looked at god idol and then back at armaan who turned his eyes and started moving his wheel chair)

hayee rabba tu hi meri jaan, tu hi jahan, tu hi meri manjil tere ishq mai main kurbaan

(she clutched her dupatta near her heart, then points to armaam and then whole world and slowly slowly stepped forward and stood in armaan's way and settled in front of him, touched his feet and placed her head on his knees…)

Armaan shaked his head lightly as found himself weak, so weak to detangle her from himself, he cleared his eye corner, riddhima snuggled herself more close to him and closed her eyes, a kind of secured feeling across her heart, she encircled her arms around his thighs more tightly, after few minutes armaan realized that she's asleep

Suddenly his cell rang, he quickly made it silent then picked it up.. "chirag kuch pata challa uss editor ka jisne wo bakwaas print kiya", chirag slightly hesitated as he knew how much hurt and angry armaan's, armaan asked him to tell the truth, chirag said "nahi wo editor to nahi mila, wo bahar gaya hai kaam se, par itna pata challa hai ki uss editor ko paise khillaye gaye the ye sab karne ke liye wo bhi 5 lakh rupaye..

A: (with shock) kyaa???? 5 lakh..

Ch: haan sunkar mujhe bhi jhatka laga, aisa kaun insaan hoga jo itni buri tarah se riddhima ki barbaadi dekhna chahta hai ki usse paise ki bhi parwah nahi…

A: insaan nahi hai wo… insaan nahi hai chirag… kissne paise diye ye mujhe pata nahi lagana, kyunki wo mujhe pata hai, wo aisa kyu kar raha hai ye mujhe pata lagana hai…

Ch: armaan itni tension mat le, sab theek ho jayega…

A: chirag kaise tension na lun (he got hyper) kaise sab theek hoga???

Ch: wo mujhe nahi pata armaan, par gussa karne se ya khud ko saja dene se kuch nahi hoga, iss waqt samajhdaari se kaam lega to hi behtar hai, aage teri marji…(he cuts the call)

Armaan kept the phone and looked at riddhima, his heart skipped a beat when saw her innocent and peaceful face on his thighs as if asking him can't you forgive me this time, as I need you more than your anger on yourself and ankit, I need you more than your pain whose reason is me, I need you more than anything.. armaan placed his hand on her head and than bends down and placed his lips on her temple, a smile crept on her lips in sleep and armaan adored her smile, he kept on caressing her hair when..

Tu usse divorce nahi dene waala thana…(armaan looked around and found his image with lower back resting on railing and looking coolly here and there with his hands crossed on his chest)

A: kya matlab?? (with confused face)

Img: means tu usse divorce nahi de sakta tha armaan, itna bada kaam karne ke liye dil chahiye hota hai jo kit ere paas hai nahi, wo to already aapki riddhimaji le gayi..

A: haan mai to bina dil ke jee raha huna..

Img: jhut bolna band kar khudse armaan, riddhima agar teri jaan bhi le legi na to bhi tu uss se kabhi khud ko alag nahi kar paayega, kyunki tune uss se itni mohabbat kar li hai ki nafrat kya hoti hai, riddhima se alag hona kya hota hai ye tu nahi jaanta, "alag" ye word ka tujhe matlab nahi pata jab riddhima ki baat aati hai, phir kyu uss se naraj hone ka naatak kar raha hai…

A: naaraj??? Naaraj nahii hurt..

Img: par kya hurt hokar itna bada step uthana theek tha??? Kya hurt hokar apna ek hi anmol rishta, jiss rishte ko tune aur teri riddhima ne milkar pal pal pichle 6 saalo se sajaya tha, kya itna bada step uthana uss rishte ke liye theek tha?? Kya yahi tumhare pyar aur tumhare rishte ka anjaam hona chahiye tha, kya jara si chot lage to rishta tod kar hi phenk dena chahiye, kya jab hamare shareer ko chot lagti hai hum uske dard se bachne ke liye uss part ko hi kaat phenkte hai, aise to har roj hi pata nahi kitne rishte tut te aur kitne rishte judte, phir to rishto ka dusra naam hi khel(game) ho jaata, nahi?? Kya ye sahi tha???

A: nahii, par kya karun iss rishte mai mujhe kabhi starting se hi compromise karne ki jarurat nahi padi, riddhima ke itne paas raha ki itna alag sa rehne ki aadat nahi rahi uss se, usse maine dil se apna maana hai, apna hissa aur khud ko uska aur riddhima jab mujhe khud se alag samajhti hai to aisa hi feel hota hai jaise kissi ne mujhe divide kar diya ho do hisso mai,

dukh hota hai jab wo same galti baar baar karti hai, mujhse chuppa kar pata ni usse kya maja aata hai dard sehne mai, wo kyu bhul jaati hai ki agar wo mujhe pain na ho issliye baatein chuppa ri hai to, usse pata hona chahiye ki wo galat hai, kyunki pain to hoga tab bhi, aur uss pain ki intensity bhi jayda hogi,

starting se wo aise hi karti thi, kabhi diwali par apni anjali di ka blame khud par lekar mujhse uss par shak karne ka paap karwaya, to kabhi anjali aur dr. shashank ki kadwi baatein khud jhelti rahi, nahi bataya ki wo kin insecurities se nikal rahi hai, niki-rohit se pata challa tha ki aisa kuch hai uski life mai aur ab ye,

wo hamesha mujhe apne pain mai alag kyu kar deti hai apne aap se, kya riddhima ko nahi pata mujhe kaisa lagega, baar baar wo mujhpar trust nahi karti apni life ki itni badi baaton ko lekar, mujhe kaisa feel hoga, ek baar bhi nahi sochti mujhe kitna lonely sa feel hota hoga, wo mujhse starting se expect karti hai ki mai uske saath true rahu, loyal rahu, har baat bataun kyunki ye uska hak hai, to agar yahi maine expect kiya to kya kuch galat hai??

Jab Patiala ka case hua tha, tab riddhima aur mai alag ho gaye the kyunki maine jhutt bola, sanjana ka case hua to riddhima hurt hui thi kyunki maine uss se sachayi chuppai thi, to phir mai kyu ni hurt ho sakta, mujhe pata hai beeti baato ke baare mai sochna bewkufi hai kyunki ab hamare relation ka standard hi kuch aur hai,

par phir riddhima same baatein repeat karke pal mai kyu realize karwa deti hai ki aaj bhi hum jaha the wahi khade hai, mai bhi to sirf yahi expec karta hun riddhima se ki wo mujhe kabhi khud se dur mat kare, par wo apne dukh dard mai khud ko mujhse alag karke mujhe aise realize karwati hai jaise mai worthy nahi hun uska dukh sun ne..

phir baat to yahi aayi na ki jab mai kissi cheez ka worthy hi nahi hun, to mai uske saath kya kar raha hun, divorce mera shayad sabse jayda bold decision tha, bahut jayda immature decision, bahut jayda jaldbaaji waala decision, bahut jayda pachtata mai iss decision se, riddhima meri ab aati jaati saason se bhi bhadkar hai,

pata ni jindagi kaha se kaha pahunch gayi hoti, aaj mai hota bhi ya nahi ye bhi nahi pata, kyunki divorce ki feeling se hi aadha mar gaya tha, par ye saja meri thi riddhima ke worthy na hone ki aur riddhima ki thi mujhe baar baar apna banakar paraya kar dene ki

Img: aur aarish??? Usse kyu saja di jaa rahi thi??? (armaan looked at the image with unanswerable eyes but till that time his image was vanished, he opened his eyes as if woke up after a nap, he rubbed his eyes and remembered the fight between his inner minds (antar mann) which was divided in to 2 parts,

and both were trying to reason each other, since after their anniversary/divorce day, his inner self was asking him again and again if he's right for asking a divorce to riddhima, won't that be a very bold decision, agreed that he's hurt badly, he's angry with himself but is that right to break all ties with your only loved one whom you love after the limits of madness,

and what about aarish?? What if riddhima'd signed those stupid papers and took aarish or left aarish with him, would that lil child be able to live with single parent when he loves his parenths equally, what was his mistake, why would he suffer due to his mother's unreasonable decision and than top to it, he'll suffer the most due to his father's aggressive decision, one decision, only one decision would have turned his life into hell,

Like this armaan gets more restless as everyday a kind of war goes in himself, he answers to every question, but becomes unanswerable when aarish's questions arises, deep down he knew that divorce decision was not correct at all, he's very wrongfor asking a divorce to riddhima, mistakes does happen, if it won't than everyone will become god, but still armaan's not accepting this completely as his anger and pain were not letting him to accept it..

It has been a week since that dark day in AR life passed, in this week AR hardly had a conversation, riddhima's trying to understand armaan's feelings, the more she understands the more she feels guilt, the more she curses herself for being the reason of his pain,

the more silent she becomes when she understands the pain behind his each and every word, the more she becomes scared of saying sorry to armaan when feels his pain, when she reminds all the past months and the lack of closeless due to her decisions, she becomes scared of going close to armaan again,

armaan's right if she would have told him about the happenings with her, then armaan would have remained close to her, they could have find out solution together, neither would she have insulted like this in whole city nor she would have to remain away from armaan,

though armaan's properly supporting her at present also, taking proper care of her indirectly, though they're not talking yet armaan's constantly keeping an eye on her, riddhima cries in heart seeing armaan's condition,

"mere paas aansun hai apna dard kam karne ke liye, par armaan can't even cry properly, kyu itna pyar karta hai wo mujhse, aaj mere kaaran khud se hi kyu lad raha hai, pata nahi kaise mai apne najariye se circumstances ko dekhti reh gayi, kaise bhul gayi armaan ki jagah khud ko rakhkar dekhna,

sach kaha usne mai khud hi apne words bolkar khud hi unn words ka matlab na samajh payi, bolna bahut aasaan hota hai aur karna utna hi mushkil, par armaan ke liye hamesha karna itna aasaan kyu hota hai aur bolna itna mushkil kyu,

aaj pal pal khud se jhagadta, khud se gussa hota, khud ko hurt karta hai mere liye, log yaha apne liye apno ko bhul jaate hai, apno se alag ho jaate hai, apno se jhagadte hai, aur ek mera armaan hai jo khud ko bhula baitha hai mere liye, aisa kyu hai armaan???

Aise kyu pyar karta hai mujhse, mera ek bhi aansu uss se nahi dekha jaata, uski najrein hamesha ye kyu kehti hai jaise wo gin rahi hai mere aansu, kitni ajeeb baat hai armaan mujhse dur hokar bhi hamesha itne paas kyu rehta hai, khud itna hurt hai,

khud andar hi andar rota hai par phir bhi aisa lagta hai jaise wo mere aansu punch raha ho, miss karti hun uski baaho ko, miss karti hun uski god ko, miss karti hun uski physical presence ko, par usse bolun to bolun kaise, usne bhi miss kiya hoga na mujhe itne dino tak, jab maine khud hi uss se alag hone ka decision liya to ab paas bulane ka decision to wohi lega,

har decision mere according ni chal sakta na, maine hamare relation ki essence ghum kar di, iss ke liye mai kabhi khud ko maaf nahi kar paungi, insecured kar diya armaan ko, har roj armaan ko apni legs ke liye rone par majbur kar diya, usse jhutt ke basis par khushiyan dene ke chakkar mai uss se uski baaki khushiyan bhi cheen li, kaash aaj waqt piche mud sakta, kaash"

she reminds when she fractured her leg and she could not walk, how much cranky she remains thrugh out the day, and armaan used to listen her, tolerate her very patiently, that time their condition was very poor, whole household work+ hospital + her care, all armaan used to do, everytime armaan used to try to put smile on her face,

armaan's facing problem in hospital due to sanjana, but he didn't tell riddhima, that's not such a big problem but due to riddhima's crankiness he didn't tell her, one day niki visited riddhima and told her about hospital happenings, riddhima's shocked and later fought with armaan saying :

" tumhe bahut mahan ban ne ki aadat hai na armaan, tum sabki najro mai mahan ban na chahte ho, sabko dikhana chahte ho kitum mujhse kitna pyar karte ho, saara ghar sambhalte ho, mujhe aur hospital ki problems bhi aur mai tumse itna pyar ni karti,

tabhi tumne mujhse ab baatein bhi share karna band kar diya taaki sabko pata challe ki bas tum hi ho issi relation mai, tum hi efforts daalte ho iss relation mai bas, mai to chal nahi sakti to tumhari help kya karungi, sabko lagta hoga kitum kitne ache ho aur mai bhoj bani hun tumpar…" like this she said,

and armaan kept on looking her shocked completely, but he knew she's very cranky due to her leg so he neglected that and remained calm, later riddhima started crying, armaan asked her "wo mahan bankar kya karega??", riddhima said "mujhe nahi acha lagta iss wheel chair par chalna, mujhe theek hona hai jaldi,

mujhe nahi acha lagta yun tumpar aur khud par bhoj ban na, ab to tumne bhi khud ko mujhse dur kar dia hai, pareshan ho gaye ho na mujhse.. sab tumhari tariff karte hai kitum sab kuch sambhalte ho kitne aaram se aur mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise mai ab kissi kaam ki nahi rahi, mai saara din ghar mai padi rehti hun, mujhe nahi acha lagta..", armaan just smiled and hugged her and made her understand the things…

Riddhima thinks "mujhse to sirf 2 months nikalne mushkil ho gaye the, armaan ki to puri jindagi ki baat hai, aur phir bhi wo itna calm rehta tha, kitni samajhdaari se kaam leta tha, mai uss se ek chotti si baat chuppane par itna naraj ho gayi thi, aur itni ulti ulti baatein usse keh sunayi thi,

par wo haskar taal deta tha, mujhe samajhaata tha pyar se, phir maine to gunaah kar diya hai, kyu wo khud ko bhoj nahi maanega, kyu wo apni taango ke liye nahi royega, wo bhi to insaan hai na atlast, sab kuch uss se hassi khushi accept karna to nahi expect kar sakte na, phir bhi usne bahut himmat rakhi, kabhi shikann nahi layi chehre par,

par jab uski jindagi uski riddhima hi usse cheekh cheekh kar apahij hone ka iljaam degi, realize karwayegi ki wo ab kissi kaam ka nahi hai, usspar trust nahi karegi har baar ki tarah to armaan ka bikharna to waajib hi hai, kyu aur kaise expect karienge uss se ki wo normal behave kare..

like this a week passed, riddhima and armaan sleeps in different rooms, riddhima moved to different room, armaan didn't stop her for once, before leaving riddhima said to armaan "chahe jitna marji time lag jaye armaan tumhe mujhe maaf karne mai, mai kabhi tum se alag nahi hoyungi, kabhi bhi nahi,

isse chahe tum meri shelfishness samajh lo ya deewangi, chahe tum khush ho ya nahi mere iss decision se, par mai tum se kabhi alag nahi hoyungi..", riddhima leaves aarish with armaan before sleeping and in morning she finds aarish next to her, she's surprised and smiled too thinking "wo mujhse naaraj bhi theek se nahi reh sakta, naaraj rahega to bhi mere comfort, meri security ke baare mai sochta hai sirf",

she tries to help armaan in his daily chores like she does before 2 months, but armaan said " no need to bother", he didn't allow her to come close to him yet he's keeping an eye on her, when armaan's in ground, raju asked riddhima that why armaan bhaiya now a days sleeps on chair,remains awake all the night and keep on checking you,

riddhima's shocked, then only she came to know that he's keeping an eye on her for her well being, her eyes again got filled, seeing his love yet she couldn't speak to him, couldn't hug him, everything's going ok from outside as they didn't go outside from past week and yesterday riddhima's called in sanjeevani as there're some formalities to be completed in hospital..

and today's the shockest day in armaan's life as when he got up, he as usual had his coffee and moved in lawn with newspaper, as he opened the newspaper, from his hand coffee mug dropped down, as whole front page's covered with riddhima pics and topic "idol of shameless"

ye hai murti ek aisi aurat ki jisne laaj aur sharam ki sab haddein paar kar di, jiss desh mai savitri jaisi naari bhi hui hai jo yamraj se apne pati ke praano ko lekar aati hai, ussi desh ki hai ye aurat bhi, aurato ke naam par kalank hai ye aurat, saare desh ka naam mitti mai dubbo diya, pati ke apahij ho jaane ke baad ye apne asli roop mai aa gayi, hospital mai treatment ke bahane apne yaaro ke saath mauj masti karna inka pesha hai, kalank hai ye auraton ke naam par, tawaif se bhi jayda giri hui hai ye aurat…………..and on….

Armaan dropped the paper in anger, he didn't read further, he didn't wanna

burn himself before punishing the real culprit, he didn't wanna read all the cheapness and spare talks, for a moment he found himself angry on this whole world as they all believe on senseless and silly things which no where exists in this world,

there's a pic which black ink on riddhima's face with "aisi aurat samaj ke liye dhabba hai, nikal phenkna chahiye usse iss samajh se jo rishto ke naam par dhoka deti hai, jisne hospital ko aur roads ko tawaif khaana bana liya ho, agar hum apni sanskriti bacha kar rakhna chahte hai to iss aurat ko samaj se phenkna hoga bahar…",

armaannn in anger screamedddddd with whole power, his voice echoed in whole house, on roads too.. there's a slight shivering created in atmosphere with his anger, he tried to get up from his chair but his legs remained jammed, he punches his legs several time and cursed them badly, raju came in garden with his scream and asked him "what happened??", armaan looked him with a total blank face..

then raju rushed inside as he heard aarish wails, he took him and brought him out, asked armaan to handle him, armaan asked about riddhima, he told him that she has gone to hospital, she'll be soon back, armaan mumbled "what???", with shock.. in between chirag called him after reading newspapers..

Ch: armaan… (with empathy )

A: mujhe abhi uss printing press mai jaana hai jaha ye newspapers chapte hai, itni baseless aur clueless baato ko print karne ke liye iss newspaper ko saja milegi, mai aaj hi inke khilaaf report likhwaunga aur jiss editor ne aisi gandgi iss newspaper mai print karwayi hai usko jala dunga mai..

Ch: paagal mat ban armaan, samajhdaari se kaam le, tune dekha nahi abhi sab cheezein riddhima ke against hai, to ye samaj bhi uss ke against hi hoga,agar jara sa bhi tune galat step uthaya to ye samaj..

A: (cutting him) bhaad mai jaaye ye samaj, ye samaj ye log hi hypocrites hai, bas jo dekhte hai uss par bina sach jaane believe karte hai ye log, aise logo ki mai parwah kyu karun, meri riddhima ko koi haath bhi laga ke dikhaye, sab jal jayega, chahe ye samaj ho chahe koi bhi ho, mujhe inn hypocrites ki jarurat nahi hai…

Ch: armaan dekh gussa kissi cheez ka solution nahi hota, mai uss printing press mai jaata hun aur editor pata karta hun, plzz armaan tujhe abhi shaant hona padega, nahi to bahut dikkat ho jayegi, riddhima ko prefer kariyo bahar na jaane diyo ghar se… (armaan cut the call in between and with horror dialed riddhima's number, but she didn't pick, he called in sanjeevani where sister lovely told him that she's with trustees, armaan with manipulated talks gathered that riddhima's smiling when she met sister lovely, armaan little felt relieved ,

he called driver and asked him to straightway bring riddhima home whether she wants to go somewhere else or not, don't listen her just come back home, and if anyone tries to stop their car then don't stop, just keep driving till you reach home and mirrors should remain shut, driver felt weird but nodded)

Armaan thought to kill editor once again but then reminded chirag's words, he entered in house but remained restless, he called riddhima several times but no response, finally he asked raju to drop him in their original room, raju took aarish from him and did what he want..

Lots of emotions crossed his heart when he entered in his room after 9 months, all the memories of him and his love freshened up in his mind, images of AR kept on running in front of his eyes doing masti, romance, laughing, teasing, and manaofying, he for a moment forgot all the pain and this is when he started singing "ishq leta hai kaise imtihaan"

He opened his eyes and found riddhima still sleeping, when he looked her in mirror he's pretty sure that riddhima still didn't knew anything about newspaper, neither he wanted her to know, he had had cried enough, he just want to fix smile on her face and blood tears in those eyes which were the reason of his riddhima's tears, he again caressed her hair lightly…

riddhima opened her eyes and smiled when looked at armaan, armaan quickly moved his hand back, riddhima holds his hand and placed it on her head again and mumbled "rehne do na yahi par, aaj kitne dino baad to itna jayda sakun mila hai, jaise kabhi kuch hua hi nahi tha… galti hui hai mujhse aur 1 week ki saja kaafi hai uske liye, bas ab tum mujhe pyar karo, only and only love jaise tum andar room mai kar rahe the mujhe, meri parchayi ko, jab mai tumhare paas real mai hun to meri parchayi ko pyar karne ki kya jarurat hai???

Armaan called raju and asked him to take him down, riddhima mumbled "iss se badiya to mai parchayi hi hoti", armaan gave her ThE look, riddhima showed him her idiotic 32-c (means smile), armaan came down so as riddhima, she picked up aarish and played with him, aarish bites on her nose with a chuckle and pulled her hair and

continuously mumbled "muma muma muma and then bites on her forehead, riddhima shaked her head on his naughtiness and asked raju to give her newspaper, armaan was shocked and asked raju to give him first, knowing riddhima won't fuss on it, he cleverly took out first page and hides it at his back and rest he gave to riddhima…

After sometime she goes for making coffee for herself and while coming out she shaked her head when saw piece of paper at armaan's back, she took that paper, as she's quietly walking armaan didn't come to know about her present, she from back mumbled "armaan yaha koi newspaper rakhta hai", armaan with shock turned back and saw first page in her hand, he quickly snatched it..

A: maine kaha na ki mujhse aur meri cheezo se dur raho…

R: newspaper tumhari property hai??? Lo laga liya hath kya kar loge tum?? (riddhima touched the newspaper)

A: (with anger) dekho riddhima..

R: (cutting him) pehle tum dekho.. (she snatched newspaper fromhim and rushed away)

A: riddhima… (shouted)

Riddhima teased him and opened the newspaper saying "aisa kya hai iss main jo itne pyar se tumne apne paas chupa rakha hai isse, itna pyar bas tum mujhse….", she stopped and was shocked out of her wits… armaan again called her name, riddhima looked him and stopped him there where he's, riddhima read whole news and again tears started running from her eyes..

She quickly got up and rushed in room and cried bitterly, armaan in anger again banged on his thighs and mumbled "ankittttttttttttttttttttttt" in anger, then he slowly slowly entered in room, riddhima's sitting on floor with her head on bed,crying badly reminding why everyone was looking her weirdly in hospital, and making faces at her, doing gossiping on her, she didn't bother,

when she saw 20 misscalls from armaan she got slight tense, and before she could call him back driver told her what armaan said, riddhima thought that may be due to ankit he's behaving so possessively as he can do anything and when she returned back and saw armaan intheir room singing, she's lost and forgot everything, she became happy when armaan didn't detangle her from himself, so basically she's happy and relieved a bit ..

Armaan goes to her and placed his hand on her shoulder, she without looking him hides her face in his lap, armaan placed his both hands on her head and back and kept on caressing her, riddhima cried in continuation for more than half hour, armaan didn't stop her as he wanted her to finish her tears today only, he cant see her crying daily, he just kept on caressing her..

After ano nahi hour, riddhima looked at armaan, armaan cleared her tears, riddhima felt lil delighted and hugged armaan from his waist, armaan bends down and placed his head on her head, riddhima again with tears mumbled "armaan ye sab kyu ho raha hai mere saath??? Aisa kya galat kiya hai maine, kyu aaj sab mere against ho raha hai??? Kyu??"

Armaan didn't have answer, he just kept on caressing her, riddhima slowly slowly told him everything starting from bi's sharad to the day when trustees asked her to leave, each and every feeling she felt she told him..

R: mujhe nahi pata kaha se ye pregnancy reports aur abortion ki reports aayi,mai to dr. kalyani ke kehne par unki help karne gayi thi unke clinic, ek case mai kyunki unhe nahi samajh aa raha tha ek pregnancy case, par waha gayi to wo mujhe nahi mili, maine 1 ghanta unki andar wait ki par wo nahi aayi…

A: kitni buri tarah fasaya gaya hai tumhe, sab preplanned tha, aur kitni asaani se ankit ke sab plans kaam karte gaye kyunki usse pata tha kitum mujhe kuch nahi bata rahi ho aur uska saamna sirf tumse hai, mujhse nahi, wo plan karta gaya aur sab uske according hota raha…(Riddhima suddenly detangled herself from him and got up, armaan looked her questionably)

R: I'm sorry armaan, meri wajah se aaj sab kuch galat ho gaya hamari lifes mai, ussi ki saja aaj hume mil rahi hai… (saying so she moved out, armaan felt bad, later at night, riddhima's not eating anything, armaan asked her to have dinner) mujhe bhuk nahi hai…

Armaan moved his wheel chair next to her and from his plate started feeding her, first she kept on saying no and then with tears had dinner and then after sometime she put aarish to sleep in armaan's room and was moving out but stopped when crossed door as found her hand caught by very strong hand, she turned with surprise and found armaan near door..

A: tumne divorce papers par sign kyu nahi kiya???

R: (with shock) kyaaa???

A: tumne divorce papers par sign kyu nahi kiya???

R: (still shocked but then managed her expressions) armaan chahe mujhse jitni marji badi galti hui ho, chahe jitna marji tumhe maine dukh pahunchaya ho, par divorce ke baare mai kabhi galti se bhi mat soch lena, mai tumse dur nahi reh sakti…

A: hmmm..(thinking a bit) better option divorce tha, jab tumhe alag kamre mai hi rehna hai to alag ghar mai rehne mai kya dikkat hai??? Ab bhi konsa mere paas ho, ab bhi to dur hi ho, to divorce se kya farak panda tha??

R: (with surprise) kya matlab???

A: matlab ye ki agar tumne dur nahi jaana aarish aur……aur…. To tum alag kamre mai kyu ho??? Aur agar tumhe alag kamre mai rehna hai to divorce se kya problem hai?? (riddhima was still surprise) mujhe aarish ke bina neend nahi aati aur aarish ko tumhare bina neend nahi aati to kya tum bina kissi sawaal ke waapis room mai jaakar aarish ke paas so sakti ho…

(a sweet lil baby smile played on riddhima's lips, she nodded with tears and turned to move back but then quickly came to armaan and hugged him tightly and gave a peck on his cheeks, and rushed back.. armaan smiled abit seeing a baby smile on her face and moved in, riddhima's relieved and feeling very light hearted today, as armaan's with her and armaan knew everything, though the time and circumstances're not favouring her, but her only strength's with her that too when she hurted him a lot..)

She finally slept today after so many days, armaan kept on looking her,her hand's on aarish that's lying in middle as still armaan didn't forgive her so aarish's in middle, armaan unknowingly kept his hand on hers and kept on caressing her, her eyes were lil swollen, he knew she's relieved today but in her heart still there're so many traces of the torture that she went through in past months that too alone… he caressed her cheeks lightly and while looking her face he mumbled some lines in heart …

chahe gam kitne aaye, hosla na tutega,

saath janamo ka hai ye pal mai kaise chuttega,

teri palko ke aansun apni palko pe lunga,

imtihaan ki ghadi mai haath mai na chodunga

And he thought how to punish ankit…..

To be continued..

Precap: atul-anjali/rahul-muskaan reactions and riddhima's getting some idea, armaan treating patient…

Next update will be on new thread, most probab on 11^th October, the day when the journey of AR started 2 years back and we are still in a journey..

Last time I'll pm to everyone, new rules will be there for new thread..

Finally aaj khatam hua ye rone dhone ka thread… rone dhone waali updates ke saath aur finally mujhe bhi rahat mili..😃

Thanks to all those who supported me and this ff during the most painful updates, hats off to all those who showed guts to read all the painful parts, dil se salaam hai aapko aur aapki himmat ko, reallyyyy👏

3 cheers to all of you..

Love you all

And with this last update of this thread's over😃

Ankita..