Here are just some of my thoughts I would like to share with all: [ Just my thoughts and opinions I m not trying to change anyone's thinking or force my thoughts].
I will start with saying that Thanks to the Last min editing it was much better than i had thought because seriously i was expecting worse.
- So The beginning, we see Riddhima ready to start it from all honesty ,all happy comes to the venue , reminded me of the Puna seq where she was happy smiling blushing ready to start it but gets the same kinda shock again her past comes in front of her * sigh* will this girl ever get her happiness the one she deserves, why is that whenever she makes a move it turns out to be a failure? Oh well Let's come back to the topic She's too impressed to see the setup and is regretting how they never started their relationship as a hubby wifey she wants it to start at this very moment. Now she did what she never did before Yes She Finally Said I Love you main tumse bohat pyar karti hoon. maine bohat daer kard but i really really love you. [wish it wasn't that man but sigh atleast she said it and it was meant for siddhanth.] and surrenders herself Oh dear can you please open your eyes first and see who it is? but oh well] For me the fact that she finally Confessed what she feels for sid yes yes we've known she loved him from long ago she kept showing it in her actions and also a lil different way by saying tum bohat ache ho saaf dil ke ho we r lucky to have each other bla bla bla but this is the first time she said it so yeah . and she knows her sid very well she happily turns around she knows how he loves her neck and the back ROFL but again that was for sid she surrenders herself to noone but her Husband as in her thoughts. Now this brings me to the questions many asked how can she not differentiate between the touch? Well it is kind of taboo but all i want to say is in her thoughts armaan did not existed at that moment She knew or expected only one other person at that place and that man was none other than sid for her it was impossible for armaan to be there. there was no chance hence she doesn't even bother to open her eyes rofl. it was nowhere in her mind or subconscious that anyone but sid can be there so she couldn't differentiate now some people said but she was able to do so back in sanjeevani few months ago again i will say their was a possibility somewhere in her mind she had it that he could be around hence her senses were working extra carefully and she was extra alert today she was like no one can be here so as soon as he says i love u she backs off.
- This brings me to the next part umm yeah Her LAPSE FOR THE MOMENT that one pal*Tch Tch * Yes it's Horrible just way too bad but again what matters is she didn't let it go as soon as she came back to her senses she did what was expected from her she left that place immediately and saved the moment. Also, the point is she did not lapsed or gave away herself willingly she cannot be blamed here much yes she is at fault but let's just say it was 75% vs 25% . She was talked into it. she was made to feel guilt and was forced into it. ab aap force physically karo ya batoon se it's same i would call it mental rape if that makes sense. No she was been terribly treated her senses went on chuti as soon as the attyachar and feel sorry for me attitude started. It was horrible how she was being made guilty after her clear cut confession for her husband and how someone was asking for have mercy on me give me what i want. I would say the fact that she controlled herself and didn't let the shaitan take over her she left that place and she was guilty as hell for even that one sec someone else sure isn't hence dares to come again and force her to say love you in the precap i would say limits of being Besharam. even after all that he has guts to come and take over her again.Definately deserves an applause and an award for being the most shameful thing ever. Well let's come back to riddhima Yes she Lapsed Yes she was wrong , yes she should suffer a little for what she did but what matters is She backed off and left she immediately realised her mistake and ran to where she belongs. In the way we see perhaps the the most bold statement made by Riddhima SHe finally acknowledges sid's Haq on her on her dil dimag her shareer says a lot where she completely wants to be and she also says no i won't let him ruin my life once again last time was bad enough i can't let it go again also that the sachai will be the key factor in her rishta with sid. I hoe she sticks to her words and do tell him clear enough that yes she slipped and keep that sachai intact. For me riddhima is still not murdered caz she was Forced into it by the talks she was brainwashed being made guilty of marrying someone and moreover loving that person.
- Now come the most beautiful part of today we see a shaky nervous and crazy riddhima breaking into sid's room *thud* it's like where else can she go so she went to her heaven and in that shaky situation grabs his collar and demands a hug ok i have never seen Riddhima like this before not even back in jan the way she was in those 2 min. it was guilt shame even though she wasn't much at fault she wanted to make sure she doesn't lose him it was matter of life and death for her as i see it it was like if at this moment he refuses her she will die and won't be able to ever see herself in mirror or live she was disgusted by what she did insecure feeling not safe thinking that oh damn m gonna lose my reason for living. well her guilt does make sense and heck i don't blame her but her demand mujhe gale laga lo oh man i just died at it she was looking for the arms that give her peace take all her worries away the acceptance the fact that he's still there the warmth the comfort the assurance that he's hers just as much as she belongs to him and he's looking all shocked not knowing what happened. Once again she showed what sid is for her and only he can save her from anything
- Now i come to sid Oh poor Boy doesn't deserve this he needs to know the truth as soon as possible and also i do want him to be angry and not just accept it so easily caz after all she did lapsed even for few secs and make her pine and suffer caz he does not deserve this stay away leave for a bit so she can clear her mind and finally run back to him but he needs to know it now what happened i really wanna see how this is going to unfold & the precap scene i wonder why behsharm king is still there forcing her and why is she listening to him again.
- oh and someone said why didn't she slapped him when she found out that it was him and not sid and he started the attyachar well she was too shocked as i said it was total unexpected she had no time to compose herself and think about right or wrong.
that's it Phew that was long