My Name is Handa, Geet Handa - POV

Thanks Jake for giving Geet's POV. Poor girl has been shunned again but I'm sure it is only temporary. Maan will come running back to her soon and all will be well in Maaneet paradise.

its like a blog geet would write
i loved it! maybe you can start a blog section from geets POV here in IF that would be so awesome cuz i actually really enjoyed reading this!

Originally posted by: Harpreet.M

its like a blog geet would write
i loved it! maybe you can start a blog section from geets POV here in IF that would be so awesome cuz i actually really enjoyed reading this!

Next time you will find me in a hospital bed! 😲 😆
I'm glad you liked it! 😃
That's a very good idea! I might just do that. 😉

Originally posted by: blueyRu

crap.. that's damn sad.. can't really comment, just reading that and listening to Tujhe Bhula Diya [yes, you've got me addicted on the song!] its even MORE sad! shesh!

amazing Jake 👏

Me too. Everytime I listen to that song I'm picturing Maneet. 😆
Thanks, Ru! 🤗

Her POV is totally accepted .....

As a woman i have always stood by her ... i have always understood her problems ... and have always appreciated her struggle to fight for life and happiness.

She is a brave girl ... but sometimes in order to protect one thing we do end up making a mistake ... i just wish geet had told the truth to maan in a different way .,... I wish she had respected his feelings just as much as she wanted to tell him the truth and get it out of her system .. i just wish she would have repsected maan the way he respects her ... i just wish ... that would have been awesome if she had traken maan in confidence before telling her the final thing ... Maan would have surely listened ... he has always listened ... always ...

I just wish ..... 😕

Laru this is simply awesome, i have tears, and you know me right?

I can feel Geet, pain, her fear, but i am sure he will definetely back to her. If he will not then that day would be mine last day of this forum.

After so much he said, he should has to be next to her. This girl experienced alot, all treated her bad, and if Maan would do same, that would be really ashame for him seriously...

Angu ki tarah Maan ko bhi nahin chodiengey lolz....


Awesome post once again....




Muniza

Originally posted by: Jake-lover

I decided to write Geet's POV. Mostly to take out my frustration. 😆 It also helps you in a way too - When you write, you think and when you think - Well, it's a good brain exercise and it really helped me see my logic again and understand Geet's POV.

So, what I'm trying to say is - I believe, I'm still right! 🤣 JK.

Here goes nothing -

Geet's POV:

My name is Geet Handa and I'm eighteen years old. I had dreams like every other girl, but they simply shattered ...

One day, my family gave me the biggest news of my life. I'm getting married. Just like that. They didn't ask me, didn't let me decide. I didn't want to get married. I wanted to stay. It really didn't matter to them.

Why don't they let me stay? I want to study. What's wrong with that? What did I do wrong?

Dev came into my life. He said he loved me. He showed me dreams. He married me.

I was happy, what else could I ask for?

We got married and Dev left me - at the airport. Just like that. Why? What did I do wrong?

Came the biggest shock of my life. I'm Pregnant. I was scared. A new life's growing inside me. I needed to find Dev.

My family blamed me that it was my fault. They wanted me to simply forget Dev.

They forced me to get married to Dev, now they tell me to forget my husband?

Why? What Am I? Some puppet to them?

I love ... Love? What is love? Do I even know the definition of it?

I thought Dev loved me, but he left me.
I thought my family loved me, but they wanted to kill me - the child growing inside me.

My child. The most important part of me. I have to go on, keep fighting for it.

Now, there is Maan Sir. When everyone betrayed me, he was there to hold my hand.

I have always seen anger in his eyes. Especially in Hoshiarpur. Even though I felt he was quite aloof, he was always there for me. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be alive right now. My life is his. Everthing I am, everything I could be.

I have a secret, but it doesn't concern Maan Sir, because it is my secret. My past. Besides, he gave me a job in Delhi. Had always helped me. I simply can't sully his name, because whatever he is/however he treats me ... I care for him. No-

I think, I'm in love with Maan Sir.

That's impossible. Love is simply not for me. Nobody loves me. This can't be happening. I can't hurt Maan Sir. I'm married and Dev's child is growing inside me.

I have to leave him ... For his own good.

Pari wrote me that I should tell Maan Sir how I feel. How could I? Even Pari doesn't know about my secret. I simply can't see hurt in Maan Sir's eyes, can't see him angry. I don't want him to see me with disgust in his eyes. Simply love him too much for that.

Maan Sir asked me to be his Fiancee, today. I wanted to say no, because it's not right. But he was very persistent. I said yes. I don't know what happened to me. Everytime he is near me, my heartbeat goes faster and my mind simply turns off. It's like I was thinking something else, but my lips were saying something else.

Now, I'm his Fiancee. That's alright. I don't have to tell him the truth, because it's only an act of few days. Right?

I think, I have seen something in Maan's eyes. He gave me a ring today. Is it because Dadi insisted? Does he love me? I have to find out. I want to hear the words. In Hoshiarpur, I saw the love in his eyes. I'm part of his life, he said.

But Dev said that too. He said ... He also said I'm part of his life. Then he left me. Will Maan Sir leave me too?

Or is it only an infatuation?

He says he sees honesty in my eyes. Simplicity. He wants honesty in a relationship, but I haven't been honest with him. I still haven't told him about my past. It's my responsibility to tell him everything. I will. Tonight at D'Mellos wedding.

I want to tell him something, but I only see passion in his eyes. I tried telling him this evening, but he did not listen. I hope he does now. I have to go find him ...

I see him with children. I have never seen him laugh like this before. Is this a sign, Babaji? Will he accept the truth? He did say he will be there for me everystep of the way. Is it true? He will never abandon me like my family and Dev did?

"Main Tumse ... Nahin ... Pehle Tum Bolo ... Tumhara Intezar Khatam Hua ... Aaj Tumhare Dil Mein Jo Bhi Hai Boldo Geet ... Khud Ko Mat Roko Geet ... Mat Roko. Woh Baat Jo Bar-Bar Tumhare Honto Mein Ajati Hai Boldo. Tumhe Kabrahne Ki Koi Zaroorat Nahin Hai Geet. Har Mod Par Tumhara Saath Doonga ... Har Kadam Mein Tumhare Saath Hoonga ... Boldo."

He loves me. He said it all. I can't take this anymore. I have to tell him that I love him. I can't hurt him. I can clearly see the love in his eyes. I'm sure he will be there for me. I have to tell him I'm already married, I have to tell him ...

Oh god, the way he is looking at me ... I have to tell him ... He is holding my hands...

"Woh ... Main ... Yeh Kehna Chathi Thi ..."

My breath is leaving me. It's time. Tell him you are married ... Tell him ...

"I'm pregnant!"

I can see surprise in his eyes ... Shock on his face.

He leaves my hands ... My heart is breaking ... So is his. He turns his back on me ...

He promised. He promised he will be there for me everystep of the way ...

Once again, I loved ... And he simply leaves.



Now, if you guys don't appreciate this - I have to strangle each and everyone of you. 🤣 Took me 2 bloody hours to write all that! Stupid Phones! (Naah! 😉). So want my laptop back! 😆 Come across any mistakes - simply ignore it! 😎

Anyways, so this is how Geet feels. How her mind works. Get it? While I was writing it, felt really bad for the poor girl. Yes, even for Maan. Their circumstaces are something like this! 😉

Jake. 😎

Jake,

love what u wrote! I feel so bad for Geet, she went through so much! Maan have to support her or better to say He will just after he finds out about her past....her sufferings....her being cheated....Maan will support her I can feel it already!