Originally posted by: kriyaconsumesme
oohhh...Tanthya..never ever do that again..you scared me with the title of your post๐. i was almost ready to take up Pratigya's role and come and nurse you so you get better soon๐. its only aftre I read first two lines of your post, i realised you are talking about the same thing which i guess everyone in this forum is going through๐. In fact I am way beyond "fever" phase, i have entered a "danger zone" where docs have given couple of days for kriya medicine to make wonders and pull me from the death bed by their love track๐.
Do not worry,KCM...I am positive that u are more resilient than that..I have complete faith in u !!
Anyway, as always great post ( I wont say it from now on as it goes without saying๐). I partially agree with you on pooja scene. I agree that conventionally it only matters when couple sit together and perform the rituals but as they say even if you are nor doing it yourself and only being a part of it will also benefit you in its own little way. Like you all I so wanted K to go in the temple๐ but when he didnt, I thought at least he is there...and thats a start...to not the end of their marriage but in fact a start of their REAL marriage...coz see when they got married it want with both them consent...so in fact this is the first they seek blessing from god as couple in their own way of being there๐...at least I would like to think so..u know not to make myself too tensed or stressed out by finding little bit positivity in small things here and there๐ coz per the currents tracks if I dont stay positive I ll go nuts๐.
Lubb it !!
As for P crying for K not showing up, I am sure she was more disappointed in herself for bringing their marriage and K to this stage where once upto a time even after so much insults and ignorance Krishna used to always run behind her and today she actually requested and pleaded to him but in vain. I am sure she holds herself responsible for current happenings in her personal life with K and I think that is the reason she is taking all K's tanturms in instead of giving back to him as she thinks she deserves it...I guess more than K she wants him to punish her...as it will heal her heart and soul a little...ME THINKS..
Beautiful !!๐
As for their re-birth, I absolutely second that and I think it was very much necessary for their relation to move forward..they both have learnt a lot from this experience and they will eventually merge out as winners, as one, as soulmates with flying colors๐. You know what I want is, after a couple of days of them behaving like they are, when start to overcome this layer of hurt, anger, guilt and see themselves as made of each other and realise how much love they have for one another...when we are on the verge of thier melt down and when K finds out about his family's "BURN PRATIGYA ALIVE" campaign, before leaving their mad mansion, I would like them to renew their vows in front of thakurs in the middle of their house (where K cut his wrist๐) (like in movie DIL) with their passion and fire in their eyes and both of them giving intense stares to thakurs...hahaha i would love to see their faces...and then leave for their love paradise "PRATIGYA NIWAS"๐๐๐ณ
Ka??? ka kehti ho?? aree kuch bolbo? aree bolbo yaar๐