Candy, I really enjoy reading your posts ... last night I was also annoyed with Gunji for being so harsh with Sam, but then I realised we have been saying all along that she has kept all her emotions bottled up for three years ... they have started coming out only now ... and one of the main reasons for pushing Samrat away was that she felt he was guilty of her sister's death ... yesterday, with all the alternating hope, then disappointment, then hope, then disappointment ... all that grief is just coming out again ... she had buried it for three years, but now with this hunt fo Nupur and all the disappointments, it's coming back ... and with that, finally all the anger she had kept buried inside her, is also coming out ... on the one and only person she can ever let it out on ...
And as you're saying ... she IS realising that she's doing him an injustice ... slowly she is beginning to realise that she's being very unfair to him ... but again, the fact remains he was responsible for that accident, and that's something she is finding it very difficult to forget ... but now that she has put it in words finally, maybe she will also start realising that it was an accident after all ... and blaming him competely for it was also being unfair ...
so somewhere, her own guilt for her behaviour with him is coming up ... poor girl ... too many emotions and conflicts within her at the moment ... no wonder it's difficult to understand where she's at ... but that SORRY was a definite start ... 😳