Originally posted by: tanthya
@ Jennifer ....This is the shortest post by Mera ...[I hope she is alright, it very unlike her to post such a microscopic one 😉😆 ]...but irregardless of the length..she always keeps you hooked ..That is her USP..😳 😆😆😆😉tanthya, don't be surprised if this week's posts ends up being some of the shortest ones. Perfect week to be on vacation😉😛 will see how it goes and decide. Hey bagwan, Saxsenas ke barey mei roz kaise likhoon? 😲😕
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TBH , I think when one is bombarded incessantly with crises...one loses one's rationality, logic,objectivity and such a situation leads to poor decision making ...as witnessed by Pratigya's decision to marry a man unsuited to her [At least her whole family think so !!] ....the only desire is reprieve ..a ceasing of the crises beyond their control...and if marriage will deliver her and her family from this problems...then SO be it !! ...
Pratigya told Krishna , she will always hate him bec she considered him to be the prime accused for troubling her family..in other words she hated the man who was causing grief to her
family ...it was not krishna she hated but the person who snatched her families happiness.
she called his lub delusional bec she herself was never a believer in a love at first sight...for her love does not come at first sight , the two individuals have to become frns first, get to know each other and deepening of frnship will lead to love...whereas Krishna's love was instant combustion..and she could not fathom how love could form with out knowing anything about that individual..hence her opinion that his love was delusional and more of a lust than of emotion..
I think there was a war within her...she consciously disliked him but subconsciously could not stop caring for him ...there would be odd scenes depicting it here n there..when after the honeymoon fiasco, she will seek his attention by giving the ambrosia [Chai] and during the knifing too she will go out of the way to take care of him and also after leaving the house when he comes to maika , the moment she learns that he hasn't had any food, she rushes to provide him some fodder....There was concern but it was never acknowledged consciously ...
As for not allowing him to touch her ...I think it was guilt...she was hiding a huge bomb within her...and she was very well aware of the fact, Krishna will explode ....and if in the present circumstance , if she were to become his Wife in every sense of the word... he might consider that she bartered her body so that he will be pliable to her requests and will make it harder for him snap the relationship if he was so inclined , consequently his revulsion may grow out of bounds ..and she also knew, if she were to be very friendly, he might want to take it to next level.. A level which she did not want to cross with that damocles sword hanging over her.... she wanted to be his wife after he knows her secret and not before...and once the truth was out..she was not afraid to show her love , she was not afraid of his rejection or revulsion..she knew underneath his revulsion, he still loves her and her love is strong enough for them both ...until he gets over his revulsion , and his anger is cleansed by the deluge of her love..
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