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PAGE-1 ''UNSAID WORDS'
PAGE-5 ''SMILE''
PAGE-12 ''KISSING REVENGE''
PAGE-19 ''WINNING YOU BACK''
PAGE-24 ''UNTITLED''
PAGE-31 ''JAANE YEH KYA HUA''
PAGE-37 ''UNTITLED''
PAGE-43 ''UPS AND DOWN''
PAGE-49 ''THE JEALOUS SHARMA''
PAGE-55 ''UNTITLED'' [NO SPECIFIC COUPLE]
PAGE-59 ''LET ME BE YOUR HERO''
PAGE-64 ''MAYUR OS''
well...i am tried to pen down MayUr OS
its a real story...n everythng here is true...no fiction at all.except fora lil change in end ..hope that change occur's in that person's life too..*sigh*.
hope u lyk it guyz...
well...its dedicated to Akanksha and Sam, who are continously buggin me to update m ff...n instead i am pennin down a OS...lol
here it goes
UnSaid WoRdz
Sometimes its better to convey ur feelins than keepin urself in turmoil of acception or rejection...well , i did the same ..and it turned out to be the turnin point in my life...
me Nupur Bhushan loved ..well yeah ''loved sumone more than my life'' ...my life was never such a mess before ..but then things doesnt go our way alwayz...
My school life just like a normal ordinary girl..but bit more focussed on studies coz from day onemy dad dreamt of me becoming a Doctor and i had to strive for it from the very beginin' and due to that maybe ,i was never intersted in courtship period things , i found it cliched ..well , if u ask the reason then at time, i was havin no arrows in my bag . I found attracted to one of the most pepped-up guy of our class but it was infatuation and i never took it seriously , i knew as i will leave my school this ''stupid'' feelin will erase itself and it happened .
After school...for Pre-Medical Test prep i joined one of the coaching centres and my life took a turn . I , initially , found difficult to adjust in new atmosphere and with almost six hours spent in centre , it became tirin' . but then time have the solution to almost all problemz .. i got to settle there , made some great friends in one month time ..we had blast .
And then re-shuffling of batches took place on the basis of test performance and class-responce . Thankfully me and my friendslanded in the same A-1 batch - the batch of toppers and i met Mayank there . He was in my class , well it was not sought of formal intro but i came to know about him as he was the tallest guy in our class and with me being the tallest among the girls ...i was teased by my friends on the very first day of our new batch .
I used to get irritated initially but then evn i started laughin off with them as v used to tease each one with different names but somewhere in my heart , i skipped a beat everytime he was mentioned . Well...yes , i was fascinated by him , why ?...i dont know .. I bumped into him on the second day of my coaching class but then we didnt speak anything and went to our respective classes.
Now he was in the same class..and i felt my feelings growing but i had to neglect them and focus on studies ...i managed it quite wel for sometime but then in class...things changed and it was mostly Me and He arguing on a particular topic , which gave my friends every reason to tease me ... We both hardly talk and whenever we used to talk , it was just clearing a doubt or something studies related ..nothing else . He was person with great personality , always had a trademark expression on his face , hardly spoke to anyone except his close buddies . He was brilliant in studies and we used to have a neck-to-neck fight for marks ..and i proudly declare , that i won most of the time .
Time went by and contrasting to my expectationz...my feelings grew stronger and stronger with each arguelment we shared , with he crossin me on his bike.and with my friends teased me.. Admist all ..only my closest frnd , Dia knew about it , she never had doubts , she was sure about my feelings for him..i wonder how !!
i was done with my Testz...and unknowingly fear of separation crept in . I toldDia about it , but she could only console me with praying for both of us to land in same medical college . And then thanx to Facebook , he found me...well...yeah !!..he sent me request and without thinking for even a minute , i accepted it . I was jumping with joy , we chatted for a while that day..but that day for a bliss !Dia could judge my excitement level as i told her about it , she was happy for me . Gradually all my tuition mate were in my friend list but one name was spcial to me - Mayank ! I used to stay online for hours just to wait for him to cum online but when he used ot cum online , i never used ot start with chat...goosshh...girls never take first step...
Wel we got our results , we both had different college , i had to shift to hostel but he was in town. Al my friends got selected in diff colleges but we never failed to remain in touch with each other
Hostel...well , diff experiece all together . I felt like a grown-up girl..all feelings were different but Mayank was never out of my mind , evn for a second . As the time passed by , insecurities enguled me ..i used to spent hours thinking abt Mayank ...often crying at time . Dia was always there to console me but it didnt help me . Dia was near to Mayank's clge , so she gave me newz about him and i felt relieved when she told that he was still not dating anyone . I met Mayank whenevr we old tuition mates used to plan a get-together .
But fears have no bounds and in case of Nupur Bhushan, things reach extreme . Gradually my condition worsened and it showed its affect on studies too. I hardly paid attention to studies and my close-friend in hostel judged my condition...and when she asked me , i blurted out everything . I culd trust her that she wuldnt let this thing peek out , in hostelz a lil thing culd create a havoc and i didnt wish that .
Finally after fighting with my inner self...i decide to tel Mayank my feelins...yes , the girl who used to consider that girls never take first step...decided to take on her turn. Evn Dia supported me in this. And on 17th October , i rang him up ..v used to talk on phone but this time , it was different as the ring went , i felt all the words erasing from my mind which i decided to speak ..
''hello''
''heyy mayank..'' i tried to sound normal.
''howz u ?''
''i am gud..hmmm...iwant to tel u something'' i fumbled but spoke
''haan..bolo''
''hmm...i dont know..but i like u Mayank..i mean..dont take me wrong but i like u from institue dayz...i never thought of this in coaching dayz coz i wanted to concentrate on studies but after that , i was in turmoil...well i am not expecting form u anything ..i just wanted to tel u that '' i spoke..i felt gud..relaxed but waited for him to speak
''hm..'' this wat he culd say and tears started formin in my eyes but i was frim to not lose a great friend jus because i like him
'' dekho mayank..i seriously dont expect anything ...and i dont wanna lose a friend coz of watever i said''
'itz okk Nupur ..i understand but i cant say anything...i mean ..long distance realtionships '' i felt miserable ...tears spilled from my eyes yet i tried to be strong
''i understand'' i culd only reply that
''i am happy that u confessed and plz just coz of me dont bring to life to halt '' he sounded normal and i was defo not..
''are u okk ??'' he confirmed when he got no reply from my side.
''yeah..i am ''
then i bid him adieu as i culdnt control my tears any more ..i cried the whole night in my room..and was glad thati was in hostel and not at home . I told Dia about it ..
It took me months to get back to normal ...i started avoidin him on FB and we hardly talked to each other...as i tried to becum normal ..i got a newz that he is havin a girl-friend now..!!
This was another blow ...but i took it bravely , i cried but cribbing again and again for a person who hardly botherz about me...wel..i had to stop myself !! I managed it...i was settled now..had fun with frnds ...hangout with my old bestes whenevr we used to get back to home...!!..it was all same and as time makes us move on , i and Mayank too moved on ..he used to text me sumtyms and evn on FB we used to chat but i still tried to ignore coz i didnt wish my feelings which i locked in a corner of my heart to make there way out . He was happy with his girl-frnd and i was happy with my frnds...!!!
I again hated courtship period but now..i had the reason with me.
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''heyy...where are u lost ??'' i snapped out of my past
''hmm..nothing '' i replied as he wrapped his arms around me from back
''hmm...thinking about our past ?'' i smiled and nodded against his chest..! yes..i was married to Dr. Mayank Sharma..
surprised !!...i know ..
Things went as they were in MBBS..but then during post-graduation , fate brought us together again .
We worked as friends...n i got to know that he broke up with his gf in 3red year of MBBS but i never hoped for anything..as expectationz hurt..and i was aware of it.
But the again...life never failed to surprise me..!! Mayank proposed me on last day of our post-graduation and i willingly accepted it. Our parents were happy with our relationship and we got married the very next month...life was at ''jet'' speed and i enjoyed the short courtship period of two weekz...well , i have reasons for it ;)
Mayank slowly kissed my cheekz and placed his arms protectively on the symbol of our love which i was carrying...n we stood facin the sea-shore in our balcony !!..admist ''said'' and ''unsaid words''
well..thats it guyz..i know , there is no romantic stuff here ...but yeah !!..thats the true story n i didnt want to modify it .
hope u like it
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love
ruchi
note :
guyz this is not my story...!! but sumone really close to me..
n yesterday ..i didnt scan my update...so i am really sorry for gramatical errors
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