i like role who have dark past or who thrive for love n acceptence from family , my lfe is similar to it n not saying it for sympathy or something ..................... i still want my mom to accept me whole heartedly not saying she dont love me she does but not like the way she used to before i did my first mistake when i was a kid .................since then it was never the same , i never loved my dad n will never i have my own reasons ................ i share this stuff as i love this forum members they dont just sympathise as they understand .n most of them shared their own personal stuff..................i am surviving as i found love even a little from my mom , my 2nd sis n my 7 best friends who dont know anything aout my life as they say we like u n not interested to know wats ur life was like before ..........
iam not embrassed to share this ............. as i dont regret for anything in my life n my wrong doings as its waste of time to feel sorry as it wont make any difference n i love myself even after knowing i am a person with lot of shadesJust 2 days back i read in paper about a gal who ended her life as her father no more love her n her step mom never cre for her i felt very bad it hurted me a lot ....even i wanted to do wat she did when i was yound but glad ............ppl like me or vansh or anyone who struggles for love need a life n they need little love /care to show that they r LIVING ppl n they have right to live .....................
jaya we all have something similar in our lives some sort of hardship and that which we must get through..my life has no less of all this bad stuff and this is why i have connected soo much to vansh and tapu's characters! theyve both had a really really horribble childhood which is still impact ing their lives now!😭